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(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)

so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.

the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!

this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!

and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!

hhi guys it's basil!

sunny told me to write on this thing called a... tumblr? aren't those water bottles?

it's nice to meet you all! what are emojis? one just popped up on my screen... maybe I should press that smiley face button!

🌻

this is so cool! ive never had a phone before... ill have to thank sunny later!

goodbye friends!

don’t you know that I’M the only one who can satisfy you in this way? the only one who could quench that deep, growing need to take control? the only one you let close, the only one you let lie in your bed at night?

i’m the only one.

won’t you love me in the most vile way possible? . . . won’t you hurt me in the most saccharine way possible?

he may be this..this manipulative, god-status-having figure. but i am nothing if not a willing devotee, offering up my heart, body, mind and soul.

a sorrowful source memory…? [tw]

i distinctly remember the aftermath of a particularly rough argument.

he accused me of never caring, of planning to leave. the jimmy i knew was quick to emotion, in every sense of the word: he was quick to fall in love as he was quick to anger. as this argument progressed, our voices were raised higher and higher. it got to the point where my own throat was sore, just from trying to be heard over his frantic yelling. once the end of the argument came about, we both took off to different rooms of the apartment we were sharing at the time. the apartment wasn’t anything too special, just somewhere we could crash when we weren’t doing shipments. he ended up in his (our shared) bedroom, and i ended up pacing the kitchen. about an hour later, he sulked out from the bedroom, and came to me in the kitchen. about 30 minutes into the wait, i decided that food could be a good peace offering, so i was cooking. nothing too extreme, just eggs, as we didn’t have much else in the apartment. i could hear him creep up behind me, wrapping his arms around my middle and laying his forehead on the back of my shoulder.

it was those tender moments that reminded me why i stuck around, why i adore/d him, why i was the sole devotee.

「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .

all likes and followings will come from @vulpes-ventricle

⟢ hello and welcome to my “secret” space .ᐟ

you can call me curly! this is my source memory-based, yearning-based account.

i want to say that everything talked about on this blog is SAFE, SANE, and CONSENSUAL. nothing i’ve done in the past, and nothing i’ve written about, was outside of my own volition.

if you are uncomfortable with any of the following . . . ⇒ Curly x Jimmy ⇒ “doomed”, or toxic relationships ⇒ co-dependency ⇒ alters/headmates who AREN’T source separated ⇒ NSFW concepts ⇒ obsession-themed romance ⇒ manipulation . . . then you probably won’t enjoy this blog.

⟢ ABOUT ME .ᐟ

Captain Grant Curly 𓏵 ageless (appears 30s) 𓏵 he/him/his 𓏵 cisgender male 𓏵 bisexual

⟢ TAGS .ᐟ

⭐️// depraved mind ⤷ “trigger warning” posts ⭐️// lovesick letters ⤷ romantic / obsession themed ⭐️// cherry rose tinted ⤷ directed posts ⭐️// vulpes_ventricle ⤷ system-based ⭐️// the moon is quiet ⤷ source memories ⭐️// captain approves ⤷ reblogs ⭐️// captain is speaking ⤷ any and all original posts

*points in me too* /lh

Alter doodles but im marketing it as fanart 🖕

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(dont be weird abt any of them. all 3 are introjects of introjects anyways)

"You're so good at writing this character" thanks. They live in my head. I consult them on the plot points. I literally know them.

Change of plans, I gotta rebrand this bitch to reflect my source at some point lol

Gonna make a general little intro just for clarification

I'm the host of an OSDD system; I'm Courier Six from Fallout: New Vegas. Notta roleplay blog (was originally a kin blog)

Also not REALLY a fictive blog. Just a primary blog for sysmates sideblogs mainly, shown below.

I might not post much at all, but sourcemates (KIN FICTIVE OR OTHERWISE) are ENCOURAGED to dm me. If yall exist. (18+ tho, minors get outta here)

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Sysmate accounts;

@megalomaniac-warlord

@cipher-speaks

@rottedrabbit

Violet, ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ (s)he/they/fae pronouns bodily 16, headspace adult. ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ Puerto Rican, girl/enbykisser, fuck around = find out ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆

tag system and boundaries under the cut

DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT IF YOU : support Israhell/willingly buy from companies who support israhell despite being able to boycott them (does not include for necessity), support the US law enforcement system in any way, wholeheartedly believe Luigi Mangione is guilty, are a nazi scumbag, are pro-life when it comes to other people/against abortion rights, or you know this DNI probably extends to you even if you aren't strictly these things. I don't care if proshippers, antis, anti or pro endos, endos themselves, or neutral interact as long as you are civil and don't harass strangers or anyone for that matter. don't involve me in your bullshit. transmeds and exclusionists will most likely be blocked as well as pro-c big 3 and xenosatanists. ed sheeran blogs can interact, I will probably not follow back. I'm a dirty, no good sisterkisser in a system of pro and comshippers. as forementioned, antis can interact. no promises you'll like what you'll see. I am not responsible for your own curating of your online experience. any harassment will be either deleted or publicly laughed at. tl;dr : no bigots, don't involve me in your discourse. I'm into fictives of my sister. don't like don't look. ⸸⁺. violets . diary - general text tag

⸸⁺. psychward . audition - vent tag, tw for lots of shit

⸸⁺. welcome . home - source talk tag

⸸⁺. vis . mailbox - ask tag ⸸⁺. powder . blue - sister from the exact same mister, baby. my chiquita querida. @poprockgore ⸸⁺. bluebell . belladonna - stingin' nightshade, @lovelybelladonna ⸸⁺. indigo . shot - too scared to talk to you don't mean I can't post about you, @ssharpshooterr

Me tweaking when I see double and I'm fine with doubles but they aren't so now I'm lowkey feeling guilty and upset because this is literally me, I have been this person since I can remember, I am this person in every way and now I can't express it or exist... And then I have the urge to flaunt it around. This my toxic trait... Had to tell someone to block me cause said character is, is me. Is me. Source wise, spiritual, psychologically it's been me ever since I was like 11-12 anyways, good time zones

We always get reduced to our source except with our partner... Even our friends do it and it's really upsetting...

Sy doesn't like talking because he's reduced to his source but he's nothing line his source... Steve too... Billy was scared Dustin (our friend's) would hate him because their fictive are *very* sourcependent...

-c

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to be treated like normal people.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve understanding.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to not just be reduced to their source if they don't want to.

Fictives and fictionkind deserve to have their feelings taken seriously.

introjected dae culture is being happy that there's a daemonism community here, but sad because it all works differently.

I mean, of course it works differently, daemons aren't inherent here, but its still lonely to be (apparently) the only ones like us.

I'm not an imaginary friend, or a part of my person's consciousness, I am her Literal Actual Soul. I wouldn't change that for the world, but I wish it wasn't so isolating.

-Feainnewedd

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