‪I Breathe So Loud,

“Sometimes there is no next time, no timeouts, and no second chance. Sometimes it’s now or never.”

— Alan Bennett

pink in the night

Let’s be honest

I am done not knowing where I should go or where I should be. I’m exhausted of thinking what I should do or what the future would bring. I’m admitting it tonight, that someone like me is as broken as a shattered glass. But I am also picking it up, little by little. Even if I had to touch every broken part of me. I am admitting that I cannot be repaired or be put together for now. And I think it’s okay. I may be hurting but I am also trying. Surviving. Breathing. I may not be living but at least I know what’s up and what’s not. Because I know, someday, if I might get clever or worse... get worse. But it’s still okay. I’m not hiding my broken parts anymore or denying every part of I am. They’re fragments of my life and they deserved to be acknowledged.

u know someone is having a rough day when their favorite song plays and they don’t sing along

I just watched Crazy Rich Asians and Gemma Chan have my heart. She fiercely, badass portrayed Astrid and we so need a women like her. I just, I love her!

“You are more than enough and so much more.”

Words you need to hear coming from your own mouth

Saying “Guns don’t kill people, people kill people” is a good argument for why there should be stricter gun laws…because people kill people.

It’s as if I’ve made myself weak from loving every bits of you

So, Lena wouldn’t have another assassination attempt because no more Lex… Kara revealed she’s Supergirl so no one’s gonna touch the young Luthor… but then one time Lena got kidnapped. And Kara’s waiting outside the place where she was taken because Lena’s not a damsel in distress, she’s a powerful witch and all that and Kara’s just tuning in and timing Lena how to escape and deal with the kidnappers… you know. That sort of happens. In my head…

So, can anyone write this or send me a story that’s close to this… please? I don’t have in in me to write. Please anyone.

A gentle reminder of us

“I would’ve love you for the wrong reasons, and I would’ve love you more for the right reasons. But one thing is for sure, we will tear and break each other apart.”