When Your Coworkers Are Talking About Someone And They’re Non-binary And One Of Your Coworkers Says

Kaladin and Syl dancing! The amount of Joy I felt while drawing these two is actually amazing. I love them! ❤️

The old "Thought of you" animation was a huge inspiration.

Having one of those days where I don’t get out of bed til 4pm bc I would have to look in the mirror to shower but I need to shower but I’d have to look in the mirror so I can’t shower which means I can’t move

Taravangian really said "I want that twink obliterated" and then obliterated the twink

Haley! I don’t play but my bsf loves her <3

At the end of the day I know I would be happier if I was born a man. I wouldn’t identify the way I do now. I’d be comfortable in my own skin. But I’ll never know what that feels like and everyday feels like a fight. I won’t do anything about it though, I’m not strong enough.

they're done!! my dreams of stardew valley chicken socks have been fulfilled. what a time to be alive

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

- thinks I might be genderfluid in high school

- wears multiple sports bras at a time in an attempt to bind bc my chest bothers me so much

- gets laughed at when I tell my then boyfriend

- drops it for several years and becomes as girlie as possible

- comes out as enby at 23

- still experiencing awful gender dysphoria

- starts questioning if I’m trans

- spends hours every night explaining to myself why that can’t possibly be it and what would happen if I transitioned

- boyfriend makes jokes about how he knows I wish I had a p****

- is so incredibly dysphoric and stressed that others start to notice but there’s no one to talk to not really

possible upcoming thing

Coming out to my boyfriend and friends went far better than expected and even if I’m not comfortable medically transitioning right now (Mainly due to financials/political environment/current career changes) it’s so nice to feel a little more comfortable at home.