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Sys Mates Draw themselves

Number 1, Phoenix

Phoenix is a 31 year old catcrowic unlabeled person who uses He/Crow Pronouns and is dating a headmate named Petra Cain. He is a rehabilitated Persecutor, and while he may have his bad days he is amazing ♡ -Cordelia

[Text: This system is primarily male/male aligned.]

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If I have to drink out of a baby bottle you bet your ass I'm gonna suck that thing like I'm getting it straight from the cows teet mother fucker.

-Phoenix

We usually say everything pre-realization is the hosts memories but the reality is that we can actually pin point certain memories and name who lived them. Before we knew we were a system fictives still experienced source memories, and when we were waaay younger we literally talked about having a 'sister in my head'

My point here is that this is true, the disorder does not form when you realize you have it

As a reminder:

We were not fully aware of being a system until around 2015-2016. I was around 19 years old (I think). And that’s absolutely valid - this disorder is made to be covert.

But becoming aware of your system =\= it forming. Your system forms from childhood trauma. Becoming aware of it later in life doesn’t erase the other aspects of OSDDID, such as the dissociative amnesia and impact OSDDID has on your identity.

sys members draw themselves or whatever. Sup. 🐷

Thinking about c!dream aging strangely because of healing potion abuse anyone else on my wave. when your organs all fused together wrong but at least youre greying later

System Blinkies!!!

One thing I truly love about being an Entomology nerd, is nobody can ever get reasonably mad at me for not knowing what a bug is! There’s no way I can reasonably know every single bug in the world, that’s just not feasible!

And even better- that ALSO means I get to spend the REST OF MY LIFE learning about bugs! I get the joy of learning about new ones all the time, forever! It’s so awesome!! It also ALSO means I can easily divert my punk desire to better the world into insect conservation, which is super important for the earths continued existence!! And caring about little critters that most people find disgusting is frankly SUPER punk! I fucking love bugs!

I was scrolling through Instagram, looking for some silly memes to post in my story. So, since I love bugs, the algorithm thought it would be a good idea to recommend me a video of some dickhead spraying a small nest of paper wasps with insulation foam just for some internet fame. I am just sitting here asking myself, "How can someone be so cruel to other living creatures?"

Look, I do pest control myself (I kill spotted lanternflies, spray for ants if they are infesting the house, etc.), but I would never go out of my way to purposely torture a living creature. What the man was doing was not for pest control, he was going out of his way to be cruel just to create a shitty meme.

I can understand having phobias, and I respect that, but if you go out of your way to torture a living creature, especially for some stupid Tik Tok or whatever, then you are an asshole.

End of rant

I'm terrified of my family finding out I'm a system now that i know i dont want to be diagnosed. Diagnosis would prevent me from transitioning and ruin a lot in my life. But ive already been too honest, and I've even been medically recognized as a system. It's terrifying and I don't know what to do