Caregiver!Sevika coming home and you're still awake (by a little who may or may not be up way past their bed time)
You're waiting at the door for her when she comes back from work
"my little munchkin, what did we say before I left?"
" ... That you left a meal for me in da fridge ... Um dat I could has one ice cweam tweat..."
"and..."
"... n bed at 10"
She scoops you up into her arm and carries you up to bed
You're trying to go to sleep cause you know Sevika's all tired from her work day but you just can't and keep squirming around in her arms
She gives you some toy cars and lets you play with them for 20 minutes, but it's off to sleep right after that!
you run them up and down her prosthetic arm as she doses off having the cars race each other and jump over the shimmer cavern
After your 20 minutes are up she turns off the lights and locks her in bed under her strong arms
She softly sings you the lullabies her mother used to sign for her
you join her
"dear friend across the river..."
Sometimes I get worried I'll never be good enough to deserve a caregiver. I feel like caregiving is an inherently unequal thing of me letting someone see my weakest side where I can't produce anything to be good enough for them and why would anyone want to support me in that way if I'm not doing something for them in return.
'm bout to get bloodwork done and I know it's gonna be scary but sometimes they give me a juice box after so 'm gonna try to be brave and hopefully I get a juice box
tips for getting out of little space when you need to. (this is what I've found works for me, something different might work better for you)
Make sure you have ways to regulate your emotions when big so you don't slip back into little space when you first get stressed again
Try to ground yourself in your body, it'll remind you of your big age
And make sure you're happy with your body so it's easier to ground yourself. For me this means putting on gender affirming gear and a really dope outfit
Put on some less child friendly music you like
Try to change your surrounding and having some spaces where you regress and others where you don't
Make sure all your toys and other agere stuff is put away and preferably out of sight
If you feel comfortable put yourself in a situation where you can't regress (eg around ppl who don't know you regress)
Try doing things that make you feel like an adult, for me this is my sport (Kendo) and writing analyses of shows I like
don't try to act older than your big age, it might just make you feel like you're 'playing' adult and make you feel more little
And remember to not force yourself de-regress unnecessarily, it's your mind's way of healing and if you can try to work on stuff you need to do while regressed.
Hellooo! You can call me Zev or Zevi!!!
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ā I started this account to try to reach out more and meet other regressors, make online friends as well and trying to learn to unmask my autism
ā So plzzz feel free to reach out
ā I made a community for age regressors to vent in if you wanna join, @@agere-venting
ā I'm a trans guy who is very much taking back the chance to be a little boy šāļøš
āI'm 19 when big and about 8 when little but I think sometimes I become a lot smaller than that
ā my special interest is arcane so I might make some posts about that (would not suggest you watch it while regressed)
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Talking to people is so hard :(
blehhhh i wish i had a cg but iām so bad at keeping up Social Relationships
A caregiver that comforts you when you're too picky to eat what they made for you.
They take put care into your snack time, making you grilled cheese, with milk and grapes and they took the time to take the grapes off the stem so you wouldn't have to.
But when you're eating they notice you haven't touched the grapes
"what's wrong, I thought you loved grapes?"
"oh I'm sowwy, I do but when you take them off they get all squishy and icky and I... It's all icky I can't eat it"
"oh I'm sorry little one, don't worry I'll just get you more grapes that are still on the stem"
"but you put all that effort in and now it's going to waste"
"I put effort in so you can enjoy this meal, for you to have a bad time eating it would be putting my effort to just as much waste"
I sick today :((((. I wanna go home and hug my mama and eat appy sauce and be in bed but I has a test I needa do and also tmrw and also tomorroworrow and I really wanna sleep but I needa be strong and I can be strong and I'm gonna be able to power through this and do what I need to do
bringing back an old special interest, hsmtmts characters as win or lose characters
stressing over how they can stay in their club and continue to hang out with friends even through their single mom's job troubles
self destructively insecure about relationship
dad said I NEED to be perfect
lonely uptight teacher
millennial who is trying so hard to help her kids (& in love with the uptight teacher)
this doesn't fit the best cause hsmtmts doesn't have an insecure and genuinely not good at it but like vibes
and finally divorced dad
Haiiii, here are some things that made me happy today!
These are toys I got, two of them were in kinder eggs and one was from a happy meal and the green axolotl dude was from one of those coin crank toy dispensers that I got after kendo practice! I wanted a pink one but I love the dude I got
I also baked a cake! I got this cake pan with a lid so I don't have to transfer it into a seperate storage container which is so nice cause that also means there are fewer dishes to clean. It's a rainbow sprinkle cake!
Also I got all my chores done. I cleaned up my room, I washed all my dishes, I meal prepped with extra veggies so I get to eat nutrients all week :D I'm very proud of myself.
Hello, little loves. Mama needs to talk to you, okay? Can we turn our listening ears on please? Thank you so much little one!
Now. I know that making collages on here is so much fun! I do it too. I love spending time making them with the regressors/littles in the system! But recently there's been a spike in something deeply concerning with these photo collages.
We cannot use real kiddos, okay? As a mom myself, I know how upset and hurt id be if someone posted my kiddo on one, and we would never want to make another person uncomfortable or upset right, peach?
Don't use real kids. As nice as I am being in this post, little loves, I am deadly serious. The internet is not a safe place for minors, never has been. Don't subject actual LITTLE children to the internet when you have no place. Especially since I know you don't know the kids you are putting in these collages.
age regressor (3-8 little, 19 big). trans guy (he/him). special interest is arcane :D. feel free to say hi. nsfw or kink dni
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