Fakegirl Mtftm Detrans Notes Game

For the ask game- 1 🤭

Finally getting around to answering these~

How big is my penis? I think many years ago before hrt I measured it and it was 8 inches but I feel like that can’t possibly be true, I probably measured it wrong. I will say, every time I have sex with someone and they see it the reaction is always “oh my god that’s huge!” but idk I don’t really buy it. It’s definitely very thick, but long? It’s maybe average.

ooooor maybe i’m so porn brained from seeing a million porn penises that I have an unrealistic idea of what a normal size is.

13, 15, 17?

I’ll do the two less interesting ones first.

13 was something like “at what size can you not fit into panties” and idk I don’t think it has anything to do with my genitals, just the width of my hips. I can always just tuck.

17 was something like “what was the last girl you rated out of 10” uhhh i did that in literally my last reblog.

15 is the interesting one: How did girls in my school perceive me? Basically eccentric, autistic, sexually ambiguous theater kid. I wasn’t actually in theater anymore by the time I got to high school because I did pre-recorded productions so I guess technically i was a film kid? But same vibes. I’m autistic but like the type of autistic where I’m not just sociable but like, i dunno, people are kind of drawn to me. I’m good at working a crowd and networking and all that stuff but also I was seen as kind of weird because I was probably a little *too* charismatic sometimes. Also I had pretty bad mental health issues and everyone knew that so I think if anything a lot of people just felt sorry for me. I did have a girlfriend late in high school. I broke up with her because I figured I was asexual. Chat do you think I’m asexual? Oh also as I have mentioned before I was kind of like, half out of the closet that I was trans and that I’m intersex. I was pretty androgynous and towards the start of high school I was pretty openly a girl and had long hair and stuff but I think a lot of people still thought I was a boy, then roughly age 15-19 I tried way too hard to be male and it probably didn’t work. My voice has never been unambiguously male, and I don’t sound like a guy at all nowadays, but idk how people saw it back then. Probably a lot of people assumed i was gay. I wasn’t. Or at least not mlm, maybe I’m technically a lesbian.

thenn i will

totally not a little fantasy of mine to take advantage of someone, despite being a sub

I love that kind of thing, it is very welcome for me.

detrans is so hot

literally I can't think of anything hotter than seeing a cute girl(male lol) turn back into a hot man. The t pumping through him changing everything on his body, making it pointless to ever try and go back. It's so fucking sexy. Like give yourself up for your penis. It's actually great for you lmao

You’re so close, aren’t you?

I can see it your cock’s leaking, twitching…

Your hand’s soaked. Your balls are tight.

You’ve been edging like a good boy, letting all that pressure build.

This isn’t just horniness.

This is masculine hunger.

precum’s telling the truth your mind already knows

You’re a boy. A filthy, horny, real fucking boy.

Say it.

Say it while your tip pulses.

I’m a boy

Stroke slow. Feel your load begging to explode.

You’re not confused. You’re not hiding.

You’re a leaky, high-T, sex-charged boy about to cum like it’s your identity.

So don’t fight it anymore.

Let it go.

Loud. Messy. Full.

Cum like the man you are.

Looks like I'm a straight man then.

if you watch this all the way through you are a straight man

they have yet to invent a hotter thing to hear than "I know what you need" from someone who could not be further from having your best interest at heart

rawr, x3, pounces on you, yeah yeah that’s all well and good but where’s the passion? where’s the artistry? what aspect holds a mirror up to the audience and makes them confront their own biases and the blood on their own hands? I once killed a man in Reno just to get in the headspace to write my hit outlaw country-western song “I Killed a Man in Reno” but I’m past that phase. Now I hope to enter the hot space of 21st Century pre-apocalyptic furry-core laconicism. What does “rawr” mean? What does it mean to ME? This is my nirvana, this is my hero’s journey, this is my arc of the convenient. How are we supposed to perceive the voice of reason when my inner-dialogue kicked the bucket long before I got around to it? I killed a man in Reno.

Need people in my dms to encourage me to continue to detransition, since I’ve been having some doubts. I’m still off hrt, but I’m really tempted to shave and ruin the notes game. Someone needs to stop me!!!