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this was the best show ever. no one can ever tell me there was no gay tension at ALL between Cyd and Shelby. or Barry and Naldo. this was magical, and i admit, this cancelling kinda made me a bit sad..

Hey -

I started writing this on December 16th but I wasn’t yet ready to share. I enjoy writing amateur scripts more than lengthy Tumblr posts but hopefully this’ll do. As some of you may have heard, Best Friends Whenever won’t be going any further. Even though we’ve known this for a couple of months now, it doesn’t make it hurt any less.

First off, HUGE thank you to Jed and Scott (our leaders/work dads) for a multitude of things. I’ve grown so much as an actor and even more as a person through them hiring my barely 14 year old self and trusting me to be a part of an ensemble with some of the most comically talented teenagers I know. They made it a routine to have “writer’s lunch” every Friday where we got to eat upstairs in the production office and get giddy about future storylines, something I’ve been told “kids” shows don’t do. And there were of course SO many other people behind and in front of that show who I adore, who without I wouldn’t be the person I am today, and who I’m sure will attend my wedding someday. 

This show was my high school, the best one a girl could dream of. And even though we’ll all move on to different projects, being able to say I grew up with people is something I’ll forever cherish.

I of course can’t give enough thank you’s to you guys for the constant love - truly. We grew a following from nothing which is very rare for a show with quirky teenagers and special effects to do. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.

Whenever, whatever, wherever, I’m right there with you. xo, Landry

i literally smiled so big when they were both just cuddling in the little kid car after they went back to normal JABSUXISBXBKA- THEY ARE ADORABLE TOGETHER

Shelby causing Cyd to go back to normal is such a love interest thing to do js

💖

just those s a d b o i blues

if only she’d give it to me.. 💖

i don’t want to ever let go.. even if it means destroying my heart in the process.

I really don’t think there’ll ever be another one like you

-and if there is, god help my heart

im probably just going to spam love poetry and quotes tonight. yeah.

“You broke my heart without even knowing it.”

You kept me like a secret, but i kept you like an oath.

You see

I see the scars

It’s a talent for me,

To find you at your weakest

And bring you up from your knees,

It’s scary but Please accept the journey.

I can’t make you choose

I promise I’ll show you the other shoes,

Just give me one minute

It’s all I need

I’ll show you the light

On the other side .

I want to see you smile,

I will enlighten your soul,

I promise I’ll keep Your heart undercover

Not like any other.

I won’t leave until

Your complete

I’ll take the pain

And turn it into rain

I’ll take the anger

And turn it into thunder

I’ll empty your brain

And make it my burden

Because I can carry that

If I know your out of danger.

@trueemotions91

I thanked her

For my pain ,

For the pile of emotions

She left Upon my floor,

I still thanked her

For making me feel so raw,

Because she taught me

True life law,

I still thank her to this day

For all the heartache .

She taught me to self love

from The core,

You see ,

There is always a tale,

When they think

Thier have done the deed

And watch you crumbled to

Your knees,

But what she didn’t expect to see,

Was me to come back ,

Roaring an all ,

While she

Is still

Trying to find her

True Fairy tale,

When she allowed me

To find my soul

A long time ago.

@trueemotions91

My grandma has been battling cancer for some time now.. She made a huge decision to be put on hospice, that started Friday. It’s absolutely horrifying to know that you are now in your last days of life.. 😭💔😭

God brought you into my life at the age of 12, I haven’t always been the easiest granddaughter, consistency was challenging for me, abandonment issues caused me to withdraw myself from just about anyone. Involving myself with the wrong people which led me to live life on certain expectations cause of my own choices.

You helped with open hands, a caring heart, love you poured into every single one of us. Speaking advice into ears that needed it, being the worlds greatest grandma to us kids! Importantly, while leaving a toxic relationship my daughter gained having the best gee-gee in her life!!!!!! She adores you!!!! She feels everything so deeply so this right now is affecting her so much… 💔

I pray for peace, I pray for strength, I pray for no more pain in your life grandma!!!!!!

A PRECIOUS human my family & I LOVE dearly, is once again being ripped away from us by this evil sickness cancer! It’s not fair, watching someone so close to you slowly dying is terrifying. It makes you question everything, mixed emotions & not enough words to be said that we can say to save those we care about…

Pray for my family at this time. Cherish your time with your loved ones, hug them extra tightly for a moment. You never know what life has in store for each one of us. Embrace the love that comes to us, appreciate the people who have been there all along. Life flashes before our eyes, without a trace of hope or fear of the unknown.

Tinkerbell has always been there for Peter. And Peter? He chose Wendy.

I gave you so many more chances just to play with me and break me more.

I can’t be with you and I can’t be without you. Yet somehow I still go through with this torture.

I will forever have my hopes far too high over you when you never come through