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Armin, my beloved

He’s a childhood crush, ofc

Human / vampire (Candy x Priya)

Note: written for day 3 of Dykecember. time is relative anyways (also I'm experimenting with a new way to format my fics, don't mind me) Words: 795 Candy's P. O. V.

What is a vampire? In popular legend, a vampire is a creature, often fanged, that preys upon humans, generally by consuming their blood.

‘Okay, I didn’t get any smarter, thank you Britannica’ I murmured to myself, looking up from my laptop’s screen to take a glance at my girlfriend’s face. 

When Priya had called me up to say that she had become a vampire somehow, I first ended the call, rolling my eyes at her bad sense of humor. Then she called me back, almost hysterical. 

I quickly realized it wasn’t a joke. 

We spent the previous hour at Rosa’s place, trying to calm Priya down, and surfing the web for any useful info. Unfortunately, everything we had found was about ‘adult’ vampires. Not a word about someone freshly turned into one. 

“Did you find anything?” 

Priya tried her best to mask her voice, but it was clear that she was very afraid. 

“Uh no, not yet. The best I found was an article detailing vampire diet. Apparently, you don’t necessarily need blood. Anything red is good for you.” 

She didn’t reply, just laid down on the couch, covering her face with her palm. I closed my laptop to walk over to her. 

Rosa left a little earlier to drop off Thia at Alexy’s, and Leigh was gone the whole week to visit Lysander. Priya and I had some time for ourselves. 

“Hey” I sat down next to her. “We’re going to figure it out, okay? I’m sure you’re not the only one with this problem. Worst case scenario, we will consult Stephenie Meyer.” 

“Urgh, I don’t really appreciate your jokes.” Priya turned over to her other side, with her back to me, but didn’t pull away when I started caressing her side. 

“It’s not the end of the world anyways. If the legends are true, you will be exceptionally fast and powerful, you will live for much longer than otherwise, you will be immune to pretty much any disease. I wouldn’t necessarily say it’s a bad deal.” 

“Haha. You forgot about not being able to stand in the sun or eat garlic. Not to mention the crosses.” 

“That’s not a problem, we don’t live in Italy.” 

I spoke without thinking, but I reached my goal: Priya laughed – for the first time during the evening. 

“Thank you. Your support means a lot to me. Really.” 

She turned towards me a little to look in my eyes while speaking, but then quickly diverted her gaze. Her expression turned sour, almost regretful. If she had been sad or angry, I would have understood that, but this...? 

“What’s wrong?” 

“What isn’t?” She chuckled, not answering my question. 

“No, but... really.” 

She sat up, but still avoiding looking at me. 

“It’s just... if I stay this way, and the myths are true, I’m supposed to drink blood, aren’t I?” 

Her fingers found their way to the hem of my shirt and started playing with it. 

"Well, yes...” 

“Well... I don’t know how to phrase it, but I started feeling this strange pull towards you. Of course, I always found you ravishing, but it seems that whatever change is going on inside me, it also affects how I look at you...” 

While talking, Priya shifted her position on the couch to lean in my direction. Her fingers stopped fidgeting with the fabric of my shirt and instead rested on my sides. I felt my cheeks burn. We have been together for more than four years now – we had kissed, seen each other without clothes and made love multiple times. And yet, in this moment, I felt that we had never been so vulnerable in front of each other ever before. 

She got closer, lowering her head, making its way to my neck. If I had really wanted to, I would have been able to stop her, to move away – but I didn’t. I tilted my head to give her better access and braced myself for what was coming. 

I hadn’t noticed that Priya’s teeth got sharp already, but now they pierced through my skin with relative ease. I clenched my jaw, not to give away the pain I felt – if this is what it takes for Priya to feel better, so be it. 

While she was feeding on me, pictures flooded my mind. Her arrival at Sweet Amoris High School; her kiss with Iris that awakened previously unknown feelings, but mostly jealousy in me; our reunion in university, and the rebirth of our friendship that slowly changed into something deeper. 

I loved her, and I knew she loved me too, more than anything. When she finally lifted her head from my neck, wiping her mouth, I knew that now we were tied together more tightly than I ever thought possible.

Dykecember challenge

Bodyguard (Kim x Leo)

yes, this is absolutely not the second day of December.... I have commitment issues, I'm sorry 😭 this definitely isn't my best work, but I wanted to let it out anyways, as I didn't have a really good idea in particular for this prompt

Dykecember day 2: bodyguard

Words: 696

When Crowstorm blew up overnight, all members were happy with their newfound success. 

Initially. 

However, they soon realized that fame is not without consequences: they had to change their daily routines, pay special attention to what they do in public, and deal with fans who were not familiar with the meaning of the word ‘privacy’. 

Castiel first considered it hilarious, then annoying. Then, he received (at his home!) a letter with a little vial for him to send back ‘a lock of his hair and a drop of his tear’ – the ingredients for some kind of love spell. This was the point when they decided that people will overstep their boundaries more and more often, so they need to protect themselves. 

Leo was the one to experience this kind of ‘love’ physically. She wanted to run some errands, when a group of teenagers suddenly appeared around her. They asked for selfies with her, and one boy wanted to put his arm on her waist, but ‘accidentally’ lowered it. 

Leo hired a bodyguard that afternoon.

---

"Sooo, this is it." 

Leo gestured around in her apartment, not really knowing what to add. The young woman standing in front of her (who insisted on simply being called ‘Kim’) started walking around, inspecting the doors, the windows, even the view of the street and neighbouring houses. 

“You’re taking this very seriously, I can see. Did you have to protect someone really important in the past?” 

“Oh, sure.” Kim stopped her examination to turn around, facing Leo. “I’ve worked for ministers, CEOs, and people whose title I can’t even tell you. Don’t worry, I will do my best to protect you. No one will die again under my watch.” 

“...again??” 

Leo was about to ask more, but she caught Kim’s smile while she turned back again. The rocker couldn’t help but laugh – despite Kim’s initial silence, she was starting to like her newfound bodyguard. 

“Well, that’s the least I expect. I can’t pay you if I’m dead. And hey, maybe you will even find me funny. Might motivate you to keep me alive.” 

“Oh, you need to work harder than that to make me laugh.” 

--- 

It turned out, she didn’t need to work harder. Whenever it was just the two of them, in a private setting (which happened more and more often as time went on), they behaved like ages old friends. Leo was an endless source of adventurous and fascinating stories, while Kim kept Leo grounded and motivated in more ways than one. 

One day, Kim decided to check out the Instagram page of Leo. This is not something that she hasn’t done before, but she still liked to scroll there from time to time. Leo’s page (as all other members’ as well, of course) was filled with posts about their upcoming album. They worked on it for a really long time, and it was supposed to be released in two months. 

Among the sneak peaks of the album’s cover and (muted) recordings from their studio sessions, a different post caught Kim’s eye: Leo and an unknown woman kissing. 

