Hey girl, how are u
I'm doing good. Finals are coming up but honestly my mental health isn't all that bad (I'm gonna regret saying that in an hour giver or take lmao)
Hbu? What's up with you?
Also I have tons more wicked fanart. Should I post it?
like??? why is that such an arbitrary opinion to have? like who genuinely would want people to go to hell as a Christian? How hateful can you be?
I genuinely think there was no greater insight into the modern Christian mindset than when the Pope said he very much hoped Hell was empty and he was absolutely hounded by both Catholics and Protestants outraged at the idea of a man who wanted a place of infinite suffering to have nobody in it.
I am not feeling myself rn (chronic illness type shit) sooooo I'm feeling kinda clingy rn :((
I just need a girl to wrap my arms around like a koala (lmfao) and hold them close as I fall back to sleep
She whispers teasing remarks about my touchiness and I just hum back, no shame in my game right now. I'm still in this sleepy haze and I want is her warmth, touch and presence near.
She knows there's not much she can do to help. There's not some many pill to take to make it all better, you often have to endure.
Because of this, I'm inclined to push through and over work myself even if rest is supposedly important. It's hard for me to take breaks when I'm in the zone. I can even be a bit mean when I don't intend to. I'm just so locked in.
But eventually, I can't say no to her. The last thing I want is her to be upset with me. Let alone worry about me like I need to be taken care of. It's a bit embarrassing for me. So i reluctantly put the laptop down and try to rest.
Sleep is hard. It's hard to fall asleep cause my body doesn't really get it the memo at times. But she tells me to just relax, that she knows I'm tired, exhausted, she's not going anywhere. That gently voice in my ears feels like propofol, I'm asleep in just a few minutes when she runs my fingers through my hair.
Everything somehow feels so much better when I'm in her arms. The smell of her shampoo is beautiful. My hand on the dip of the side of her waist. Our legs entangled. And I can't help but whisper "thank yous" and "I love yous"
Me and who
SOMEONE COOKED HERE
Oh god, why did I ever think I was going to end up with a man? Women have everything that men don't. Understanding, a gentle hand, the softness of their lips and their hearts. There is nothing quite like laughing with a girl like you are best friends, thinking of her as if you have been married for decades, holding her like your favorite childhood stuffed animal, and kissing her like you could sustain yourself for the rest of your life simply on the sweetness of your mixed breath. Fingers in her hair, her head on your chest, love in both of your eyes that only the other will ever see. Make her a bracelet, find her a rock, gift her her favorite snack. Freedom in your airy laughter. Certainty in the matching beats of your hearts. You know everything about each other and remember every little detail; you are in love and unwaningly so.
I deadass will say "HUBBA HUBBA" about a butch bro
do yall fuck with loser femmes who are hardly ever serious? do you? do you really?
I WILL reply to your selfies saying ZOO WEE MAMA
I will send you my nudes with a little 'hehehe for you🙂↕️'
I will tell you that I'm dripping wet, then forget I'm meant to be flirting right now and probably send you a photo of my burger that I'm having for tea
you can be flirting with me, telling me the most dirty, wet things and I'd reply "HELLLOOO SUNSHINE oh my god creaming myself holy fuck"
I will flirt using reaction pics (because rarely can words can match the same energy as a shitty drawing of a chatacter going feral)
I will kiss you and call you gay with an eyebrow raised afterwards
my jaw will genuinely drop when you compliment me
real
i love being femme. i love pink scrunchies. i love glittery makeup. i love shiny lipgloss. i love acrylic nails. i love cute mini skirts. i love high heels. i love dresses with ruffles. i love fluffy pillows & blankets. i love hair curlers. i love floral print. i love collecting daisies. i love bubble baths. i love baking. i love bows. i love painting. i love gardening. i love reading romance novels. i love love love being femme.
I would fold INSTANTLY if a butch
would open doors for me
would pull out chairs for me
walk on the outside of the side walk
carry heavy things without having to ask
place a hand on the small of my back
or on my thigh when we're sitting or driving
offer their arm for me when I'm walking in heels or unfamiliar places that make me feel uneasy
hold their coat over my head if we forget the umbrella
like seriously. you got me! I would go home that night kicking my feet and listening to love songs thinking about you. 💀 I love it cause it's literally not a requirement by any means! So when they choose to do it, it's not cause of societal pressure or gender norms, it's truly cause they want!