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1 year ago

What is the b on rustys jacket mean? 🤨

The jacket he's wearing used to belong to his dad who's name starts with B. His dad gave it to him when he started high school.


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1 year ago
I Want To Announce To Everyone; Friends, Family, Followers, And Strangers That I Will Be Remodeling Everything.

I want to announce to everyone; friends, family, followers, and strangers that I will be remodeling everything. I made this account on a whim see a bunch of post in many fandoms. It was only later when I started to post art that’s not even good anymore. I wanted to wipe almost all of it and make a clean slate for my art and my identity. I wanted to make it clear that this is all my choice and it’s for myself.

When I started to open up to people on the internet I was finding myself. I was 18 and in college when I started to come out of my shell on wattpad, where I met my first friends who became family to me and stuck around through thick and thin. I had a lot of dark moments and had a toxic friendship that ruined my confidence in my ideas and creativity. It might’ve been the worst years of my life because I trusted someone so easily. I was really naive and believed I wasn’t good enough. I had a couple of other toxic friendships that just gave me a lot is stress that I had to cut them out of my life. Then there was a year when I had no motivation to draw anything because a discord server I was in made me believe I wasn’t good enough.

I have gotten back to drawing but hadn’t shared any of them mainly because I forgot and I was busy with work. But after finding myself I wanted to get back to sharing my art here with the new me. While I had “abandoned” tumblr I was working on bettering my character design, art style, and story telling. Back then I was just absorbing ideas from other artists that would sometimes clash and turn into a jumble mess. And looking back it didn’t look good.

As for myself I wanted to express myself better when I was happier and safer. On top of finding what I like there was also another issue regarding my old sona “Dovey”. Back when I first design it I was just playing around with a old Tokyo Mew Mew character design flash game on deviant, I don’t think it’s around anymore since flash games have gone extinct. But I was messing around and thought it looked good as a base, this was back when I was in high school and didn’t have any friends to get feedback on. Then I saw playthrough of Until Dawn and thought it would be cool if my sona was a [redacted] since I am part Native American. But then years later I was told it was offensive and I couldn’t keep it anymore. I was upset at first because it my sona for years, but I was able to come up with a new sona for myself and worked on it.

Then some personal things happen that lead to me moving to another state. After settling in it gave me the idea to start over here and make a fresh start. I really needed this to separate from my past when I didn’t had a chance to express myself or be a individual. When I was afraid that no one will like my ideas or believe my art wasn’t good enough. My confidence still isn’t great but I am working on it.

So now with a new face, name, and fresh new ideas this account will be under construction. I can’t say for sure when it will be finished with me having to work but this is what I want for my account.

What am I hoping to post?

My art such as character designs and hopefully comics. I am in the Zoophobia fandom but I have concept ideas for a original series. I don’t want to share too much but my original series is going to be wholesome.

That’s all I have for today and I hope you’ll be looking forward to the remodeling.


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11 months ago
I Had A Bit Of A Tough Time Designing A Ghost Type Eeveelution While Still Keeping It Simple And Slender.
I Had A Bit Of A Tough Time Designing A Ghost Type Eeveelution While Still Keeping It Simple And Slender.

I had a bit of a tough time designing a ghost type eeveelution while still keeping it simple and slender. My friends told me the cape looked like Zero from the nightmare before Christmas so that was a happy accident.

A lot of ghost types are known to be mischievous or vengeful but since the eeveelutions are sometimes known to be very social I wanted to make this ghost seem sorrowful like it's in mourning after losing someone dear. I also took a bit of inspiration from Mimikyu with its true face being hidden by the hood and all you can see are it's eyes.


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11 months ago

I have been summoned!!

I have a LOT of stuff in my files and I haven't really posted them. I really need to get into the habit of it.

-Zoophobia character redesigns

-Zoophobia next gen designs

-Smiling critters designs

-My sona redesign

-And a practice background WIP

There's a lot to be work with. Let's see who I can tag...