Kim sat up straight. How did she not notice this before? 

It was posted not long after they first announced the album. It was probably part of the campaign for it, but Kim couldn’t help but feel a little sting in her chest. 

Was she jealous? 

---

When she met Leo, a couple days later, Kim had already made up her mind. What she said on her first day was clearly a joke, but developing feelings for the one she’s supposed to protect could cause serious problems for them. 

When Leo opened her door, Kim didn’t hesitate. 

“This is the last time you see me as your bodyguard. I want to end my contract.” 

Leo didn’t answer at first. She was shocked. 

“Is everything alright?” 

“I-” Kim sighed, then shook her head. “I want to protect you, but I’ve realised that I have feelings for you that aren’t right. I will always be here for you if you need me, but I don’t think I should be your bodyguard anymore.” 

With that, she turned around, not giving Leo the chance to reply. 

Dykecember challenge

First kiss (Candy x Amber)

I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^

Dykecember day 1: first kiss

Words: 1474

Candy's P. O. V.

My phone buzzed with a new notification.

why didn't you pick up? are you in class?

Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.

I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.

So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.

That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...

It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.

How does hate turn to love?

Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.

I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.

My phone buzzed again.

hello?? anyone there?

The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...

This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!

I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.

I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:

yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after

---

"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."

"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."

What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.

Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.

"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."

"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "

---

She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.

"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"

I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"

Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.

"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."

I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.

"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."

"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."

It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.

"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."

Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.

"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."

I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.

"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"

Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.

I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.

Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.

Dykecember challenge

I just found this, and although I maybe won't be able to do it daily until my exams are over, this would be the perfect chance for me to get back into writing!

Dykecember!

For the month of December I'll be doing my own little version of ink/kinktober and writing nothing but lesbian ficlets for the whole month.

Here's the prompt list I'll be working off and anyone who also wants to participate in any way or work off the prompt list themselves should feel free to do so

Wild West AU (bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nath)

@naiinaii thank you for enduring my rants about this stupid, stupid hc

Castiel is an orphan, the banker's wife finds him and decides to take him in. he is brought up along the banker's own son, Nathaniel. the two boys are roughly the same age, maybe Nathaniel being a bit older. they grow up together, and while it was never a secret before them that they are not blood brothers, they treated each other as such

when they got older (15~17), Castiel started getting into smaller troubles here and there; not paying the baker, breaking the carriage that was trusted to him, doing all kinds of inappropriate things with the well-mannered little ladies in town

rumour said that he got into bad company one night, and now he joined them. lighting the mayor's house on fire, causing chaos at the carnival, occasionally theft

this caused a divide between Castiel and his adoptive family; while Nathaniel wanted to redeem him, his parents (especially his father) didn't even want to hear his opinion. when he felt like Castiel stepped over a line, he kicked him out without a second thought. Castiel laughed in his face "like I need your help anymore"

for years, the two boys have not met. Castiel continued the journey he started as a young man, while Nathaniel became a town marshal to clean the stain on his family's name. every single day, he'd see his old brother's face on the 'wanted' signs, wondering what went wrong

Castiel didn't stay in one place; he roamed the wild west, along a group of bandits, becoming notorious criminals. he promised himself never to return to the old town he grew up in. he caused a lot of troubles there, sometimes even people he loved (even if he denied it). he will keep himself out of their lives, that's the least he can do

he sees that he must break his promise though when a new line is built near his hometown. trains aren't the easiest to rob, but in case of success, the loot usually makes up for it. he can't betray his associates, but he also fears from returning

they have done it thousands of times. they assign the roles, take their places, and wait for their part to come. Castiel himself got the role of bait; with a smaller part of the takings, he's supposed to flee south, attracting the attention from his companions as they take the majority of the loot. there was one thing he wasn't prepared for though: with the old sheriff stepping down, Nathaniel was elected as the new one

Nathaniel expected Castiel and co. to be interested in the freshly built railway, and he knew what was the right thing to do, he only wasn't sure if he could follow through. hell, he wasn't even sure if he wanted to

picture this: Castiel and Nathaniel, standing a few steps apart from each other, eyes fixated on the other one quite homoerotic if you ask me, but let's move on

"who will I arrest today? friend or foe?" "no one. I know your tricks, you can't catch me" THE FEELINGS

everyone is free to interpret what happens later on, but I'd like to think Nathaniel lets Castiel go (maybe ask him to never return, with aching heart, but knowing this is probably for the best u_u)

Valentine's Day event 2022 - continuation (NSFW)

the story is set in the love interests' pov, and neither their gender, not their identity is mentioned; so you can imagine anyone you want there (if you want to, you can even imagine Candy is with one of the older routes / Eric / anyone else, who has a mouth. lol)

it was long ago since I've last written smut, so I know it's not really good, but whatever

(also, for the sake of simplicity, let's forget about Nath's handcuffs)

Words: 710

A kiss on her mouth, then one on her cheek, her neck, going lower and lower until I've reached her chest. I was the one who brought up the idea of this 'sweet' lovemaking, but I still couldn't wrap my mind around her actually accepting it. Candy arched her back, allowing me to lick the chocolate more freely, as I cupped her breasts through her lingerie, caressing them with my thumbs. With my help, she had already got rid of the majority of her clothes, but I insisted on keeping her underwear on.

"Don't be so impatient, we will throw that away as well soon enough" I winked at her when she asked me about it. She only replied with a blush, finally lowering down onto the mattress, giving over to me.

When I was done with covering up the chocolate from between her breasts, one of my hands left its place and roamed her body lower, until it arrived on her thigh. I went back to her neck, slightly sinking my teeth into her soft skin while my hand slowly but surely found her panties. Not removing it yet, my fingers started pressing against her clit, successfully earning a short huff from her.

"My love, are you eager for the continuation? Tell me, what do you want..."

Candy must have found it hard to answer properly, as my fingers finally drew the fancy lace away, and I pushed two inside her. After all these years, I already knew how to find that one spot, how to rub over that one sensitive bud, how to make her knees tremble and take away her breath for a quick moment. I pressed a kiss on the hickey my lips had left behind on her neck, observing my creation as I urged her to answer.

"So? What is it?"

I let her get regain control of her breathing, but when I saw her open her mouth to answer, I added a third finger, deepening my position inside her.

"Mm- your mouth.." she finally pressed out.

"Your wish is my command."

As suddenly as my fingers entered her, they disappeared now, only to grab her underwear and take them off. With a final wink, I lowered my head, leaving a trail of kisses along the way. Reaching for the small pot of melted chocolate beside the bed, I poured some of it on Candy's inner thigh, then started licking it up, going back to caressing her breast and neck with my hands. I started at her knees, making my way higher. When I reached her clit, I heard her let out a soft moan and my heart skipped a beat, pulling me out of my current state for a minute, reminding me about how precious she is to me. My tongue entering her, I listened to the melody of her voice, eventually getting stronger as I lapped her out. My hands resting on her hip, and hers entangled in my hair, I didn't stop even for a minute, focused on my goal of making her reach her climax. I still had some ideas lingering in my mind, other things we could play with in the bed, but I decided to put them away for another time.

