How I Feel You !!!

Since nobody will ever find my blog I’m just gonna start writing a story

We ended the year with a sweet dnd session and I traumatized my players once again with some heartbreaking lore and terrifying creatures. Here are two awesome character they met along the way !

Today I wrote a poem, there is no to a little rhymes but in a way it is one of the most beautiful I wrote.

It's a thousand or so words and it's about hope.

The castle and the sea of cloud

To be completely honest this one was the first and I believed at that time it was just a dream and nothing more.

I was sitting under an arch on the side of a long open corridor, at one extremity there was a door, a monumental door, and on the other side it would simply connect with another corridor. I knew that if I went this way I would find a garden with apple trees with golden apples and blueberry bushes. The stone the pillars and the arch were made of was white stone which was lightly pink and golden due to the setting sun. My head was resting on the pillar and next to me was the empty of the sky. It was filled with clouds and I could almost touch them. 

Beyond the roof of the castle the sky was a light blue becoming purple and the moon was bigger and brighter.

I heard laughs echoes on the walls and two teenagers arrived running and laughing, they stopped at the door and tried to calm themselves before knocking on it. They didn’t see my but I was watching them smiling softly.

I turned back to the moon and sight before getting up. I was taller than I normally am, my skin was a deep blue-grey and my jet black hair were tickling my face in the lazy breeze.

Pilot part 3

With my friends we had a really philosophical discussion about : “would you like to live in outer space” . them and I tried to think on it and I came with this : 

“The only thing I know is Earth, yeah I love looking at the stars, looking at the night sky wondering if we are alone, I love watching NASA documentaries about space and all that have a link with it, listening to people speaking about the Univers Mysteries, I think I would love to go to space but I know myself, I will be quickly homesick. Earth is a pretty good planet trying it’s best, as I do, to stay alive, it’s a beautiful place, I love all it’s features such as cloud, rain or trees, the animals and the seas… 

“I don’t think I will be able to live in space, first for this reason, but it’s not the only one, then it’s also because I’m claustrophobic, living in a spaceship/station or in a base on an other planet with no easy ways to go home quickly would be a nightmare to me unless the planet have a breathable atmosphere, because that would mean we can be outside “safely” and whenever we want so, yeah, it would be easier. Finally because I would panic if a thing a little bit unexpected would happen. Oh and I almost forgot, if it’s on Mars we wont see Earth, home, anymore, it will just be a tiny shinning dot in the night sky and I think it will be complicated for everyone.

“Now let’s imagine Earth is pretty destroy, there’s no longer forest and wild animals, the pollution is everywhere and cause horrible new illness. The Earth we know no longer exist and you are choosed to go on a mission in space. Then I think it wont be this difficult anymore because Earth is no longer a peaceful place, it’s not a Home you want to go back to, I think that if it was me I would have remorse, maybe will I feel homesick to but it will quickly fade as I look at the infinite space and it’s promise about a better futur.

“And finally, if I never knew anything else than space, hearing people talking about Earth will just make me curious nothing more.”

They agreed on that but I know everyone is different, they wont have the same reaction as me, and this is why I love talking about such subjects. they makes you wonders how you would react in a totally differents situations as you are right now but the best are when we know the subjects will never be real because it force you to speculate about yourself. 

Sometimes I think about the rovers and the deep-space probes we send in  space, I imagine them drifting away further every day that pass. 

Maybe I’m over-thinking but think it’s sad and sometimes a single tear run down my face I think of that, and it’s the same for stars dying and exploding into Supernovas, planet floating alone in deep space because they lose their solar systèmes, cold ans in the dark. 

Yes I’m very sensitives, I hope you understand what I’m saying because It usually don’t make sense for the others.

Nanami Kento as a Palace guard from Aladdin (1998) for @princeasimdiya12 !

Plus a bonus Gojo as Aladdin in his prince disguise!

Hope you like it !

Being in geology means struggling with trying to take a pic through the microscope binoculars (biologist also know the pain lmao)

My hands are shaking lol.

It's about how the universe always finds a way to exist despite destruction and that betrayal can only exist if there is love, and that loosing hope is the same as a betrayal and that inherently we all love ourselves just a bit because if we didn't we could not even be desperate

It's about breaking the narrative and finally accepting that love is necessary to exist and that your life is not a given but a gamble

And that ultimately, there is always calm, even in an ongoing explosion, because the universe refuse to not love itself and since you are a part of it so do you

Today I wrote a poem, there is no to a little rhymes but in a way it is one of the most beautiful I wrote.

It's a thousand or so words and it's about hope.

Hello 👋 can we request our own OCs?

Hello ! Nice to see new people in here !

To answer your question and make it public : YES ! You can absolutely request your own OCs but...

Remember the quality of a request is lesser than one of a comission and the time I will take to make and complete the piece will be completely random ! It can take a long while !

With that disclaimer out of the way, it will realistically, at worse, take up to three weeks but I will keep you updated during the whole process! You can always ask me question during the whole process !

Happy birthday to me, love my friends that came to spend the day with me we will be playing just dance til' the sun rise again XD