@randomfoxgirl !!

WIP title game!

Thank you for the tag @illarian-rambling !

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

This game should be fun, as I have many silly names in my folders, most of which relate to the fandoms I wrote them for:

No Time to Cry

Descending the stairs

Bucky and the time he lived in the mountains with his murder daughters

Cadre-Coparenting - what could go wrong?

Shadow-hunting my - uh - multiple mental illnesses

Fourth Wing more like fortieth-wip

Character meets death (goes wholesome?)

TVDeeznuts

The Hunger-bar Games

Of Godparents and Aunt-sassins

Vigilante fic

A Glitch in the System

Who the fuck is Sally Sparrow? (plot twist she's me)

Re-do of Sally Sparrow except there's no Sally Sparrow and a completely different plot

Harry Potter and the job he should have gotten

Making my OC's be adopted by a bunch of adoring vampires is unrelated to my parental issues I promise

Oh fuck I'm doing a space fic, wops

Twi-mental breakdown -light

These are only the ones that I've actually written words for, each oth these has at least 2k of actual story-line, (some have significantly more, cough cough 115k Nttc), and that's still more than I thought there were whoops

That's... 18 fics there, honestly not sure if I know 18 people on here, but I'll try. Open tag as always for anyone I miss!

@once-and-future-fandoms @hyperfixation-tangentopia @nightstar-of-summer @syrensaft @shepardsherd @rkmoon @moonandris @writingbaddie @the-grim-and-sanguine @agirlandherquill @squarebracket-trickster @caxycreations @thebejeweledwatercat @brotrustmeicanwrite @wintherlywords @k--havok @stesierra @mikathewriter

was this entire list found by desperately searching my following page to see who is actually a writeblr blog? You'll never know

11 months ago
This Is The Final Eeveelution I Designed And I Wanted To Make It Another Fluffy One. I Seen A Lot Of
This Is The Final Eeveelution I Designed And I Wanted To Make It Another Fluffy One. I Seen A Lot Of

This is the final eeveelution I designed and I wanted to make it another fluffy one. I seen a lot of takes on the flying type from everyone making the pokemon more bird type. I wanted to go for the more elemental side of flying which is air or wind, plus I felt like we already have a LOT of birds. So I made a fluffy eeveelution made of clouds!

I know the ears make it look more dog like but some of the eeveelutions do look more canine or feline anyway. I also wanted to add to how the unstable DNA help with adapting so I thought it uses its fur as camouflage. Also I think make cloud elements darker to look like storm clouds is chefs kiss.


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9 months ago

How are things so far with you

Busy with work and trying to get some privacy so I can draw.

1 year ago
Here's The Not So Happy Martinez Family. The Drawings Are A Bit Old But That's About It. From Left To

Here's the not so happy Martinez family. The drawings are a bit old but that's about it. From left to right we have Valafar, Maricella, Alexis, and you guys already know Zill.

Valafar is a dragon demon hybrid who hates commitment and being tied down but that's what he got.

Maricella is a chimera who got stuck married to Valafar after having a accidental pregnancy.

Alexis is Zill's twin sister who is manipulated by Valafar and made a arrogant attitude.


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3 months ago

Remembered to let you guys know I'm still alive.

Wanna ask me Sonic character headcanon questions?


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1 year ago

VIBE CHECKKK HOW ARE WE DOING TODAY :∆!!

VIBE CHECKKK HOW ARE WE DOING TODAY :∆!!

Doing good, trying to get back to posting art and hoping to make a audience.

11 months ago

@randomgirldraws @randomfoxgirl @saucy-luis @sunnybunnbs

**YOU GUYS ARE MY WORLD!!!**

Ok But Does Anyone Else Ever Just
Ok But Does Anyone Else Ever Just
Ok But Does Anyone Else Ever Just
Ok But Does Anyone Else Ever Just

ok but does anyone else ever just

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