Given how little time we could spend with each other lately, especially like this, it wasn't long before her moans changed depth, instead of pure pleasure indicating that she was nearing the top now. The hold on my hair tightened, thighs pressing harder around me, not letting me leave my position from between her legs. The moment arrived, pleasure washing over her, her juice flowing out, mixing with the little remainder of chocolate in my mouth. Not breaking eye contact, I cleaned her up as much as I could, Candy slightly trembling below me.

When the aftershock finally passed, she untangled her hands from my hair and instead started caressing my face. I pressed a kiss on her stomach, climbing the bed so that I was lying next to her.

"Is that what you wanted, hm?"

Candy didn't reply right away, just smiled.

"I thought about something slightly different.... maybe I could show you?"

With a laugh, she hovered over me, "this night is going to be long".

This wasn't the first time (Candy x Amber)

someone asked for our fave non-canon lesbians in @marycecilyy's askbox and I realised that oh boy, do I actually love women. so I decided to try and break my writer's block with this lil fluffy something. thank you @louis-ratking for always being so kind and supportive <3

Words: 975

TW: there are a few mentions of Amber's ED. they aren't in the focus of the story, but be cautious if this theme can upset you

Candy's P. O. V.

"Are you even paying attention to me?!"

Amber was lying on her stomach next to me, a laptop before us on the ground. This wasn't the first time I invited her over to my dorm room to spend time with her. My excuses were always the same: for Nathaniel and Castiel, I'd say that I'm keeping her close so that I can see if she eats enough; for Amber herself, I never went into details. I'd just ask her if she's interested in watching a movie, going skating or doing anything together, and to my greatest luck, she always just said 'yes' without any questions.

I snapped back into reality and tried to focus on what was happening in front of me. Amber went into a detailed theory about how the protagonist is going to come back and save the day yet again... I loved watching her when she was like this. Her face slightly blushed from the enthusiasm, she relied on her palm while gesturing with the other one, paying respect to her Italian origins. But now she was staring at me, her brows furrowed with anger when she realised I wasn't listening to her.

"Don't worry, I'm definitely paying attention." I decided to play it cocky. Maybe she'd play along.

"Oh." As I was expecting, she caught up, dropping her voice to a whisper. "And do you like what you see?" She put her other hand down now, but... on the other side of my neck, towering over me effectively.

This wasn't the first time I invited her over to my dorm room to spend time with her. This wasn't the first time we ended up like this. We were a lot more than friends, and I think others were starting to realise it as well. But in my room, it was only the two of us, and I was curious about the continuation.

Her lips started their slow descend towards mine. I was already a bit impatient, but I knew that it would simply make the game longer, so I waited. Just when she became dangerously close, when I could feel her soft breath over my lips, when I could see the little light brown spots in her eyes that were glued to mine... she stopped.

"What...?"

Amber straightened up as fast as lightning, the sound of her heartwarming chuckle, sweet as honey, ringing in my ears. I let out a groan, while trying to cover my flustered face with the aid of my hair.

"You have to do something special to deserve a kiss from me" she winked at me when I was finally able to look up from my lap.

"Such as?" My palm found its way to her thigh. To my much surprise, she didn't snatch it away immediately. She stopped laughing, but the playfulness didn't disappear from her eyes.

"Gosh, you're so out of my league" I sighed dramatically, noticing how she didn't answer me.

"And you're so out of your mind". She rolled her eyes. "What even makes you think that?"

"Because it's simply the truth." I had a hard time hiding my smile. "You're breathtakingly beautiful, painfully young and so, so not singola."

"You say that I'm young like you're not a 20-something university student." She tried to look hurt, but I noticed that she slightly blushed when I called her beautiful. "Also, please stop bringing up my 'boyfriend'. You know it's not a real relationship."

"If you want me to shut up, you have to make me."

"Screw you."

"I'm okay with that, too."

There was a short pause here. I was looking at her, hoping she would take up the challenge. And for the second time today, she reacted the way I wanted.

Before I could even register what was happening, her lips were finally on mine, lighting my whole body on fire. We didn't go any further for now, only our faces glued together, my hands enveloping her cold ones.

"Where did your thirst for adventure disappear so suddenly?" she asked when we pulled away, resting our foreheads against each other's.

I wanted to say 'I thirst for something completely different' but that was a bit too bold even for me. I rather pulled her face close again, lying down on the floor, taking her with me.

I don't know how much time we spent there like that; tongues intertwined, arms holding the other one so close no one could tell where one body ends and the other starts, legs brushing against each other. My fingers found their way under her top, caressing her stomach. Suddenly I could only think about how she denies food from that stomach, how her ribs are so easily palpable under the thin layer of her skin. My heart squished with worry and love for her, and she must have sensed the change in my mood, because she pulled away once again.

"What's the matter, amore?" I couldn't help but smile. Weaving random words from her native language into our conversations was a silly little game of ours, but she didn't play it with anyone else besides me, so I felt unique.

"You know how much I love you, right?"

"Mhmm."

"I wish I knew how to win you over."

"You don't need that knowledge anyway, you have already done that, in case you haven't noticed."

We both laughed at this, still lying on the floor.

"Would you go out with me?" The hope in my voice was too perceptible, but I didn't care. She can know how desperate I am.

"You have to do something special to deserve that" she replied without missing a beat, but it didn't seem like even she believed herself.

"I'll keep not listening to your rants, then." I pressed a short kiss on her cheek, letting her stubbornness defeat me for now.

day 1 - moving out (Candy x unspecified LI)

Words: 443

TW: the story happens after Candy's husband (I didn't specify who) passes away. there aren't any mentions about how he died; but still read with caution if this subject can upset you

Candy's P. O. V.

"Ma'am, are we free to go, is everything set now?"

I didn't pay attention to the question, still standing in the doorway, sweeping the empty room with my eyes. It was hard to take in the view: my brain filled in the void with the rugs, furnitures, pictures, newspaper on the table, the TV....

"....ma'am?"

I turned towards the young man in front of me; he was working for a professional decluttering company, the very one I called to help me get rid of some of my belongings. My heart ached to let go of certain things, but I couldn't possibly take everything with me to my new flat. The only real love in my life left my side, and I couldn't bear to live alone in the same house that was once filled with his laughter and voice.

I hoped that the organiser would impute me not hearing him to my old age, and nodded. "Yes, everything is on the truck, you can go. Thank you for your help."

He curtly said goodbye, then left, taking his favourite armchair, his desk, his-

The thought of raining on a day like this being cliché flashed through my mind, when I realised that it was my own tear that wetted my face. I thought that I had got over it by now; isn't grief supposed to last for only a few months? That's what all of my friends told me, at least. That it will be better, that I will eventually forget about him, that life will overgrow the pain...

