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Mualani water color thing

I’m not very used to painting as I just started doing it more regularly a while ago. Still pretty proud of this though!

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Lonely wizard painting based on this picture of a bus I found.. idk why I made this

Gwen...😭😭

was. (shitpost)

HELP MEEE WAS CALLING MY FRIEND AND I SEE THIS AGHHHHHHH WTFFFF 💀💀💀💀💀😭😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😂

I am but Sisyphus, pushing the boulder uphill, hoping for respite, damned by my own hubris. (I’m taking three (3) writing interviews courses and I have no one to blame but myself.)

Here’s some trash sketches of Sora that I did while having a heat stroke in my friend’s car. 

Welt slowly approached the mirror before him, bringing his hand up to place it against the glass. Tears slowly slide down his face.

“This….this isn’t me.” Welt whispers his voice cracking. He turns to face Himeko “The me that you know….it’s a lie.”

“Welt what…..what do you mean?” Himeko asks

“Don’t call me Welt. That’s not my name. My name is Joachim. I’m not a human, I’m a herrscher. A god like figure.” Welt says “I’m from another universe.”

“Is this some sick joke?” Himeko asks “Please tell me your joking.”

Welt lets out a shaky scoff

“I wish it was a cruel joke. Maybe it is, a cruel joke on me.” Welt says “Im scared to act like myself around others, so I mimic my father’s personality. Im not calm, im not knowledgeable, im not humble, and im sure as hell not trustable.”

“Welt- Joachim.” Himeko says “it’s fine, it’s just some petty lies. Your still the same person we know and love.”

“Im really not Himeko.” Welt says, more tears spilling down his face “Im a horrible person. Why can’t you understand that?”

“Because I don’t want to believe it.” Himeko says

“Your so foolish. So easy to manipulate. God how you remind me of myself.” Welt says

Unheathly obsession with this show strike again !

The scene take place in the nad futur

Me when I actually look nice lol

I feel so fuckin stupid right now—

So, my sister whispered for me to something before I went to bed (she had to whisper it because my niece was sleeping) then she asked if I heard her and I nodded except I in fact didn't not hear her and my head hurts from me trying to understand what she told me to do, please help

So I did a thing.... I have many regrets....

So i was scrolling through my gallery and i just remembered this one project i had and never finished

It was made purely to annoy one of my friends and i was supposed to do more for it but i lost motivation, it was supposed to be all the characters and it was going to be like a trailer with some cgs done too (i was bored on some random tuesday over the summer)

Anyways i give you, your turn to bidoof (last image is a slight spoiler for the end of chapter 1-2 ig):

I had a vision.

If anyone wants ill actually finish this

Why did I hyperfixiate on a Sonic Lost World rewrite instead of studying for my fucking business exam? No clue there's something wrong with me today

You're probably wondering why I did this but I don't even I know myself. I kinda just went "hehe maid dress Dan Heng" and drew it a few months ago

Also I can't take pictures for shit my hands are too wobbly 😭

LEAD ME NOT INTO TEMPTATION PLEASE

Some will get the impression of déjà vu 😉😉

Which one's better?

Here a doodle, I'm trying alcohol based ink and I'm satisfied with it except the skin color I should have take another 😑

I think I'll make an au of ninjago with her 🤷‍♀️

hi

I’ve learned 2 things tonight. That I shouldn’t combine four of the things that I combined today, and that I regret my decisions- Sorry make that theee things-

Firstly, I hate the taste of The devils lettuces.

Secondly, under no circumstances do not mix the green leaf, nick, an empty stomach, and no sleep together. It does not ent well at all. Trust me lol.

Thirdly, have you ever done so much of something that when you look back at yourself you don’t even recognize who you used to be? I’m thinking back to how I was not even two years ago, and I now don’t know anything about me. But I’m too far in now so I can’t stop. And I know that most of the people in my friend group think of me as the dummy drug addict, but that’s not what I wanna be. I never wanted to end up like this, and I’m genuinely disappointed at myself. Sorry if this doesn’t really make sense, I am incredibly not well rn, in more ways than one lol. Anyway, I truly hate what I’ve become, and like I know what you’re thinking, ‘ just stop doing them if you don’t like it’. But like it’s really hard to stop and now it’s like the people around me just expect that that’s all I do, they assume that if I’m a little off at school then I’m high. ‘Oh they were quiet today- they’re high’ oh you didn’t answer my text earlier- did you get high?’ Like no aly I didn’t do that, i forgot my adhd meds than got so depressed that I was genuinely contemplating and planning out my suicide bitch. I told someone that I care a lot about that I would try to sleep again, but I’m honestly scared that I wouldn’t wake up because I’m pretty sure that I may have almost over done it but idk, ignore that lol. We’ll find out in the morning if I’m alive lol, if I don’t make an update then y’all know why.