When I Get That Spark Of Life Back And I Realize Everything Is That Deep

My Experience with Language in Another Reality ۶ৎ

hello! i posted this on my tiktok page, but i thought i’d archive it here so others could read it too. goodluck shifting! 🤍 if you’d prefer a text version lmk though and i can start the painstaking process of copy and paste LOL

posted on april 24 2025 on my tiktok

Aizawa, Dazai Osamu’s soulmate. 𖥔 ݁ ˖ .ᐟ

— ꪆৎ About Me;

hi, i’m aizawa! i’m twenty, asian and a shifter. i have shifted before and have had multiple out of body experiences. i started shifting around 2022. i’m a very open person so i don’t mind dms or questions. please beware that i do have a bit of a ghosting problem though as out of sight truly means out of mind for me. to combat this, you can spam me. genuinely either spam me or message me on a different platform sorry guys LMAO

my content will focus on my own experiences, storytimes and facts about my multiple lives. i don’t post a lot or any shifting advice.

— ᡣ𐭩 My Realities;

i’ll make posts explaining them and linking them to a masterpost soon. i’ve talked about my BSD life on my tiktok in depth. my main life is bungo stray dogs, and you’ll find most of the people in that reality are in my other realities!

♱ Bungo Stray Dogs

༘⋆ Caraval x BSD

࣪ ִֶ☾. Teen Wolf x Hogwarts x Until Dawn x BSD

𖤓 Demon Slayer … x BSD

— 𓇼 Extra Information;

yes, my dad is aizawa from mha. in almost all realities, so i’m used to others calling me aizawa. that’s why it’s my screen name.

my tiktok is ♯ aizawa2009

my instagram is ♯ aizawa2009

my dmse masterpost

"not everything in your script will happen!! some things just wont be able to happen!" yes they will? get the fuck out of my script

DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost

day one - wbtb + object method

day two - soon

shifting teaching me what patience means cause i have to wait nine-ish years in one of my realities just to meet sam again. but its okay because itll be so gratifying & i’m lowk a prude anyway i’d wait forever for him LMFAO

fun things to do to feel closer to your dr / shifting activities !

𖦹 - compare your height to people in your dr

[height comparison link] or use a tape measure and you can mark the spots on a wall or door frame with painter’s tape. it’s more fun to do it in person rather than online so you can see better how you compare !

𖦹 - make a scrapbook page

ex. first week back at hogwarts, hogsmeade trip, a fun weekend, a tour, a mission in an mcu dr, a case in a criminal minds dr

𖦹 - make a bracelet of you and your s/o’s eye color like the tiktok trend or just colors that remind you of your dr (or beaded bracelets depending on supplies you have)

[super easy two color bracelet] [slightly harder alternative] [alternative]

𖦹 - make a meme compliation, use pinterest gifs or find memes online

𖦹 - make pins for your dr

[easy diy pins to make without button maker]

𖦹 - make character alignment charts / character headcannon charts on pinterest

𖦹 - make a pinterest board of your camera roll, impromptu photos of people, photos you’d remake w/ people from your dr

𖦹 - paint your nails the color they’d be in your dr

𖦹 - make a calendar to-do list (when you have classes, photo shoots, dates, hangouts, etc)

𖦹 - make a cardboard cutout of someone from your dr (print out the person, use cardboard, etc. straightforward)

𖦹 - dress up / do you hair like you would in your dr

“don’t call me odasaku”

my grandma (also a hugely devout christian) has also shifted many times before! she doesn’t call it shifting but please how are you going to bed in your nice cozy home and waking up in the streets of romania (WE DO NOT LIVE ANYWHERE NEAR THE LAND OF ROMANIA 😭!!! THAT WOULD REQUIRE LIKE TWO FLIGHTS)

Turns out my grandma has shifted before?! If that isn’t motivation i don’t know what is.

