Got To Love Waking Up In The Middle Of The Night From A Nightmare Only To End Up Hallucinating The Thing

So I have to go to class in like 5 minutes but MY FUCKING HEADPHONE BROKE like my headphones and ao3 are the only sources of my sanity and this fucker broke and I can't even us old ear buts cuz my phone doesn't have the aux port

I have to go to a 4 hour art class with no headphones i am either going to die or comit murder

I FUCKING FOUND IT! the bad batch one that exists not the one I was looking for for over an hour before I remembered it was the wrong Fandom

Anyway it's called

A Shift in the Galaxy by Lif61(UltimateFandomTrash) and it's from a nerodivergent tech week series

I can't find this on fanfic and i swear I'm going insane 5 miunits ago I was convinced it was a marauders fic but now that I'm thinking about it more it might have been bad batch but god fucking damn it I need this as a marauders fic!!!

What the fic actually is is crosshair is techs safety person so when he leave tech starts writing letters to him that he hides in his room but after tech dies and crosshair comes back crosshair finds the letters and reads them and it's from hid pov

But now imagine a marauders edition of this where Regulus writes Sirius letters after he left but never sends them just keeps them in a box in his room then years later when Sirius is living in grimmaul place(is that how you spell that idk) Sirius finally works up the courage to go in his brother's room (which obviously kretcher Katcher Kracher htf do you spell the little elf's name has kept perfect) anyway when Sirius goes into Reg room he find and reads the letter and it would all be gloriously depressing

So anyway I did go insane I found the bad batch fic and I need the marauders version on my desk by Monday

I've Had this tabed for 2 hours trying to find this damn fic I Remember It Now I'm Not Crazy I JUST NEED TO FIND THE FUCKER

Anthropology is amazing cuz this is an actual project I handed in on jargon and got full credit for like I just pulled this shit out my ass and got an A

I just turned to my bird and went "ah yes you are a magic shitter my glorious bitch" only for feather to stare at me inconspicuously and start screaming in my ear as if I did not just complet her

I feel like there's isn't enough people aware of the fact that there's an alternative to caffeine like I have ADHD, caffeine doesn't wake me up, it puts me to sleep. I took 8 shots of espresso and promptly Fell the asleep on my desk. But there's an alternative, it just may be a dubiously legal herbal supplement, potentially Depending on what state you're in but yeah, just like microdose mushrooms you will be wide awake. You'll have energy, you'll be able to focus, and you won't fall asleep for hours.

Actually, now that I think about it mushrooms just flood your system with dopamine and microdosing, just plugs your system with a smaller amount of the okamine, and I have passions. So maybe this is just making me a normal person for a few hours to get my school done...

I....

What

But yeah no microdose good alternative to caffeine for adhd when you have to cram a paper you forgot about the night before it's due inclass

I never thought I would be proposed to by a telemarker but I guess sometimes things happen???

One second your trying to tell someone your too young for Medicare please stop calling the next they ask if your single then propose cuz your voice sounds nice? Only for it to end with them flirting for 10 minutes while trying to arrange a date from half way across the country.

Reposting this so I can find it when brain stops

some fucking resources for all ur writing fuckin needs

* body language masterlist

* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does

* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes

* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said

* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again

* some more body language help

(hope this helps some ppl)

so patmat if you will....

they need to fight each other for the name now-

are you telling me the p.m. stands for patrick matthew

is p.m. seymour just the reverse matpat

Hiding pride flags in my homophobic parents basement#4

I have lost all SENCE OF SUBTLETY!

SUBTLETY IS LOST ON ME

..oh my god they just think it's a bunch of pretty colors....

Haha gay frog

GOnA TurN tHe FrIcKn FroGs gAy

I have learned several things tonight

1 throwing up while drunk much less painful then while anxious

2 as asexual either when drum me saying not

3. If I say can drink bottle of wine but self stop me

4 ado correct dose work but you have to be drunk first

5 had thought no longer have thought it was there now gone no thought just 5

6 me drunk

Time to find out