wearing my hair open makes my face look slim but shearing it in a ponytail makes me look morr masculine.... Decisions, decisions, all of them wrong
I mean fruit in general are so awesome
My ed is forcing me to basically love all of them, even strawberries - which I used to despise before lol
But now they're like candy :D
strawberries actually might be the ultimate 3d safe food. 33cal per 100g and so yummy and sweet (especially in summer) to be able to satisfy that sweet tooth and reduce chance of a binge.
drinking peppermint tea is like reliving memories of being dehydrated at the hospital and sitting lonely as a kid in the sad summer camp cafeteria
3dblr is such a helpful community to have, or I can at least say this for myself.
I've learned so much about harm reduction from some of you, as well as what food i can make/e@t without going above my limit.
I know it's obviously a disorder and all of the other things that could be said as a fact, but also I firmly believe that without community, it would be so much worse. All of the acceptance, unwavering support in recovery when people want that, as well as not forcing anyone to do anything. A lot of people don't get that sort of freedom.
I think back at people who lived before the internet who had an 3d, some like; Karen Carpenter (who died from it), Jane Fonda, Sally Field, and even some of our older family members. I imagine it must've been even more isolating, plus absolutely less support and harm reductive information readily available.
While we aren't lucky, we do have eachother, and all of this other insight gifted to us by eachother. All of this proves to me just how important community and solidarity can be.
My food scale's batteries went empty and I don't think we have the right ones at home so I can't change them right away 😭
What am I supposed to doooo now I just wanna count my cals
The monster cans have got to be at least a quarter of the experience, heck, a third. Have you ever looked at them closely, because man, these designs are just STUNNING.
(Today I some monster into a glass to check it's color like a normal person just does, and drinking from the can in comparison was just. So much better.)
I can't find my sheet music anywhere :(
Yeah I'm still angry but dw I'm not gonna bring it up I can just cut myself when I get home
Just tried that light green/paradise monster and it reminds of me those apple gummy bears I used to eat as a kid? Idk it's just kinda sweet and not my favourite but I think it's definitely drinkable
I mean it for sure makes me kinda nostalgic - I mean these gummy bears made me (among sooo many other things) a fatty little kid and then I got bullied and then there were Mom and Grandma's comments and you know how the story goes lol.
Yeah... the good ol' days
(The more I'm sipping in that monster rn though the more I like it so I guess 7/10???) lol no one asked for a monster review yet here I am
(Can you tell I'm fucking bored?)
I'm so upset right now, because I've planned out every food I was going to eat for the day and it's been going so well, but now my parents insist they make something for the entire family to eat for dinner, and even if it's soup (and slightly lower in calories than what I would've had otherwise) I'm really quite angry I couldn't follow through with my plan :(
Also, I have no way to count the calories of what my parents cook and that makes it scary no matter what it is, but hey- they're making just soup