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Blackbird - 4/11/25 My nonna loved the Beatles, recently I've come across some of their song for a school project and Blackbird is my favorite. When I heard it for the first time, I felt like I'd heard it before, but of course I had no memory of ever hearing it until that moment. I feel connected to it somehow and when I listen to it, I think of my s/o in my dr(s). I have the same s/o or rather I have the same fc for my s/o in every reality, so it works for any dr. I think having strong reminders for the people in my other realities helps me tether them to myself.

Me, a Writer? - 4/12/25 "I tried being a writer, but... I hate what I write." -Charlotte I love this quote, theres a connection to it I just cannot place. When I leave this reality for another, I believe with all my earnest it should stay with me.

everyday i thank myself for not giving up on shifting because i’ve been doing this shit for five years and it took me until like a couple days ago to do it the first time. so to the people who’ve been trying for years: I GET YOU!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! IN FACT YOU WILL!!!!!

angel’s fulfillment challenge

welcome to the unofficial official challenge of angel’s vault ☆

i’m going to say this now, this isn’t going to be some crazy, different thing. this is literally how the law works lol but i say challenge because it's for those who see them as fun, want to be disciplined and set the tone for the new year! (or whenever you’re reading this)

𝐈. the point of this challenge is to…

fall in love with imagination

enjoy fulfilling yourself

get your desires duh

stop over consuming and apply no matter if you think you need to know more.

𝐈𝐈. important guidelines!

read this post to get a gist of states because this is what this challenge is about. fulfilling yourself in imagination. you don’t need to read it every time to know you’re doing it right, this challenge will do it all for you.

affirmations and visualizations are techniques so what is your way of thinking that feels comfortable to you? sometimes you don’t even need it. for me, i mostly need to feel that i already have it. have fun, experiment with daydreams/scenes, affirming and/or feeling. it doesn't have to be the same every single time.

𝐈𝐈𝐈. steps

choose what you want. go crazy. do not condition your desires. you are limitless. if you can see it in your mind, you can have it. famous? nepo baby? money? db, df? better self concept? gender revision? time change?

decide right now you are the person who already has what the want. so guess what? there is nothing to get because you already have your desire. manifesting money? you already have it. manifesting an sp? you already have them. manifesting your dream life? you already have it. that is your state.

fulfill yourself every chance you get in the day. no you don’t have to lock yourself in the room to affirm/visualize/feel all day. no you don’t have to be in the state all day, you are always passing through states but remember, the state you constantly make your dwelling place MANIFESTS. so make an effort to return to it as much as you can and want to.

ideas: do it in the morning when you wake up, in the afternoon, whenever you have free time like on your bed, going home, walking, during class and before you go to sleep.

bonus: do this meditation by edward art daily, it's not mandatory. it's not like all the other meditations, give it a shot. get off tumblr, stop over consuming

make it fun, it’s not a chore! have fun daydreaming/visualizing you shopping with all the money you got, getting compliments from people on how they’re so amazed at how successful you are, have fun complimenting yourself in the mirror while you repeat affirmations, have fun looking around and going “yeah, i literally have ____” sounds nice and fun? because it is. manifesting is simple.

4. get your desires. there is no deadline. i hate that shit 😭 srrynotsrry, that would be contradicting the law and this challenge. you already have it, you’re not getting anything on a time crunch. not no 3 days, not a week, not two, not a month. THERE IS NOTHING TO GET WHEN YOU HAVE IT NOW. ONLY NOW.

challenge summary:

YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!

𝐈. why should you fulfill yourself?

because when you fulfill yourself in imagination, you are changing self. and what is a reflection of self? the 3D.

it’s not your job to make things physical. your job is to change your mind.

focus on yourself. there is nothing to change or to get in the 3D because it’s nothing but a mirror that shows/proves you right in what state you identify and dwell in.

“Stop trying to change the world since it is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your conceptions of yourself. The reflection then will be satisfactory.”

“I AM wealthy, poor, healthy, sick, free, confined were first of all impressions or conditions felt before they became visible expressions. Your world is your consciousness objectified. Waste no time trying to change the outside; change the within or the impression; and the without or expression will take care of itself. When the truth of this statement dawns upon you, you will know that you have found the lost word or the key to every door. I AM (your consciousness) is the magical lost word which was made flesh in the likeness of that which you are conscious of being.”

