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BPD : big penis disorder

ASPD : awesome superb penis disorder

NPD : nice penis disorder

HPD : heavy penis disorder

i wanna get worse, I've grown to hate being aware of everything. Please Let my delusions wash over me again and make me see the "make-believe", it's the only way I've ever known. It's a way to make it through the days without shame or guilt. let me believe in my dearest darling for a while more, let this love that I feel never end or die. let the home I finally found be true and by God let me finally feel at peace even if it's only for a small moment

yessss I love winter and we can wear long sleeves without any problem

winter is the best season to be a jirai

i feel like the "jirai lifestyle" is more like a "jirai mentality" cuz its not really like a full on lifestyle n more like a mindset somewhat

filter: kms

filter: sh vape drink od starve rot

filter: die

I’ve been alone before, but being alone again still hurts.

“Jirai Kei is dying” thank god now all the posers are gonna start selling their shit for lower prices on Vinted because it’s “less desirable”

Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..

I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^

But here it is now :3

Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d

I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((

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Js some cat scratches :3

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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*´～｀*)

Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P

Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((

At least the blood is yummerssss >////<

Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest back💔

WAHHH I NEED MORE ATTENTIONNN, SOOOO PLPSLPLSPLS FOLLOW ME ON PINTEREST 🥺👉👈

૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა

I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone *rocking back and forth, chanting this and gripping my hair*

jirai media recommendations (feel free 2 suggest more)

some r still ongoing btw

-Young Adult Matters

movie (2021)

tw: sh, substance abuse, bullying, violence, gore, prostitution, death, sa, homelessness, sexual content, abuse, profanity, unwanted pregnancy (prob more im forgetting)

-Tomorrow I’m gonna be someone’s girlfriend

manga (2019-2024) and tv show (2022-2023)

tw: sh, profanity, sexual content, violence, substance abuse (again prob more im forgetting)

-Kairiki Bear

musician

song suggestions: darling dance, bug, failure girl, villain

-Isana

musician

song suggestions: Menhera Janai Mon!, Loved Smoothie

-Sensitive Boy

manga (2022-2024)

tw: sexual themes, sa, sh, violence (prob more i still need 2 read it ngl)

-Sentimental Death Loop

video game (2023)

tw: death, partial nudity, sexual themes, profanity, sh, suicide, violence, gore,

-Needy Streamer Overload

game (2022)

tw: sh, sexual themes, violence, substance abuse, blood, profanity, death, cults, vomiting (prob more that im forgetting)

-Strawberry Painkiller

musician

song suggestions: Bloodsucking Dreams, Grave Skull, Thousand Knives, Sugar Truth, Pharmakeia

-Candye Syrup

musician

song suggestions: idol of death, sweet suicide, C♡S.I.S

-Hookah Haze

game (2024)

tw: death, terminal illness, stalking, substance abuse (its just hookah im pretty sure but still gonna include the warning lmao)

-Magical Girl Site

anime (2018) and manga (2014-2019)

tw: bullying, violence, suicide, abuse, blood (prob more i havent finished it)

feel free 2 suggest more! out of all of these i suggest young adult matters, kairiki bear, nso, and strawberry painkiller the most!

Literally same and never stood a chance...

Finally talking to my crush practically everything single day!!! (⺣◡⺣)♡

However, I just so happen to be ugly and annoying so I don’t have a chance <3

Sigh.. the way the world works…

Do you prefer cats or dogs?

i love cats !! i actually have 2 pet cats hehe :3

eek my blouse arrived nd i love it so much !! its so cute nd looks so much better in person omgomg

my p chan hot water bottle !! just some felt nd fabric glue cuz i suck at sewing !!!!!!!!

guess who customised her hot water bottle to look like p chan !!! :3 if anyone wants to see lmk !!

my head hurts SO FUCKING BADDDD I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIEEE

who wants me ?? /j

guys why tf is #jiraiblr trending..

goodnight everyone !! remember i need lots of attention ! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧

You seem cool so let’s be friends in an awkward parasocial way

-ice

eek yes !! thats the best way ofc !! :333

replaying nso for the billionth time !! :3333 (its actually an addiction)