Is It Okay To Want To Die?
Is it okay to want to die?
I’ve fucked up enough, it only seems fair
I don’t want to hurt anyone I love anymore
I thought I was doing okay
I thought things were okay
My mind makes it feel like everything is fine even when it’s obvious that things aren’t
I struggle so much with trying to survive
I focus too much on what makes me happy because keeping me happy keeps me here
But doing that hurts the ones I love
I neglect them
I hurt them
Over
And over again
I don’t want to do it anymore
I don’t want to hurt them
I don’t want to hurt me
If I die I won’t hurt them
I’ll only hurt them once more
One final time
And then it’ll be over and I’ll never hurt them again
It’s becoming a more welcoming thought
A thought I wish to indulge
Make it reality
But I’m afraid
I’m a fucking coward
Is it okay to want to die if it means I won’t hurt them anymore?
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