𝐈𝐈. additional tips

doubting? let it pass. don't give it power. why are you doubtful if it's going to come or if the law works when you have what you want right now? if you're dwelling in doubts then you're not being the person who has it.

worried about when it's going to come? that doesn't make sense because you literally have it right now lol

want to ask a question? why? you literally have it. what's there to ask? try asking yourself first.

simple.

have fun, angels. remember that YOU ALREADY HAVE IT. send me your successes in the inbox!

signed, angel ☆

Even if you doubt it now, you will shift. Don't give up. Please don't let the bad parts of this world make you give up. It's not impossible. It's not out of reach. You are so, so close.

𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄?𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓰𝓸 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝓰𝓸 𝓸𝓯 𝓪 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰

𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲.

Hey, yes you who are reading, do you want to explain to me why you keep repeating what you don't want? Tell me, how many times a day do you think about the past? How many times do you repeat in your mind that story that you DON'T want to live anymore? And do you know why I'm asking you? Because the absurd thing is that the past no longer exists. You are the one who is recalling it. Has it ever happened to you to wake up after an intense dream and for a few seconds not remember who you are, where you are, what happened in your life? There, that is your truth. If in that moment you didn't remember your past, would it still be real? NO. Only what you choose NOW exists.

You should tattoo these points to always remember them, they are really fundamental:

♡ If you stop believing in it, it stops existing.

♡ If you stop paying attention to it, it stops reflecting in 3D.

♡ If you choose to be different NOW, the past can no longer touch you.

EVERYTHING IS ALREADY YOURS NOW. No, not tomorrow, or in a future who knows when, the problem is only that you continue to believe that there must be a process. "I'm trying to manifest..." NO. You have already manifested. Think about when you order a package online. Do you sit there and doubt? No, because you know it's coming.This is how you have to do with your reality.

♡ Don't ask yourself how it will happen.

♡ Don't look for evidence.

♡ Don't analyze the past.

♡ Decide that it is already done and live it NOW.

If you don't doubt and don't wait, you will see your manifestation immediately!!!

All you need to know to change instantly is this. As you can see I haven't talked about inducing pure consciousness/void because we do not need it, but I also know that it is an experience that many of you want to experience. Unfortunately, some have made this seem like a complex concept. But in reality, it is the simplest thing in the world.

Here is how to get into it right away:

♡ Close your eyes and feel yourself existing.

♡ Ignore everything: thoughts, images, expectations.

♡ Ask yourself: "Who am I without thoughts?"

♡ Boom.Silence. Peace. Nothing.

This is Pure Consciousness. The moment you are just awareness, without thoughts about the past or the future, you are everything. You are God. You are the creator. And in this state, you can choose who you are. Without limits. Without old stories. Without obstacles. Do you want to change your appearance? Being rich/wealthy, having the house of your dreams, having a perfect love relationship, having wings, being a superhero? Anything you want and can imagine, even extraordinary things you have seen in your favorite movies.

ARE YOU READY TO REWRITE YOUR LIFE? Then let go of the past like you would let go of a dream in the morning. Stop remembering it. Stop repeating it. If you want to change your reality, you just have to stop recognizing the old one. So don't pay attention to it, don't analyze it anymore and decide NOW who you are. Because you aren't your past. You are the creator. And God creates ONLY in the present.

this has been the conclusion i've come to, i think–i've alway had this thought that there has to be something more. we (humans) must have more of a purpose than to just simply die. it never made any sense to me until i found out about shifting and then, i had my answer

Experiencing death in your dr

This was absolutely very weird and I can't even explain how I felt at this moment....

I was in my fame reality and everything was going as how life would usually go. I was in a restaurant with my s/o and we were having a date night together and enjoying the view from the window we were sitted at, then suddenly we hear commotion and my s/o gets up and tells me that he thinks something is wrong we need to go, that's when the gun fire started so my bodyguards came to me and were leading both of us out that's when I see a masked person pointing a gun at me and firing it, the bullet hit my forehead head like I could feel it pierce it and then there was a ringing sound... Then darkness... It felt like I was in the void.... Like I was everything and everything was me...

My eyes open and I find myself in a room and guess what room was that?

My room in my K-pop reality. I felt like I was being yanked up and I opened my eyes to my members looking at me like I'm some kind of drug addict. I didn't even have the sike or energy to stay there so I said the safeword and woke up here to my friend telling me that her boyfriend cheated on her.

This made me realise that maybe we don't die at all and that has quited all the insecurities that I had around death.

