Me When My Blades Are Dull So To Keep Myself Sane I Have To Look At Shblr Until I Can Get Some New Ones

don’t come into my life just to leave. i will slit my throat.

I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^

But here it is now :3

Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d

I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((

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Js some cat scratches :3

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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*´～｀*)

Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P

Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((

At least the blood is yummerssss >////<

Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest back💔

FUCK YAEAHHHH MOONYYY !!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

MOOOONYYYY HAIIII

I want to slitttt their throaatssss, it's not FAAIRRRRR, HOW COME THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER AND IM ALL SAD AND PATHETIC AND ALONE !!!!!

I was imagining the perfect partner in class again >////< Im going to try to get in classes without all of my current 'friends' because i just neeeeed to meet other people and find a partner whos js so nice >////<

AHH I LOVE WHEN SHE SENDS PICTURES AND VIDEOS OF HERSELF, SHES SO FUCKING PRETTY IT MAKES ME WANNA KMSSS, AHHHH MWWAHHHH <3333

Every time i say I want to go home I don't mean the place that I live in. I mean a warm and welcoming place that wouldn't shame me for my feelings, it isn't the place in which I live right now, or anywhere where I used to live because none of them were warm and welcoming for me. I have no attachment to the place where I live/used to live in, quite the opposite, actually, I daydream about moving out every single day.

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

This is me to all my mutuals:

Having no friends isn't cute or mysterious, it fucking sucks. Imagine not texting anyone, not going to school, maybe even going to the store. You have no one except your close family. And they hate you too.

Idk what I did but I lost around 2kg

I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO AND NOW MY HEARTS MESSING UP AGAIIINN, WAHHHH I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITALLL💔💔💔

(I'm at 42.9kg🤤 I was up to 44.1kg or smth. I wasn't actively trying to loose weight though, its just randomly started to drop :000)