When will it dull?

I walked back to my own car. There was nothing else I could do, the whole house is empty besides few things that the owners-to-be liked and bought. My accidental prediction became true after all; when it was already dark - so dark that the world outside my car's light seemed non-existent - I noticed some drops on the wind-shield. One, two, five, and many, many more. They imitated my tears that started falling once again, and I had to pull over to calm down. There were two images in my mind, never disappearing: one showed the house the way it once was, full of life when the grandchildren visited, being a safe heaven for them; and one showed its present state, the walls ripped from the family photos covering them, the wooden floor naked without the carpets warming them, the dark rooms with all the light taken away from there.

An image of life, and an image of death. A painful reminder of the past, and the truthfully cold present.

And I couldn't decide which one hurt more to see.

"The grief does not go away. It doesn’t go away, life just grows around lit. First, there is nothing but loss. All the time. It breaks up body and soul sharply, without mercy. You have to go crazy, you have to perish in pain. We feel like there's no more. With such an absence, such a large void, it is no longer possible to live. Then life goes on. Time goes on stubbornly. Suddenly the moment will come — it will only become clear later — when it no longer hurts without stopping. Breathing spaces start to take place in the flow of torment that was thought unstoppable. Minutes when you can pay attention to something else. Little islands. Then there will be more and more of these. Suddenly we find that the morning, the boundary between dream and wakefulness is no longer broken by the icy realization that they are no more. Then, sometimes we can smile when we think, "Hm, I remember how funny it was when....!" Memories no longer bring pain, but gratitude that they were here. Over time, there will be new joy, there will be new momentum. There will be plans and new desires. There will be peace and forgiveness, but grief will not diminish, it will not decrease. Life grows around it."

30 day angst writing challenge

11, 13 and 14 ^^

well uh, this ask has been sitting in my askbox for many months now and I didn't receive another ask saying who should I write about, so I took poetic freedom and chose Armin as my subject >:] I'm terribly sorry for disappearing again, hopefully this will be to your liking! it turned out a bit short, but I'm kinda proud of myself as I've been very inactive lately lmao

11. bathing / showering

Armin probably likes to shower "femininely" - the water must be as hot as possible, 3/4 of the time is just spent staring at the wall and thinking about life, and it's a special occasion if he finishes faster than half an hour

it's also not rare that he brings his phone with him and blasts some music (maybe he even sings along, but you do not want to hear that)

he absolutely adores showering with Candy, though I'd imagine that they aren't able to do it much, as their sleep patterns most likely differ (hence they shower at different times as well)

when they do manage to shower together, it very rarely turns into khm.... something else. they tried it out once or twice, but they found it more awkward and funny than sexy

Armin really enjoys cleaning Candy, and it's even better when the favour is returned. if they are bathing, I can even imagine them to try out different kinds of bath salts and bath bombs

13. soft spot / weakness

he would never tell anyone, but he's very, very ticklish. and not just in the "mainstream" parts, even in strange places, like his knees, the back of his neck or his ankles

also, not a "physical" weakness, but chocolate. this man loves his stomach very much, and he'd probably trade his kidneys for some sweets or junk food

on a more serious note, he tries to play things cool most of the time, but he does tend to be overprotective of his loved ones, let that be Alexy, Candy or anyone else close enough to him

14. pregnancy / birth

If you don't mind writing a text at the end, after the marriage proposal, what do they do? Even at night if you prefer? My English is too bad... Sorry

no need to apologise for your English, it's just fine! on the other hand, I'm sorry for making you wait so much ˇ-ˇ as a compensation, I swear I'll be your personal slave in the afterlife (also, sorry if this is not what you had in mind)

Castiel:

before heading home from the café, Castiel sits still in the car for a minute. "sorry, I just need a little time. I still can't believe you said 'yes'. ....I love you so much...". Candy finds it a little funny, but she doesn't want to ruin the moment, so she just chuckles to herself at the sight of him being so adorable

the night is spent in each other's arms only, having sex wouldn't exactly match the emotional feeling of the evening

they start planning immediately. Castiel's tour is too close to cancel it, but far enough for them to have a wedding before it! Castiel acts like he's neutral about it, but he's actually very excited and he does his best while planning as well

the proposal gets to tabloids pretty soon, much to the "Castielove" T-shirt wearers' disappointment. some CS fans ask Leo and Gabin (?) about their opinion and things like that, and they are just... confused? since they have absolutely no business with it

though they always highlight it that as much as they are happy for the pair, they would like if the fans gave Candy and Castiel some privacy :)

I formerly thought that Castiel would prefer a civil ceremony, but after seeing his traditional proposal I can easily imagine a religious one as well. either way, it will be a relatively small ceremony, with mostly just friends and family as guests

the honeymoon will be quite awhile after the wedding, again, because of his tour

Hyun:

out of all LIs, Hyun will be the most "vocal" one about their proposal (if Candy is okay with that, of course)

the next day, Iseul is already over, interrogating Candy about her ring, her dress and literally anything

Hyun tries to kind of cut his family out though. he loves them and they play an important role in his life, but he wants his marriage with Candy to be about only the two of them

all those things that you can see it the movies - venue picking, shopping for dresses, tasting cakes, planning decorations.... they don't miss every single one of them

it's actually a kind of race between the two of them. as fun and exciting wedding planning is, it can get overwhelming after some time, but not for them! if stuffing the 1000th cake down her throat means beating Hyun, then that's exactly what Candy will do. no one can stop the children inside of them

Nathaniel:

when Candy and Nath arrive home and they are finally in private, Nathaniel breaks down a little about how grateful he is for finding Candy and changing his life

it's an emotional sequel to an already emotional evening, Nath soon catches himself - "I'm sorry, I'm just really glad, but I'll stop now hahah". Candy reassures him and tells him it's okay to be anxious about the past and the future, but he has nothing to be afraid of with her by his side <3

if we say that the "no cheating, but telling our partner about it" is the canon version, I think all LIs would get over it, some sooner, some later. with Nathaniel though, I think he wouldn't want to pass up the chance to rub the proposal in Eric's face the last time

Candy either just rolls her eyes and lets him do so, or doesn't let him act so childish. either way, this is the last time they hear or speak about Eric, he's not invited to their wedding of course

the lack of Amber in LL isn't canon! she's there! she's one of the first people to hear about the proposal, and she will help them out any way she can

Priya:

they stay there for a little time, wrapped in each other's arms, overwhelmed with emotions, when one of them realises it's time to go home

they don't hold themselves back at night, they surely spend multiple hours awake if ya catch my drift

planning a wedding with Priya is exciting. they don't want a 100% Indian style wedding of course, but there are a few things that Priya would like to include, and mixing the two different cultures is a certainly interesting task

the absolute biggest hardship is buying the dresses. Candy's secret fear is that they both buy the same one, so she sends Rosa with Priya every time she's looking for dresses

also, this could have happened with the male LIs as well, but I just think it would be very funny if Candy pulled out a ring box from her pocket after the proposal. even if this didn't happen, she's soon buy a ring for Priya, so they can both proudly wear one

