Hola Chicas! Sé Que Esto Es Un Poco Diferente A Lo Que Suelo Publicar, Pero Acabo De Subir Un Ensayo

It's my third day in uni, I thought I'd give my tumblr angels a bit of an update. Things are going well, I'm extremely nervous, still, but I'm doing better, I now know more people which makes me feel a slight sense of calm, of belonging. I've got three classes today and basically no breaks in between them, which sucks but its alright.

I think I'm going to a party tomorrow, which is great since I love partying and going out (I know, I don't look like i do).

I've been obsessed with Here comes your man by the Pixies, can't stop listening. Also, listening to a lot of Nancy Sinatra. I haven't written anything substantial but I believe this experience will give me material.

My eyes twitch nervously and I sweat even though it's pretty cold. That annoys me. I went to buy some books for class yesterday, that was fun.

Nervously, and maybe a bit perversely,

Anna.

help

Starting university tomorrow. Can't believe it, I'm going crazy. I had lunch with my family yesterday, they're strange people and I've never felt much of a kinship towards them, as a little girl I used to think I was an alien.

Anyway, having lunch with them only stressed me more about uni, like: will I make friends? Will people like me? Will it be too hard, will I be too lonely, will I fit in? God, I am terrified. But I can't stop time so I'll just have to deal with it.

I'm re-reading (probably for the seventh time...) Donna Tartt's The Secret History, it always makes me feel better, I get lost in the pages and feel at home.

It still hasn't hit me, the realization that I'm going to university tomorrow. I guess when it hits it'll be much more emotional than this.

Anyway, love you always,

Anna.

i dont know where i would be without dilfs tbh. dilfs keep me going. if no one got me i know my fav dilf got me.

yes im talking about joel miller

I got bullied all throughout middle school and high school, moved to a different school in tenth grade and in eleventh grade I wrote about my past experience for a school project. My teacher loved it, used it as an example, read it in front of the class, etc. I told my parents about that, my dad sent it to a newspaper (a VERY important newspaper in Spain, La Vanguardia) and a week later I got a phone call: They wanted to publish it and interview me. The interview did really well, I met a sports journalist I really admired, got called for a tv program (but my parents refused to let me get on tv), it was overall just cathartic.

The following June I got a text from that journalist, he gave me two tickets to watch the Spanish grand prix, I took my best friend with me.

@dntaed, @cherrycolaheartss,@palala2314 idkkk whoever else wants to joinnn

it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

School is starting soon and I am so not ready to wake up at six every morning, but you know what? we gotta get that degree, so im trying to get back into a healthy routine and not be so lazy all day.

Xx, Anna 🫶🏻

how do i let people know that fall is my favorite season, not in a pumpkin spice way but in a “the snow in the mountains was melting and bunny had been dead for several weeks” kind of way?

made by me on picsart after I got my brother’s help to finish playing Arkham Knight