she/her | bisexual aphrodite devotee | horror fan | this is my aesthetic side blog
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Women talking about their sexuality and kinks online isn’t an invitation for you to be a creep in their dms
the big 3 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊
I want the kind of love that shows itself in small daily moments. The one that makes you offer your arm for me to hold onto in the crowded subway during rush hour, when I can't grasp anything and bodies press against us from all sides. I long for that spontaneous intimacy that leads you to embrace me from behind while I'm washing dishes, your arms encircling my waist and your lips gently brushing the nape of my neck, making me forget for a moment the task at hand. I seek that silent complicity of your fingers discreetly caressing my thigh under the table during dinner, creating our private universe amidst others. I dream of love that reveals itself when you hand me a cup of coffee in the morning, prepared exactly how I like it. The love that makes you remember to turn down the heat before sleeping because you know I prefer it cool. The love that drives you to truly listen when I speak, not just with your ears but with your whole heart.
Choose the love that steadies your heart,
not the one that makes it race with fear.
The one that feels like warmth in your chest,
not fire in your veins.
The kind of love that brings silence, not chaos.
Safety, not survival.
It won’t give you butterflies—
because it won’t feel like danger.
It will feel like coming home to yourself.
Like being held without having to earn it.
Like peace, finally staying.
honestly i do find my body traits extremely attractive. i began romaticizing the features of my body that i dislike but somewhere along the way it turned to genuine attraction. i would go feral for a girl with my body type but somehow i still hate my specific body.
i feel every single emotion so deeply and i'm so passionate about everything all the time and i think that's what gets me hurt. but then straight men will have the audacity to be nonchalant about every single important thing in their lives and it's so frustrating. i hate being on the receiving end but also why can't that be me?
gotta love the nerdy weird awkward but confident at times men that are so attractive for no reason
Sorry I’m just crashing out cause what do you mean I’m not a teenage boy in the 2000’s who rides skateboards and is in a band with my best friends?
I need chronically online friends
that can call all the time
and they like me and are funny
preferably nice
and they like to yap
where can I find them?
*gently nudges you* am I annoying?
💋
i wasn’t made for hookup culture. i was made for the type of devotion that makes my heart ache because i can’t believe it’s real. i was made for soul-crushing, mind-bending, time-crossing eternity. i was made for you.
when someone asks my dreams and goals in life but all i've dreamt of since i was a little girl was being pretty and having friends
I’m like those silly little virtual pets that will just die if you don’t give me enough attention btw. Just so you know.
Sea bunny 雲見ダイビング
“Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose? That the luckiest man who walks on this earth is the one who finds… true love?”
― Bram Stoker, Dracula.
I'm very happy with my new copy of Dracula, it's very stunning. 🖤
the urge to go back to a natural hair color after 5 years so i can either be a blonde that can do the best smokey eye or a redhead that looks like a forest fairy when i wear green.
Same energy
@neil-gaiman
fuck the clean girl aesthetic.
I’m going for the 21 year old single mother of 2 in the 90s, that lives in a small flat complex, wears blue eyeshadow, smudged black eyeliner, and red nail polish, smokes Marlboro cigarettes, wears hair rollers all day, big hoop earrings, tramp stamp tattoo, low rise jeans, loves anything leopard print, listens to Britney Spears and Madonna, and pours a shot of Vodka in her morning coffee
"he is half of my soul, as the poets say. " - song of achilles
"write me a letter telling me how to live the rest of my life without you." - how to make friends with the dark
"they were my birthday presents." - shatter me
"she had realized that she had forgotten the precise blue of his eyes and the depth of his laugh." - clockwork princess
"my name is sam cortland... and i will not be afraid." - assassin's blade
"you chose me four years ago. would you choose me still?" - these violent delights
"we were all supposed to make it." - crooked kingdom
"i remember everything." - the invisible life of addie larue
"come home and shout at me. come home and fight with me. come home and break my heart, if you must. just come home." - cruel prince
"i wasted all those yesterdays and am completely out of tomorrows." - they both die at the end
"you hated the idea of me." - the final gambit
"bob says hello." - house of hades
"abuse can feel like love. starving people will eat anything." - nightfall
"i missed you only with an ocean between us. but if death was separating us... i would find you." - queen of shadows
"i loved him. i love him. as best i could." - we were liars
"i'm the villain, even in my own story. but you were supposed to play a different role." - finale
"i will find you again in the next world—the next life. and we will have that time. i promise." - a court of wings and ruin
"i spent half of my time loving her and the other half hiding how much i loved her." - the seven husbands of evelyn hugo
“your designer heart still beats with common blood" is such a raw line you'd think it came from shakespeare but actually it's from repo! the genetic opera (2008)
Cooking horror game where you play as a cook working in the galley of a ship in the 1800s. There’s some kind of supernatural nautical horror story going on in the background but you barely notice this because you spend all day cooking in the galley.
i take so much fashion inspo from this bitch, i love her so much
opinion on sea bunnies?
I genuinely think that fat little sea slugs with fluffy antennae are one of the best animal designs in the whole world