Rayan:

for some reason, I think they wouldn't go straight home but rather roam the city at night, reflecting back on how much their relationship has evolved

"oh, I remember clearly when you walked into the auditorium... and that's where we shared our first kiss!"

they don't even notice time passing, and they stay out so late that Rayan gets practically no sleep before work

truth to be told, he wouldn't have gone anyway, he planned on spending his day at home with Candy

while I think every LI is excited about the wedding and they care about Candy's ideas, I'm fairly sure that Rayan's the one who's the most enthusiastic out of them when it comes to planning

at one point, Candy asks him if he's sure about it, considering that he was already married once and that didn't go well, but Rayan firmly believes that their relationship is different and he wants to live with her, and he isn't afraid to say this

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

"Forcing myself to remember felt like voluntarily rubbing salt in my wounds, especially after all that effort I had put into forgetting everything. And... I had to admit to myself, I missed her a little, behind the hurt I felt. That was a universal truth that didn't bother to go away, always lingering in the back of my mind. I couldn't imagine myself looking past her betrayal, but I knew for sure that living with her absence made it all worse."

second chapter of my fanfic online! I'll keep calling it "my fanfic" because I realised the title I chose sounds dumb. not much happens, mainly just Nath thinking about Candy calling him up, but I swear things are going to start now aahhahha

I know almost a month passed and I'll try to deliver sooner next time, just... y'know, life likes to get in my way

"I clearly remember that fateful night, years ago. What I did was unforgivable, I wasn't even surprised Nath broke up with me then and there. We only met a few of times after that, when I took my belongings from our former flat, but that's all. Avoiding each other was hard, since we still lived in the same city and Eric was still his colleague, so we decided to move to England and start a new life. Together."

the first chapter of my new fanfic is online! you can read it here

dedicated to @marycecilyy and @momiyi-chan mostly because they are the most awesome friends I could wish for, but also because they they didn't get tired from me texting them at the most random moments to ask for a little help 🤭

Chaos in the skateboard park (Iris, Kim, Armin, Castiel)

title and theme inspired by @centralsaints. we chatted a bit yesterday about how some HSL characters would go skateboarding in our imagination, and I came up with this. I included some things Max personally said, I wrote them in bold

the base for this whole headcanon is the sadly not canon fact that Iris, Kim, Armin and Castiel sometimes go skateboarding together at ungodly hours

Iris:

Iris first got a skateboard from her brother. Thomas saw skateboards in TV and in parks a lot so he asked his parents for one, but he was too young at that time to actually learn how to use it, so Iris got it in the end

the first thing she did was repaint the whole skateboard by herself

she has way to much fun with tricks. she failed many times in the beginning, but her countless bruises didn't stop her. she got better and better with time though

sometime around high school starting, she gets a longboard for herself, she's basically a pro with it

Kim:

Kim buys a skateboard when she starts hanging out with Iris more, somewhere towards 6th grade maybe. the temptation is great when she watches Iris do those tricks, so she decides to use some of her money that she put aside for when she moves away

she finds a relatively cheaper skateboard on Amazon and decides to get that, she doesn't really understand what's the fuss around those really expensive ones

skateboarding is a bit hard for her though... not being able to use her legs separately is a pain for her, so she switches to rolles skates after some time

Armin:

no one knows where Armin got his skateboard from. he just kinda appeared with it one day at the skateboard park, walked up to Iris, and joined her

he saw many videos on YouTube about various tricks, and he actually manages to learn them! magic

this magic suddenly disappears when someone looks at him though. not once could he do a trick with audience, he always tripped

Armin uses his skateboard therapeutically. he suffers from insomnia, so jumping on his skateboard in dawn usually helps. he doesn't focus on his problems because he has to concentrate on not falling

Castiel:

Cas only started skateboarding because Armin once went "wait, let me show you something" and pulled Castiel with him to the park

he enjoys the company and the vibes more, he's usually the first one to stop and rather sit down

he doesn't leave them there though. he stays to watch them, maybe have a cigarette in the meantime

sometimes he brings along Lysander, who's too stunned to give it a try, but he thinks that all those tricks are fabulous!

collective:

Iris and Kim often go to school together as well. Armin joins them when he can, but he doesn't want to abandon his brother, so it's mostly when Alexy goes with Rosa or when he's sick

Castiel likes skateboarding in the afternoon / night more. sometimes he forgets about time, and stays until ungodly hours with the others, blasting music, having fun

the people who live near the skateboard park loathe them with all their heart, but what can they do

Iris and Armin always try to teach the others new tricks. weirdly enough, Armin is better at explaining things, while Iris shows the tricks

Kim is welcomed to join them even after she switches to roller skates. Armin help her learn tricks with that as well

Kim's used skateboard ends up in Iris' hands, who decides repaint this as well, though the painting process is done together. (in reality, they sit around Iris who paints it, but whatever)

Je ne sais pas comment faire... C'est ici pour faire une requête d'écriture ? Si oui... D'après la liste, je dirais 11 et 15 avec Nathaniel d'amour sucrée... ( je suis gênée, je ne veux pas déranger et surtout me tromper >~<')

thank you again for requesting me! as you asked for NSFW, I'll put it under the break. (for clarification, I contacted them in pm and they asked for NSFW there)

j'espère que tu l'aimeras ^^

11. bathing / showering

given how both Nath's and Candy's job takes up a lot of time, they have to cherish even the simple, everyday things like showering

I imagine that they used to bathe together, but they immersed so much in the feeling of just relaxing, that they ended up spending their whole night there

it's not just relaxing what they did while bathing though... Nath usually offered washing Candy's body and hair, his hands caressing her skin with delicate movements, wandering over her chest or between her legs sometimes

this often led to Candy howering above Nathaniel, her legs on the sides, lowering and pushing herself up rythmically

switching to showering didn't stop them from having a little fun every now and then, though in a different position of course

Nath likes to pick up Candy in his arms (it's definitely easier if Candy is short), holding her against the wall while he's thrusting in and out

they tried doing it from behind once or twice as well, but it's a bit risky, given how Candy's hands can slip on the wet wall

15. touching

if Candy doesn't like being touched much, then she should be fast to tell Nath, because he likes to have his hands everywhere

it isn't always in an erotic manner, sometimes it's just lightly brushing his hand along her body, enjoying the feeling under his palm

during sex he's extra touchy though: playing with her tits or folds, sometimes slapping her ass lightly, grasping her throat, anything. if / when Candy tells her she doesn't enjoy these, he immediately stops and apologises of course, he's only into kinky stuff if his partner is as well

if Candy likes these, and even returns them... that can make Nathaniel go absolutely crazy. the warmth of her hands on his arms, abs, or taking initiative with pleasuring him, they all send him to Seventh Heaven

thank you so much Fa T-T

Sorry for taking so long @imlokigodofhorses​, I had to prepare the gostel before spreading the word around properly!! 

