Choose The Love That Steadies Your Heart,

Sorry I’m just crashing out cause what do you mean I’m not a teenage boy in the 2000’s who rides skateboards and is in a band with my best friends?

quotes from my favorite books:

"You are whoever they want you to be. You are more than enough, because you are not real. You are perfect, because you don't exist...They look at you and see whatever they want. Because they don't see you at all." -The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by VE Schwab

"I love you- I do- but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you're always going to leave me, A. We can't deny it. You're always going to leave." - Every Day by David Levithan

"In French, there’s a phrase for the random urge to jump from high places, the irrational desire to swerve into traffic despite imminent destruction: l'appel du vide, the call of the void. Those sudden feral impulses tend to be shoved away immediately, but humans still experience them. What if you jumped? What if you touched the fire? What if?...When I looked at him, staring at me, the void called." - Her Soul to Take by Harley Laroux

"The day you stole from me was the best day of my life...Because then you became my life, and I don’t want it back. I won’t fucking take it." - Does it Hurt? by HD Carlton

"She made her choice. And now she is bound to a steel bed with a needle in her arm and a smile on her face. She is happy. But that doesn’t mean it was the right choice. It also doesn’t mean it was the wrong one...What would you abandon for happiness?" - The Bell Chime by Mona Kabbani

i feel every single emotion so deeply and i'm so passionate about everything all the time and i think that's what gets me hurt. but then straight men will have the audacity to be nonchalant about every single important thing in their lives and it's so frustrating. i hate being on the receiving end but also why can't that be me?

hey do you wanna come to the creek and look for frogs n pretty rocks with me?

psa, but you can’t be punk/goth/alt and have conservative/right leaning political ideology because it goes against the foundation on which the punk/goth/alt subculture is built on. hope this helps!

born to be a 90s teenager working at blockbuster, who recommends customers the weirdest goriest horniest movie they have ever seen. forced to post on letterboxd.

i wasn’t made for hookup culture. i was made for the type of devotion that makes my heart ache because i can’t believe it’s real. i was made for soul-crushing, mind-bending, time-crossing eternity. i was made for you.

the combination of the smell of books and the sound of rain…absolute perfection.

honestly i do find my body traits extremely attractive. i began romaticizing the features of my body that i dislike but somewhere along the way it turned to genuine attraction. i would go feral for a girl with my body type but somehow i still hate my specific body.

the best thing about summer is when it's july and the day has been scorching hot but around 6 pm u start smelling the rain. and it's one particular smell the rain has only in summer because fall rain doesn't smell that like that. so the sky is cloudy and it's late afternoon and it's still hot but you start to smell the rain in the air and you can feel it coming, and then in the evening you hear thunders and then eventually the rain and a little summer storm come.

and you are happy because now it's a little cold so you'll sleep good and you can cuddle up and enjoy the little fall parenthesis.