The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.
The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.
The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".
The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.
The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.
The feeling of waking up.
The feeling you'll never recover.
Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.
having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them
anxiety has taken away all my happiness.
I should've ended it.
I just want to let it all out.
Mental health getting so bad, I'm self sabotaging and ending all of my remaining friendships.
god i want to end it all so bad
the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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