@draconess-tania​ kinda asked for Candlelight and Roses and since you didn’t give me any element to set the request, I decided to mix them together a little bit. I just left out the “Slow Dance”. I hope you two don’t mind it!!

This one came out a little bit long, with 1.806 words. However, this one came out fun, cute and very well grounded! 

5 – Ring and 8 - Reminisce about the first time you uttered, “I love you.”(RayanxCandy)

Stepping out from our bedchambers, my feet found the delicate pink hair while my eyes adjusted to the dim golden light of the candles settle around the small living room. The fireplace was lit, cracking softly into the rustic and luxurious decorated space. My eyes found the trail of the rose petals in the dark, leading to the terrace’s door.

I knew the night was bound to be romantic; that was what Rayan said early, and knowing my boyfriend just the way I did, he would do anything in his power to make it unforgettable.

With a fluttering heart and a surely silly smile in my face, I followed the soft path, the bar of my dress dragging along some of petals with each step.

Keep reading

thank you for your hard work!

I can't support you financially sadly, but I'm reblogging in case any of my followers can

FAQ (Kinda)

Where have you been?

My interest in MCL these days is almost next to none. I only come back from time to time out of guilt. Also I may or may not be super into ACNH >>

Will you continue to update?

Like I said, I’ll come back from time to time but I don’t guarantee I’ll keep up to date like I used to. Heck, I can’t even continue uploading episode outfits anymore since it’s too expensive to keep up.

How do I use the links?

I apologize for not making any proper picture guides.

1. Find the link/item you want (I tag as properly as I can and I have masterlists for all three seasons)

2. Open the link in a new tab

3. Look through the URL and find thumb_MD (it should be in the middle)

4. Change that to either normal (standard size), normal_MD (high resolution), or normal_HD (higher resolution)*

5. Save the image and edit it in your preferred editor.

6. Repeat for all the items you want

*If you are going through HSL, try using heels/heels_MD/heels_HD for anything related to heels

Also wondering if I were to make a ko-fi to catch myself up with the episodes, would anyone support it? It’s absolutely not necessary but I am genuinely curious

a valiant effort at making Nath lockscreens for his birthday

LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED

thank you so much Faaaaaaa <3 you didn't have to make me cry though T-T

also 9 and 15 with Nathaniel (but you don't have to accept both of course)

I hope you liked it!!

1 – Make up after a fight and 15 – Can you just kiss me? (NathanielxCandy)

I was still furious with Nathaniel. Our conversation, or rather, our breakfast little war, still fresh and bitter in my mouth.

It hadn't improved at all during the day, not when Cozy Bear had been full of lovebirds who clearly hadn't yelled at each other before stopping for a Mocha or milkshake. If anything, Valentine’s day moods had only aggravated my state of spirit.

So much that when I was going home, I was ready for the second round of our fight. I was actually anticipating have the chance to tell him everything stuck in my throat for weeks!

Angrily I opened the door of our apartment, expecting to find it empty, like always, he was never home by the time I normally came home, but this time, White hasn’t come to welcome me like usual.

Instead, before I could fully open the door, I was welcomed with a delicious smell of tomato sauce, oregano, and pasta, together with another subtle fragrance of something else. Immediately my eyes went for the kitchen’s island, finding it set for dinner with a huge bouquet of white and red roses on the side in a crystal vase with water.

A little gasp escaped from me, when I took it all in at once… what? A meowing brought my attention down to a White with a big red ribbon behind her head.

“What’s happening, White? Did you plan it all by yourself?” I couldn’t keep the grin away from my face when I went pet her head “You didn’t have to.” I told her, big blue eyes looking lovely at me.

“She didn’t, but I did have to.” I raised my head to see my boyfriend casually leading on the door frame of our room, dressed like he normally would on our night-ins.

“Your conscience finally had a good conversation with you?” The joke came out rude and dry, my grin dead on my lips.

“You can call Amber that.” Nathaniel shrugged, having the sense of showing some remorse. “She brought to my attention that’s just so much a woman can take…” He looked me in the eyes, golden liquid and burning eyes, “… in a relationship if she feels underappreciate and how you have been there for me in basically all my worst moments, without ever turning your back… always believing in me, even when I have done nothing to deserve your faith on me.”

Hands extended towards me, Nathaniel tentatively approached, probably testing whether I would grab the coat rack and try to hit him with it. But, I did no move to grab anything, I waited.

“I’m sorry.” When he saw the scorn on my face, he shook his head, “No, I really am sorry. I’m a ‘real pain in the ass’ and everything else you called me this morning.” Big and strong hands reached for mine “Things need to change. I want them to change.”

I sighed. It was exactly what I needed to hear from him. I let him gently pull me closer, our eyes still locked on one another.

“You better,” I told him, my arms going around his neck, my fingers playing with the back of his blonde hair. “Now, can you kiss me?”

Nathaniel gave me a handsome crooked grin, his stare going down and fixed on my mouth.

“When you ask me like that so nicely…”

I slapped him lightly in the shoulder, making that cocky jerk laugh. Our lips met need and longing pouring from both of us, in a passionate and brusque kiss. Hands going mad with pulling, grabbing, and sliding between our bodies, impatient to give a proper ending to yet another fight. I wasn’t expecting no more fights. When you’re in a relationship, fights came in with the package.

However, I wanted to believe in him once more, I wanted to believe in us. Because I knew what was like to be apart, the void, the grief… and before going through it all again, I rather make sure to exhaust all possibilities before I live for the rest of my life being haunted by the ghost of “what could have been if only…”.

That’s why, when he pulled away, his strong arms tight around me, holding me close like I was the most precious treasure in his life, I couldn’t help but smile again “I love you.”

“I love.” Kiss in the nose, “love” between my eyebrows, “love, love, and love” more kisses scattered over in a few points of my face, just stopping when the only place he hasn’t kissed yet were my lips “I love you too.” Nathaniel said back, giving me the softest of the kisses and I believed in him.

