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DMSE = documenting my shifting experiences/journey day one

DISCLAIMER: my experiences are mine alone and what works for me may not work for you. however, i hope you can achieve insight from my choices and journey! starting this series over on tumblr (where to be fair, i did stop on tiktok cause it got annoying having to format it in photos). the same thing as when i did it on tiktok! just writing down my attempts, experiences and progress as logs. i don’t think i’ll format them as that would cause me to not want to write them down.

2025 - 1 - 20

PRE-ATTEMPT MINDSET

so to pre-face this, i’ve fortunately (unfortunately?) have been able to set my own sleep schedule for literally whenever wherever and for however long i’d like. this means i’ll sleep for like, ten hours straight and then be in a state of half awake half asleep where i’m still dreaming but i can tell i’m in a dream. i’ve been trying to practice remembering to shift via lucid dreaming or in the wbtb state! and by practicing, whenever i remember/realize i’m dreaming/half awake i just begin an unprompted shifting attempt or affirmations.

TODAYS EXPERIENCE

after church i went home and went straight to bed!!! for several hours. three times in between i woke up-ish, in the sense that my eyes were still closed but i became aware that i was fading to awakeness from my dreams but decided to stay and fall back asleep. each time i thought about shifting. in one of my last dreams, i had a ‘dream wake-up’ where you wake up inside your dream but you’re still dreaming. for some reason, i was attempting one of my out of body experiences. if you’re not familiar with me or my tiktok, i have a LOT of OBE experiences. you can call them OBE’s or astral projections, but i have them semi-frequently. i’ve been in a bit of an OBE slump, but i do have them.

anyways! i was using my desk chair on my bed to sit up on my bed comfortably?? but after adjusting them, i began meditating with my eyes closed IN MY DREAM. and then i tried to lift my arms with my spirit instead of my flesh. didn’t work, obviously, as it was still in my dream. however, i did recently move to the state of half awake and half asleep after that, so shifting was on my mind as i transitioned to a half aware state.

there was a method i watched recently where the basis was to just picture/manifest one item in your hand and affirm that it’ll shift you to your reality. i changed my targetted reality to a sort of waiting room like place. in this reality, i can watch as many tv shows as i want. the item i chose to manifest and affirm with was the tv remote in that reality which happened to be the same one in this one. without moving or opening my eyes, i just visualized and really made myself feel the remote in my hand.

this went on for a few minutes but i didn’t give up or move because i was really determined. and after a while, i felt my thoughts once again slightly drifting, but i made them steer back to the remote. and somehow, i started to actually feel it! i could feel the smooth plastic, the buttons, i could picture the ‘amazon prime’ and ‘netflix’ buttons printed on it, how it would feel to click the silicone pieces. i even very slowly twitched my fingers into the remote shape and could feel it.

i tried using that connection to expand my senses to the rest of my waiting room reality, but then my family decided i had slept for too long without nourishing my body so they woke me up. </3 i mean i appreciate it because taking care of your body in any reality is imperative but ahhh i wish i could’ve continued. it’s fine though, because everything i do gets me closer to a controlled shift and a firm grasp on my own journey. i’m so excited to try that again!!

METHOD USED

this is the method i used. i only took what i wanted to use from it though (the one holdable object)

WHAT I LEARNED

my take-aways include

-> i want to continue using this method! i think being able to build upon one object can bring me closer to being more self confident, and with the remote existing in my current life already, it’s easy for me to visualize and feel the object in my hand!

-> i should stop giving up after a few minutes when i do my wbtb methods.

-> keep practicing remembering to shift!

TLDR; i used a wbtb and manifest an object from your dr method. i could feel the object physically and i plan to continue using this method as i found great success from it.

my grandma (also a hugely devout christian) has also shifted many times before! she doesn’t call it shifting but please how are you going to bed in your nice cozy home and waking up in the streets of romania (WE DO NOT LIVE ANYWHERE NEAR THE LAND OF ROMANIA 😭!!! THAT WOULD REQUIRE LIKE TWO FLIGHTS)

Turns out my grandma has shifted before?! If that isn’t motivation i don’t know what is.

DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost

day one - wbtb + object method

day two - soon

fun things to do to feel closer to your dr / shifting activities !

𖦹 - compare your height to people in your dr

[height comparison link] or use a tape measure and you can mark the spots on a wall or door frame with painter’s tape. it’s more fun to do it in person rather than online so you can see better how you compare !

𖦹 - make a scrapbook page

ex. first week back at hogwarts, hogsmeade trip, a fun weekend, a tour, a mission in an mcu dr, a case in a criminal minds dr

𖦹 - make a bracelet of you and your s/o’s eye color like the tiktok trend or just colors that remind you of your dr (or beaded bracelets depending on supplies you have)

[super easy two color bracelet] [slightly harder alternative] [alternative]

𖦹 - make a meme compliation, use pinterest gifs or find memes online

𖦹 - make pins for your dr

[easy diy pins to make without button maker]

𖦹 - make character alignment charts / character headcannon charts on pinterest

𖦹 - make a pinterest board of your camera roll, impromptu photos of people, photos you’d remake w/ people from your dr

𖦹 - paint your nails the color they’d be in your dr

𖦹 - make a calendar to-do list (when you have classes, photo shoots, dates, hangouts, etc)

𖦹 - make a cardboard cutout of someone from your dr (print out the person, use cardboard, etc. straightforward)

𖦹 - dress up / do you hair like you would in your dr

i forgot i had a tumblr and i forgot about my documenting thread but i shifted earlier this week!! it was pretty short but it mirrored my first shift to this specific reality except this time my mother’s side of the family were all sitting around my nurse-bed instead of it being empty like last time. also! i didn’t even do a method or ANYTHING. i genuinely intended not to shift anywhere that day yet i shifted <3

one reason i love my man is cause he dgaf that i like and write fanfic and lets me read it outloud to him sometimes LMFAO

Realizing that sleeping—something I do all the time— includes my consciousness detaching from my CR body helped me address my subconscious fears pertaining to shifting.

And this tweet had me thinking about how it’s the same method we use to shift!

Hey, hey guys, Yosano's ability heals wounds but doesn't get rid of poison/medication, just saying 👀

when i get that spark of life back and i realize everything is that deep

BONUS: My Realistic Images Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i don’t think i have the base for this one sadly, saved or in dms :( ask me anything about my life here!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 27

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25