BONUS: My Realistic Images Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i don’t think i have the base for this one sadly, saved or in dms :( ask me anything about my life here!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 27

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25

from my alt

Safety Things I’ve Scripted for my Teen Wolf x Hogwarts DR!

This is all subject to change and only posted for a reference for myself to use here and there.

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—> I handle gore and fear very well; there will usually be a big bad to fight, in hogwarts or around beacon hills or even anywhere I’m summoned as the acting Mother of Magic. This means I might have to see, smell or hear things that might terrify me, but being able to handle witnessing things like these would make my life a hundred percent easier and less stressful.

—> I am not easily scared nor do I feel the feeling of all consuming fear; again, if I come across something terrifying, I don’t want to lock up and see which one I am from freeze, fawn or flee. I want to be brave and be able to seek reassurance from myself and my own personal strength.

—> I do not easily get traumatized, I handle trauma very well, and I can process things healthily and easily; shit’s scary during a magical war and any supernatural battle! Even with my previous safety features, things can happen, and just in case, I want to be able to heal quickly and process/handle the things that happen to me.

—> I can protect myself and others easily, and I’m never gravely injured or hurt beyond repair; i’m shifting to hogwarts x teen wolf… i’m shifting to battle, no matter how lowkey I’ve made the ‘plot’ and ‘enemies’. I need to make sure in case of anything, I can use my magic to protect myself from danger, and my friends and family. Also, this is hand in hand to the regular precaution of ‘i can’t die’.

—> I can put together context clues easily, solve cases quickly and figure things out almost immediately; i want to be in the know! i need to know actually, to be able to protect my territory. Stiles won’t be the only one making connections and solving cases.

—> I’m not really put in difficult positions, such as having to kill, having to make huge ethical decisions for others, given extreme responsibilities from the ministry; self explanatory, to be honest. Yes, I’m important to Beacon Hills and magical society, but I don’t want too many responsibilities, which will crush my free time and emotional well-being.

—> I don’t accidentally harm others when I don’t mean to, physically, emotionally or even with my magic; magic might be hard to control with how much of it I have! I don’t know yet, so it will pay to take precautions. Also, I hate hurting the people in my life emotionally, so this a major precaution for me.

—> My sense of pain is more muted and easy to control; while I can feel pain, it’s not too intense and painful. It’s mostly a warning for me to know where my body is hurting.

—> I have great comprehension, understanding, communication and listening skills; so many things in life can be avoided if you simply communicate and COMPREHEND. My life isn’t a fanfic, so I would rather avoid these tropes and not have to endure a fall out or fight over a misunderstanding!

—> I’m never EVER cheated on, physically or emotionally or anything of the like; you got me fucked up if you think I’m shifting somewhere to be CHEATED ON. And no, I don’t gaf about your ‘anything can happen once you shift!!!’ Hey, ever considered thats because YOU believe that? Lydia and Allison’s stupid petty drama can stay far away from me as possible. Everybody can see through your narcissistic good-girl not-like-other-girls attitude, Allison. And Lydia’s not even that bad, but her TV show character development is going to take a while in real life.

—> I’m incredibly good at (defensive and offensive) magic; a war is a war. I’m going to survive no matter what, and I’d rather win. I also don’t want to face intense magical exhaustion or have the Nemeton seep or give me too much magic.

—> I’m great at seeing through lies and reading between context clues; again, no misunderstandings!

—> Anyone who has ill intentions towards me and actively acts about them is divinely punished and then goes through a long lasting period of karmic retribution/suffering; UNLESS I don’t wish them to AND they have apologized enough for it.

—> People do not have any gossip on me that is bad or smears my image; as a popular media figure, and someone who’s gone to school/is going to school in a small town, gossip is huge. With so few people in the Hogwarts year and less in Beacon Hills, I refuse to be used as a pasttime conversation piece. The media can report factual things on me and minor unharmful rumours, but nothing that can deface me or ruin my public image.

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