Little Rant

this has been the conclusion i've come to, i think–i've alway had this thought that there has to be something more. we (humans) must have more of a purpose than to just simply die. it never made any sense to me until i found out about shifting and then, i had my answer

Experiencing death in your dr

This was absolutely very weird and I can't even explain how I felt at this moment....

I was in my fame reality and everything was going as how life would usually go. I was in a restaurant with my s/o and we were having a date night together and enjoying the view from the window we were sitted at, then suddenly we hear commotion and my s/o gets up and tells me that he thinks something is wrong we need to go, that's when the gun fire started so my bodyguards came to me and were leading both of us out that's when I see a masked person pointing a gun at me and firing it, the bullet hit my forehead head like I could feel it pierce it and then there was a ringing sound... Then darkness... It felt like I was in the void.... Like I was everything and everything was me...

My eyes open and I find myself in a room and guess what room was that?

My room in my K-pop reality. I felt like I was being yanked up and I opened my eyes to my members looking at me like I'm some kind of drug addict. I didn't even have the sike or energy to stay there so I said the safeword and woke up here to my friend telling me that her boyfriend cheated on her.

This made me realise that maybe we don't die at all and that has quited all the insecurities that I had around death.

It was weird, it was creepy and it happened so fast.....but I guess that means that we are immortal?🤷🏽‍♀️

~ No I didn't script this, why the hell would I even!!?!

i have a new shifting method called the dafuq method, where i dont give a fuq. i lay on my bed and dont give a fuq. i listen to a guided meditation but honestly, i dont really need it because i dont give a fuq. i know im shifting, and none of my other thoughts matter because i dont give a fuq about them.

and then i shift, dafuq

a waiting room experience?

it was an accident to be honest, i didn't know what it was until i shifted back.

i was trying to shift to my dr and i think i got caught up between realities, and so i reverted back–not to this reality, but to a waiting room–i had just learned what that was a few days prior.

it's a giant library (i'm not sure how many floors, i just know it's a lot). I woke up in one of the middle floors a nd i was being led down the hall by what i thought was my subconscious because he was speaking to me and he had this voice–it was so distinct. high pitched but at the same time very low. he was old–I'm not sure how old, but tall and wrinkly.

but i thought he couldn't be my subconscious, because i was my subconscious (if that makes sense)

i could see deep brown oakwood pillars and every wall had built in shelves with books littering them (i think they're other realities, i haven't looked at them yet).

this man, i'd didn't have a name or anything, so i began referring to him as a librarian which he didn't seem to mind. anyway, he sounded like someone i could trust and i knew his voice, it was familiar somehow. and it was like he knew more than i did.

so perhaps he was my sub conscious and i was my consciousness, but then wouldn't i be able to tell what he was thinking?

and also, not to be mean, but why an old man? ☠️

Is it exactly as you said, its just like like any other reality[like for example here] but with different people and memories and whatever floats your boat

So yea tdlr: its real 100% because it is real life

thank you! that's what i imagine and sometimes, when i close my eyes, i can feel my room and i feel like right outside is the hallway to my house and it's all just right there

that's why i feel like it's exactly how it is here, just there

thank you!!

ugh UNIVERSE i need to have a talk with my nonna, please–👀–if you're listening–👀–i'm here ☕️–👀...

I was in the astral realm and I had a talk with my great grandma and she pretty much re assured how real shifting is. She told me how much more we are capable of and blames society for dimming that little light that once made us literally invincible.

She took me through different timelines, and I actually got to see myself in different versions from a librarian to even a politician. And she told me that it isn't really hard to attain it because it's within me, its literally me but just scattered in different dimensions and that becoming it can be as easy as snapping your fingers, if you only look within.

She has reincarnated as a white woman ( this made me laugh my ass off tbh) mostly because she had other dreams she wanted to achieve that she couldn't in this timeline.

She also found it funny that people are shifting to go to books and tv shows instead of shifting to realities where they are like millionaires or something😂 but what I adore about her is how open and lovely she is. Even when she was alive, you could tell her anything and she would always give you an ear to listen.

Reality is within you, look within.. that's where all your answers are

~Granma

oh SAY IT LOUDER

you are not trapped. everything does work in your favor. it is working. like can you breathe and stop clenching your asshole for one second?? (love u <3)

"don't think that shifting is as easy as breathing because it's not" if i want it to be as easy as breathing IT WILL BE as easy as breathing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why would i come up with new blockages for me????? to make my journey more complicated?

shifttok scares the shit out of me

THIS. because honestly, my mindset has already been altered to believe that it is real and people that disagree with me have a right to but they can just as well argue with the wall because i don't have the patience

I genuinely don’t give a fuck whether shifting is real or not.

“what if it is fake and everything you’ve done is for nothing?”

“What if it actually is lucid dreaming?”

oh shit, what if? It’s real to me, so I don’t care. at least I’m out of whatever rathole I came from. this shit genuinely gave me a desire to live in a moment where I had none, and I wouldn’t stop myself from getting rid of myself. but that didn’t happen! and for that, I’m grateful because I experienced a lot of cool shit and met so many cool people. I grew to be someone I can tolerate, and I’ll continue to do so until i kick the bucket.

I’m glad my mind became more quiet when I stopped asking people if shifting is real and decided what it meant to me. Shifting became something I’m not ashamed of, just something that’s intimate. Not a secret but a hobby that is personally mine, something no one can ever take away from me. even if it wasn’t real, you can’t crush my dreams because they aren’t yours! And I think that’s beautiful.

stop treating shifting as this huge great freaky thing.

it’s NORMAL. you’ve been doing this shit for years by now, even right after you were born.

it should be something casual to you, not some thing you force and obsess over.

decide where you want to go and let it come to you naturally.

remember that it’s something so damn normal, you just forgot about it for a while, but now you remembered and that’s what matters.

i used to cry to God and ask what my purpose in life was

now i know my purpose in life is to explore the universe