Professor McGonagall

i’m falling so hard for this boy i wanna scream

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

I hope you're haunted by the ghosts of what could be

because god knows they wont leave my tired young heart

welcome to finals week… main goal? focus and do your best, it’s you against the world.

hi yes I'd like to order a fucking break for the next million years please. thankyou.

the entire point of life is to be silly, kind, and really weird btw.

i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

the plane