Ah, i adore the form of hcs on ur blog. Can we gave 7 and 14 with Lysander? I am still not over him and if they will let me live on his farm I will. Anyway have a good day <3

big mood, anon, big mood 😔 I’m not over my lost LI either. Lysander is actually the one who I always found the most distant, so sorry if these hadcanons suck bahagdsj

7. awkward moment

Lysander can easily lose sense of anything else when he's playing music. Candy likes to watch him meanwhile, but it's a bit embarassing when he notices

he just generally doesn't like if he's being watched. he's used to other people's attention, but Candy is different

I can also imagine them trying new things in bed, but those are actually more funny than awkward when it doesn't work out

14. pregnancy / birth

no matter if the child was planned or not, Lysander's reaction to the news is the same: he's very happy, but also a bit scared

he sometimes asks Rosa and Leigh for tips, what to do and not do during the pregnancy

he really likes to put his head or hand on Candy's belly and feel his child kick. he sometimes even sings to it, Candy's heart always melts when he does

Lys can forget that Candy isn't completely fragile, being too overprotective of her. no running or moving large stuff on his watch!

he’s beside Candy during the birth, calming her down with whispered sweet nothings and small kisses on her hand

Heyy! Can I ask for a headcon bout Castiel x Candy pregnancy/ kids/ domestic life? 🌚🖤

sure! I wrote "domestic life" as with kids, but if you want a general domestic life headcanon, feel free to send a new request ^^

14. pregnancy / birth

as we have already seen, Castiel looks forward to having child(ren). either if it's an accidental pergnancy or a planned one, he'll be happy when he hears the good news

he would prefer to have the child later though, so he can sort out the mess in his job and have more time for Candy and their future child

he can't possibly accompany Candy to every doctor's appointment and such of course, but he tries his best to help as much as he can when he's available

he doesn't mind going to buy weird food at even weirder hours (except the "waking up soon" part...), at least he can have a walk without anyone walking up to him

even though he's famous and all that, he won't flood his social media accounts with the news of his child. there also won't be a gender reveal party (both of them think that these are ridiculous), though they will surely have a smaller celebration among friends and family

19. domestic life / being a father

similarly to pregnancy, Castiel won't share every minute of his kid's childhood on the net

not immediately after the birth of course, but I think Castiel would get a puppy for the child to grow up together with

he'll probably put touring on a hiatus in the very beginning, so he doesn't abandon Candy completely. his work is important to him, so he will go back after some time, but he will make sure to spend time with his child even then

I can't really decide the gender of Castiel's kid. he'd most likely be more comfortable with a son (teaching him how to play the guitar, playing basketball with him, etc), while it would be really fun to see him with a daughter (that episode with Thia shows this well)

he'll most likely tell the worst dad jokes, often tell stories that start with "when I was your age..." and just generally be a chill and fun father, but that doesn't mean he won't ever be strict (though it's mostly Candy's job, poor girl has plus one child to deal with sometimes)

Cuddling; bathing / showering; first time (Candy x Rayan)

first part of this request here, and now comes the second!

1. cuddling

Rayan likes cuddling, mostly after having sex or before falling asleep

given how he's much bigger than Candy, he's the big spoon usually, but he secretly loves if he can be the little spoon

hugging Candy from sideways, laying next to each other with her head on his chest is also a common position, though Rayan isn't a big fan of it as his arm becomes numb soon

11. bathing / showering

the bathroom is Rayan's thinking place, he literally spends half of his life there, just staring at the wall

bathing together? he's not againts it, but he's definitely surprised when Candy proposes it

they don't shower together every day, because Rayan needs his "thinking place", but he ends up growing fond of it when they do. he wouldn't give up the chance to wash Candy's body, he's sure to be thorough

12. first time

(I have no idea how their first time looked like in UL, this is my imagined scenario for it)

those lingering glances and secret kisses are not enough, the two of them need each other and they agree on meeting up at Rayan's place somewhere towards the half / end of the school year

Rayan is older so he's more experienced in this matter, he knows his way around Candy's body, though he doesn't dominate her fully, they are more "equal"

they spend the rest of the night in each others' arms, but Rayan regrets it in the morning, and he tries to be away from Candy for some time

don't get me wrong, it's not that he didn't enjoy it, but he know well what it could mean for both of them if someone realised they are together

when university is over and they are openly together, they are more courageous in the bed, now not being afraid of getting caught

1, 2, 15 & 18 for Cas! 💘

thank you! I’m sorry some of these turned out short, but I didn’t want to make it too long (and there were 4 prompts)

1. cuddling

Castiel would never admit it, but he really likes to cuddle (when he can, of course, it’s not rare he’s not home)

his absolute favourite is when he can hug Candy from behind (for obvious reasons...) and bury his face in her neck

he also likes to fall asleep while cuddling Candy, it’s actually hard for him to do so without her

2. kissing

Castiel is all for long kisses on the lips, battling with their tongues for dominance, pressing their bodies strongly together

his other favourite part of Candy’s body is her neck: kissing her there gifts him either her adorable laugh or an erotic sigh, depending on the circumstances and the length of the kiss

he tries to avoid kissing Candy’s neck though, he can’t resist staying there a little longer and giving her hickeys, whihc she doesn’t usually like since they are visible for some time

15. touching

he likes it when Candy runs her hands along his body. scratching his arms, his chest, playing with his hair, slightly pressing against the place between his legs... these are certainly not unenjoyable and Candy can drive him crazy if she tortures him like this for too long

him, on the other side likes to torment her with lingering touches, especially through her clothes, that makes it always worse for her and better for him

18. what turns him on

one day, Castiel went home to Candy singing one of his songs loudly and dancing to it. the singing wasn’t totally on point, but the dance was freaking hot. Candy was embarassed about it first, but when she knew what he thought, she started doing it intentionally. Castiel often catches himself staring at her

and even if it’s not one of his songs, Candy dancing suggestively and slowly getting undressed... that’s also one of his biggest turn ons

Castiel enjoys looking at her butt as well. when she only has panties on and it’s visible under her baggy T-shirt, when she’s in leggings, in a short skirt, doesn’t matter, he has seen her naked that it’s enough to just think of her 🤭

Maybe 14 or 10 with Armin, please?

why not both? 😄

10. sleeping

Armin’s sleeping has its surprises, he can fall asleep literally anywhere. closing his eyes a bit too long on the bus, lying down to rest (“just a minute”) while playing, losing interest above a book...

when Candy is over, he tries not to “stand her up” like this though, so they can spend as much time together as possible. he’s still the first one to fall asleep, but Candy doesn’t mind it, as she can keep herself occupied by running her hands through his hair

in those rare occasions when Armin stays awake for longer, he just tries to calm down their surroundings (turning off the TV, switching off the lights, etc), then just puts his arms around Candy to cuddle her

he enjoys being a little spoon, but he prefers enveloping Candy more, it’s like hugging his blanket while sleeping

he usually sleeps for long time, occasionally waking up to drink or go to the restroom. when he wakes up much sooner, he can be moody for the whole day 🤭

14. pregnancy / birth

I think Armin would look forward to becoming a father, he couldn’t wait to have little Candies and little Armins running around the house and to pass down his knowledge lol

he doesn’t know anything about pregnancy though (“WHY DOES IT KICK??”), which makes waiting part both harder and funnier

in the beginning, he swears to do a lot of things, from buying baby carriage to painting the kid’s future room. not all of these are successful (“I know I was supposed to buy a carriage, but look what I found...”), but what he does, he does with heart

despite his excitement, I don’t think he’d go in with Candy, he couldn’t bear sitting in one place, walking up and down in the corridor is better. when he finally hears his child, he’d rush in immediately though, to embrace the two of them

