Love My Friends - Blog Posts

Hey everyone 🥲 my friends irl are scary😭 I never really realized this, but they’re really protective over me 🥹 like this one time, some guy was trying to record me without me knowing, and they know I hate it when random people take my pic without consent, I kid you not, one of them dragged me from the back and started verbally fighting this guy😭 and then, there’s another time, where one of my other friends who aren’t in my actual friend group, made me like really sad, and one of my best friends pulled me into them and gave the other a death glare😭🥹 I love my group so damn much😂🥹❤️‍🩹❤️ I honestly don’t know what I would do without them ❤️☺️

Hugs doing good

me: *I carry a huge pile of books and suddenly everything falls to the floor and my feet

my friendo: hey do you need help? Let me help you. Did it hurt much?

me: I.. i don't need help thanks.. i'm.., i'm just..., it's just -I really don't need help - thank you.. I.. ugh :C

my friendo: *hugs me tight

me: *warmth spreads inside me and i can smile again

my friendo: I take some of the books - I won't allow you to carry so much heavy!

we: *keep all books together again

my friendo: *some books are almost falling down again

me: *I catch the books and put them on top of my pile

Thanks for your hug. That did very good for me ;3

my friendo: Of course! luv u

Happy birthday to me, love my friends that came to spend the day with me we will be playing just dance til' the sun rise again XD

i love my friends so much. the fact that i know multiple people who have respect for me and whom have stood up for me, and the fact i share the same respect towards them. how they’ve always been there for me, even if they don’t understand in any situations i’ve got myself into. they are the people i trust the most, and i share my photography with them, my writing, my music. everything i create i always second guess until someone tells me its worthy of other people seeing it, and i don’t usually even show my parents or family what i make. when i show someone something before i post it that means i trust them with everything. i have social anxiety and a major part of that is a fear of peoples judgement and the fact i know my friends will never judge me. sometimes i fear they will but i know they won’t. my best friend has been in my life for almost seven years. god damn. i need to message my friends and tell them i love them. bye.

hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

YOU SHUT IT YOU WITCH. LISTEN HERE I'M PERFECTLY NORMAL AND QUIRKY AT THE RIGHT LEVELS ACCEPTED BY SOCIETY. I'm so normal you don't even know.

STOP SPREADING MISINFORMATION ONLINE AND STOP BULLYING ME

The totally Neutrotypical expierence of:

You: "Oh you have ADHD/ASD? Yeah many of my friends are."

You: *shares an expierence* (them: ....that sounds kinda-...is anyone in your family diagnoised?)

You: ...yes idk how thats related because im perfectly different and quirky and normal!

(Them: one of us one of one of us)

Ypu: NUH UH I DONT WANNA FALSELY SELF DIAGNOSE MYSELF

(Them: keep pointing out things)

You: *denials harder*

But then, you find someine you relate to and youre like:

Ah, the neurospice is taking over

And theyre like like: Nuh Uh wdym (is anyone in your family -) yeah, but idk how thats related---

And the circle of desperate denial continues, but at least you have a friend to share it with