discovering my bf followed my Spotify. uh, well, okay. gotta set my settings so it doesn't show him when and that I'm listening to music.
is it safe to take like.. 8 year old dietary pills you found in a drawer? they've never been opened before and im considering it..
also, they're huge. wtf.
starting off the morning with extreme anxiety because I don't wanna go to school, woke up absolutely way too early so that's even less sleep, woke up to messages from A, who I haven't heard in 4 months and I don't want to open them
increased anxiety and suicidal ideations this morning, such fun
“I love you.”
No you don't.
what an unlovable thing i’ve become.
i have posted too much today, I'm going to rot away until the 25th or unless something happens
me, putting my pants back on and realizing, oh, I did gain. again.
i dont know how to ask for help without feeling like a burden
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