9 and 10 for Candy and Castiel 💕

thank you for your request ❤️ the sleeping sucks a little bahahah but I hope you’ll like it

9. crying

Castiel is 100% that kind of person who doesn’t know what to do when someone cries. this doesn’t mean that he leaves Candy alone if she cries though, he still tries to help as he can

he does what he would want when he’s feeling down: he brings Candy food and drink, he wraps her in a blanket or just cuddles her, he plays something on his guitar (because for some unknown reason, Candy always smiles when he plays for her)

emotional talking is not his strength, but he encourages Candy to speak (if she wants to, of course), he’s a pretty good listener. to his surprise, his methods usually work, making Candy feel better

Castiel himself doesn’t usually cry, when he finds himself sad I think he rather just looks for a way to blow off the steam

when he does cry, it’s usually discreet, away from others, but Candy still manages to find him somehow, returning Castiel’s kindness towards her when she’s feeling down

10. sleeping

just one word: cuddle. no matter where they are sleeping, in their room, in a hotel, in a car, on the top of a building, Candy and Castiel always cuddle when sleeping

Candy says it’s because they love each other. Castiel is too rocker-y to admit this, so he says it’s for warmth, but everyone knows the truth

they both want to be little spoon, so the position itself often changes. if it’s summer and really hot, they aren’t that close, sometimes it’s just Castiel lying on his back, Candy next to him with her head on his chest

Candy sometimes jokes that Castiel loves his dog and guitar so much, she wouldn’t be surprised if she found him sleeping with them, but Castiel always resents it

also, Castiel is a really deep sleeper. Candy could bring tanks to the house, and he’d sleep anyway

13 with candy and Nath 🥺

thank you anon, to be honest I was kind of praying for someone to ask this 😌🤭 it's a little short, sorry 😔

13. soft spot / weakness

I’m fairly sure that Nathaniel doesn’t like to mix work and private life; if someone went after his family or friends because he’s a cop, that would be a nightmare for him

a “positive” kind of weakness of him is junk food. he likes to eat healthily and work out regularly, but damn those burgers sure look good...

Candy running her hands down his stomach, along his hands can really make him lose his head. also just. biting his neck. do this, and he will literally shake like a pudding

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3. and 12. for Nathaniel and Candy

thank you for your ask! with the second one, I'll try to be as not NSFW-y as I can, though it's about their first time together so it'll be kinda hard 😅🤭

3. injured

Nathaniel's work is not a harmless job, sometimes he gets hurt, but he would always try to make it appear less important than it is, acting annoyed when Candy tries to help him

this is only the outside though, inside he would be scared for Candy (”what would she do without me?”), and despite acting like a tough guy, he wouldn't jeopardise the healing process

however, if it's Candy who is hurt, his brain is set on 110% protective mode. a nurse was rude? he'd make sure they never come close her room again. Candy feels a little sad? her favourite snacks are already on the table, the TV on, Nath hugging her and making sure she's okay

if Candy was hurt because of Nathaniel (eg. she was kidnapped as a way of blackmailing him), then poor boy would absolutely feel down, and it would be very hard for him to move on and stop blaming himself

and we know what he thinks about children.... so it might not make sense to talk about what he's like as a father, but still. similar to what happens to Candy, if his child is hurt, then Nath is there like superman. he might not make the best choices as he is blindly fixated on solving the problem, but in the end it would all be okay

12. first time

(my Candy had another LI in HSL, so I'll write this like it's in UL)

surely, Nathaniel would both look forward to their first time together and dread it. he was together with girls who were just his company for that night, he wouldn't want Candy to think she's like that for him

don't expect roses and candles though; it will most likely happen when they are at Nath's place, doing literally anything

it's so easy to make Nathaniel want Candy. a kiss that was a little longer than planned, that fitting top she wore, the fact that he hadn't have time for that lately and he's needy....

depending on how experienced Candy is, their positions can change. I'm about 98% sure Nath wouldn't be against being submissive, even though it's usually him who's dominant

as the first time together is usually special, it's based on mutual trust and all that, it wouldn't be too kinky or long. one night spent together, mostly in each other's arms, that's perfect for a first

the next day, neither of them feels regret. Nath is a bit scared that Candy does, but she soon reassures him and they spend the morning together, celebrating their relationship that reached a new level

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Drive away (Candy x Nathaniel) part 1 / ?

I have no idea of what’s going on here, leave me alone. don’t ask, just read

Word count: 571

Nathaniel’s P. O. V.

The quiet night was suddenly interrupted when my phone started ringing. At first I ignored it, hoping that whoever was calling me would realise that I was busy trying to sleep, but it continued ringing. I sighed as I sat up in my bed, and I picked up. I was just about to ask how can I help, when someone spoke on the other side.

“William Danford? We called for an uber, it’s you, right?”

The woman calling me had a pleasant voice, but I could sense that she cried not so long ago. I tried to be polite, but it still annoyed me that she called me in the middle of the night.

“No, sorry. Wrong num-” I started, but another voice, a male this time, made me stop in the middle of my sentence.

“Is that damned uber coming or not?!”

“I have the cause of the crying, don’t I?” I thought. Working as a waiter, I saw many scenes like this; a “pair”, where the man didn’t acknowledge that the other one didn’t want him there. It wasn’t rare that I had to step in so he would leave.

“I’m not your driver, but I can drive you as I’m already awake” I said while I turned on the lights to get ready. “Where will it be?”

A few minutes later I was in the parking lot of a small restaurant, waiting for a young couple to get in my car. To my unfortune the process wasn’t really fast because they just argued on the pavement. I didn’t want to listen in so I glued my eyes on the road, drumming with my fingers. This is how we spent the first half of the “trip”, the other half in utter silence.

After some time we finally arrived at a hotel. The man left, without paying, but he closed the door on the woman when she tried to get out of my car. I didn’t really know what to do, so I turned around to see that she was close to crying again.

“Miss, do you want me to take somewhere else?” I asked.

She wiped away a tear then spoke: “I- I can try calling up my friend if I can sleep at her place. And please just call me Candy.”

I didn’t want to be quiet during the route so I tried to maintain smalltalk. And first Candy didn’t really cooperate and it was awkward, but after some time she became calmer and we had a nice chat. I found out that the man is actually her, now ex, boyfriend and they were supposed to visit a mutual friend when he realised he’d rather spend the night without her. I couldn’t really understand the man; every time I looked at Candy in the rearview mirror I saw an otherwise beautiful woman. Only the crying, caused by him, distorted her features.

Even after I dropped her off, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I have to admit I found her intriguing, and I felt bad that I missed my chance to properly reassure her. I fell back asleep, my dream setting me free, but she was on my mind after waking up again and going to work. I wanted to call her up to make sure she’s okay, but I didn’t want to bother her.

Well, whatever, not like we will ever run into each other again.

Right?