Decrepitasylum - There's No Snow In February

current mood is wanting to fucking cry, scream, and rip my skin apart and hair out but actually I'm just sitting doom scrolling or watching youtube letting these feelings sit because you just don't have the will to do any of those things.

“I feel like a loser without any future

cut open my head

and rip out the tumor

you make me wanna fucking end it sooner

let me respawn like a first person shooter”

today's wonderful. my chest fucking hurts like I cant breath but I'm breathing fine. I'm so fucking pissed at everything. i wanna throw hands at a teacher, I swear she's trying to fail me now, I wanna skip this stupid concert, I wanna yell at the director and how she's doing a shit job at teaching, I don't understand this math assignment and I have an A in math so I should understand but I don't, I don't want to stay till the bus I want to go home, its been three months since I've heard from A, I wanna fucking mess up my body and cut everywhere, music is not blocking out anything. FUCK THIS SHIT.

i wish he didn't go to bed at 8 (7 my time) cause now I'm just lonely and bored.

debating to post on my art blog but it's sh art. like, I dunno man, some irl's follow that account.

i just realized, I lost my boops as well

shut the fuck up just shut the fuck up

i hate you, I hate you all

my head hurts (from being sick) and is also telling me to do certain things