It was weird, it was creepy and it happened so fast.....but I guess that means that we are immortal?🤷🏽‍♀️

~ No I didn't script this, why the hell would I even!!?!

having difficulty believing in shifting or LOA? this is why

did you know that our brains tend to protect us from new and unfamiliar information due to how they evolved?

this behavior stems from several biological and cognitive mechanisms, which can be explained by the following terms:

i. cognitive ease & the cognitive miser theory:

our brains prefer to stick to familiar patterns and ideas because they require less mental effort to process. this is known as cognitive ease. when something is easy to understand or familiar, it feels more comfortable and trustworthy. this is also something that helps us conserve mental energy, which was vital for survival in ancestral environments.

psychologists also describe humans as "cognitive misers" meaning that we often take shortcuts and avoid using unnecessary cognitive effort unless it's absolutely necessary. that's why learning or accepting new ideas can feel tiring or even uncomfortable because it forces the brain to work harder and reorganize familiar frameworks.

so when you're introduced to something completely new, like the concept of shifting realities, your brain might try very hard to resist it. not because it's fake, but because it's so unfamiliar that it challenges your deeply imbedded mental patterns. this can feel like confusion, skepticism or denial as you often see w/ anti-shifters.

ii. identity protection cognition:

another important mechanism is called identity-protective cognition. when new information threatens a belief tied to your worldview or sense of self, the brain reacts defensively. so even if the information isn't necessarily dangerous, it can still trigger emotional discomfort because it challenges who you think you are and what you believe is possible.

this is the reason why some people react strongly or dismissively when they first hear about shifting. if an idea challenges something you deeply believe to be true, people might even reject it—even if there's evidence, because our emotional reaction often matters more than if the information is factual or not.

evolutionary roots:

these tendencies of ours are rooted in evolutionary psychology. avoiding unfamiliar things often meant avoiding danger for our ancestors. familiar environments and behaviors felt safe, while uncertain situations could be risky. as a result, our brains are wired to prefer what's known and predictable.

this is also why habitual thought patterns become so deeply engrained, because they were once crucial for survival. changing them can therefore take a lot of effort and time because it requires rewiring our neural pathways, which the brain doesn't do lightly.

so whenever you find yourself doubting shifting or feeling overwhelmed by the thought of it, remember that it's just your brain doing what it evolved to do, which is keeping you alive and safe!

creds: stargirlscandinavia on tt!!

so…i shifted!

yes. i did it. it sounds fucking insane to even think about because it took me 5 years to do it and i finally did this morning at like 5am. (i actually don’t know the time but that’s my estimate).

i was having a hard time with shifting prior to it and this morning. i had my friend do a tarot reading on me and it said id shift but i needed to let go.

“coincidentally”, i kind of just woke up out of my sleep randomly and was like, “i guess i should shift.” so i got into a comfortable position, no subliminals, just affirmations.

i started counting and affirming, i said “i am” a few times and what i think i said that helped me the most was, “idc about anything, just my dr. i don’t care about how i feel rn, just my dr. i feel my dr self, i am myself.”

my visualization got stronger too though. like i started saying the most personal things to my dr self’s life and was saying other stuff like, “i feel the sheets, i feel the studio soundboard, i feel what it’s like hugging my members, etc”

that really pushed me to getting to my dr. the next thing i know, i feel a tunnel deadass PULLING me. i could see this blueish white tunnel and my eyes kept blinking, and my heart was beating really fast.

i then heard a voice. my brain automatically said, “that’s rosè” and i was like hell nahhh. i just assumed it was my mom or sister later on in the day but my brain said it was her, not them. odd enough itself.

i felt personal to that reality in a way i’ve never felt before too & i started to get memories & emotions from my dr self.

i could feel myself hugging my s/o from a memory, it was all insane.

i felt her—she was me.

overall, i don’t even see anyone from my dr the same anymore. it’s all different. everything is so different.

i’d say this is proof that you dont necessarily have to see your dr in the 3D for you to shift/for it to be real.

"don't think that shifting is as easy as breathing because it's not" if i want it to be as easy as breathing IT WILL BE as easy as breathing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why would i come up with new blockages for me????? to make my journey more complicated?

shifttok scares the shit out of me

little rant

recently my mom has been asking questions about my habits, i told her i'm "experimenting" i'm not ready to tell her everything, which is what i said, but i told her the most i would say on it is i'm trying to shift my awareness to another reality. i'm not scared she's going to throw me in a psych ward, but that she'll use it against me in an argument which is what she did when i first began to really start attempting to shift without realizing it.

i'd spend my summer days in the pages of books or on my bed, eyes closed, headphones on, and daydream about life elsewhere. she once told me something along the lines of, "you live in a fantasy world," in an argument, and i stopped doing a lot of what i did even though it made me happy