Cvtting Is The Best And Worst Feeling At The Same Time

"I hate physical touch"

I say as I cry because I want to be hugged

Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..

thxs for the tag @2u1c1d4l ^^

This isn't that accurate, but damn at least I'd be somewhat cute if I was a girl >:3

everyone's are actually so cool omg ^^ very Jirai >:3

Tags !!! (I'll be tagging ppl from my alt as well :P)

@t3mzyproreal @koku-stars @lilithdeathbed @insufferablewhore @imsilly0-0silly @the-internet-froggi @sweetvents @fukuzaineb @uokori0 @noodle-bro @ikea-blahaj-art @sw33tl1f3 @cassidy-is-stuck @mrclownguy @t0tally-n0t-l0u @crumbledtoast @bleep-bloo @amilzzx @manon1vacher @justsomeorangepeeler @stinkyg00ber @ranibwsprimklez + anyone who wants !!!!

SORRY IF YOU GUYS FONT WANNA BE TAGGED <333

super cute picrew I found !!

tagging: @warriorsyuri @lesbianneopolitan @failure-girl-fuyu @k1-2-ur-heart @coffee-dere @z0mbie-pawz @toxetta + anyone else who wants to join !! :3

i am such a terrible and disgusting being!! i deserve to have terrible things happen to me!! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

hi! when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!

(Hai, sending this to u bc you're one of the first 10 :3)

uhhhhh uhhh hmmm IDRK WHAT I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF ???

I like that i can write ??? And draw 🧍‍♂️

IM SO SORRY I HAVE NO CLUE >.< but i'll send it to some others >:D

(sorry if you didnt wanna get sent one and you did, dont shoot me pls ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ or do i dont rlly care)

Intro :P

-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic

-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P

I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/

ANYWAY

Enjoy this blog ^^

thhhxxx for the tag ^^

I don't really like animals cause they're dirty as fuck, but maybe a seal ?? Cause there silly and it looks fun to hop around the beach like that :3

Probably my hoodie cause it goes down to my knees (completely covered >:3)

I mean, I'm pale as hell, drink/have a fascination with blood and I would die if a stake was drove into my heart, sooo guess I gotta go with vampire

JIRAI KEI💪 although I do like lolita and cutegore :3 (I don't have much clothes for those styles rn tho💔)

I fucking hate milk.

I fucking hate cereal. (Putting the cereal first though, because it's more logical. If you put milk then cereal, the milk could splash back ONTO YOU🤮🤮)

Probably just drowning someone, or choking. Something to do with the neck because it's very easy to damage the throat (Although I guess js shooting someone in the chest would be easiest :P) ACTUALLY, LMAO, I would wanna slit someone's wrist to death. Tie them down to a chair and slit there wrists till i hit an artery 🤤

anyway, had to much fun with that- TAGS !!! (sorry if tag is unwanted)

@fyodorsushanka @chairlieeatsdirt @raskoln1kovsaxe @gutted-pawz @t0tally-n0t-lou @insufferablewhore @sw33tl1f3 @thatonesillymomfriend @t3mzyproreal @qweirdangels @homaru--akemi @noodle-bro @uniquezombiedestiny @the-internet-froggi @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @gutz-n-glam0ur @lilithdeathbed @imsilly0-0 @2u1c1d4l @koku-stars @projectbungo @saturnmercuryowo @bubblecherry07 + anyone who wants to join !!! (Sorry any moots I forgot)

yk what I'll also do this get to know your mutuals cuz I thought bout it for a bit and I think I have to or I'll explode

get to know your mutuals♡

if you could be any animal which one would you choose to be? (can be fictional) (and you can explain why if you want to)

what would you choose when you're in a hurry and have nothing to wear?

are you a witch, vampire, fairy, dryad, siren or a mermaid and why do you think so?

what is your style?

regular milk or plant based milk?

which one do you put first milk or cereal?

fav way to kill someone? (idgaf if you never thought of it now you have to think of something and make it at least a bit cool I'm begging)

and I'll go first cuz I can

girl I wrote kinda a lot in these answers but I just had to brag about my fav way of killing people🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ and okay maybe it's kinda stupid that I'm also doing this game even tho I made it for others but who cares?

I can't choose but either a phoenix or a wolf cuz the allegory of both of these animals absolutely stole my heart

anything in my wardrobe that looks good (and it's almost always not adequate for the cold weather, I literally can wear a mini skirt when it's like 2°C outside and there are times when I am wearing a mini skirt and a crop top when it is 0°C and even when it was -3°C I don't care)

something in between vampire and a dryad cuz I feel like I would be a good vampire I don't know how to describe it but I just know and that's it and also a dryad cuz when I think of them they give me rather a messy and chaotic vibe which is def how I act and overall express myself so I'd say that I'm sometimes both sometimes one and sometimes the other

I'm goth so my style is overall gothic and / or cunty

regular but only 1,5% fat

CEREAL

sooo this is my fav way, first - pepper spray in the face so they can't see and therefore they can't run away, second - start scratching their legs with a pocket knife as hard as possible and try to find an aorta and cut there (making it even harder to run away), third - stick the same knife into all of their fingers (why not), fourth - knock out their teeth with a knuckle duster and finally - when they open their mouth trying to catch a breath from the blood and saliva running into their throat pour fluoroantimonic acid into their mouth and it's done! and I'll add that fluoroantimonic acid is called the most corrosive acid in the world ans if it touches the skin it causes huge damage and if poured into someones throat it'll burn the insides and kill. I think I'm really creative cuz I came up with this when I was writing one of my books and now I'm obsessed

tags: @n1eprzytomnadesperacja @niketas-s @r4tkisses @dawkacynizmu @gothicm0rph @slowacki006

and with question 7 rn I'm mostly thinking about one bbg ( @dawkacynizmu I'm looking at you ) cuz a bit after I came up with this question I thought that you might have an interesting answer

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

I love strawberry switchblade :3

This song makes me feel very upset but very happy ♡♡♡

well fine then

*cuts a suspiciously me-shaped hole on the side of the box*

two can play this game

-🩷❤️‍🩹

NOOOOOO 💔💔💔

there's now a suspiciously 🩷❤️‍🩹 shaped hole in the side of my box 💔