Hey Look, Me Mentioned!!!!!!!! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ Giggles

Tyrants face perfectly sums up my existence

YAHAHAHAHHA FINALLY

I gave up on the background because the attempt at shading already absolutely cost me my soul BUT

HIMMEL. POST B2W2 HIMMEL LOOKING FOR TYRANT....

FEATURING TYRANT !!!!

How about Father's day

Happy Mother's day to all the mothers out there, and me also

Should I redesign the moon guardian oc I made to match

PERSONA ART DUMP

Because my username actually has an explanation for existing ueueuaheuahfu

Mmm

Mmmmm personal art....

Wowah!!

Most of these are a year or two old.... but my silly dude didn't really change design-wise so like ... nvm if like 2 of these are kinda vent-ish I love my silly guy sm

Yay!

More of my absolute beloveds

Them but older!!! Also Faller's universe/the universe Himmel is in from the start of BW1 to the start of B2W2 has a bit more lore now

In Faller's universe , team plasma seriously follows the goal of helping pokemon and securing better lives for them . Which in this interpretation translates to N was never adopted and manipulated by Ghetsis ... so essentially Himmel kind of very kind of takes N's role in that world .

Himmel is picked up and practically adopted into that universe's team plasma because they've got literally nowhere to go are severely disoriented by the sudden change of worlds . Because of their capabilities as a trainer , Himmel is given Genesect as a partner pokemon and is sent out to find the legendary dragons (more in hopes of that them accepting Himmel as their trainer & therefore standing for that team plasma's goals would be impactful enough for more people in Unova to actually listen to them) . Himmel never actually has Zekrom & Reshiram on the team that he uses for battles , but they always have their pokeballs with them just in case .

The shinies are simply because I think they're really cool ...

Himmel does get sent back to their own universe by B2W2 !! This again confuses them and the fact that her universe's team plasma is evil is very saddening to her .

The suddenly bird enthusiast guy ...

Faller isn't actually in Unova during the events of B2W2 , so this is more his post B2W2 design but anyways ..

Faller isn't actually aware of why he leaves to look for N after BW1 . He doesn't know that it's Himmel's lingering influence .. so he explains it to himself by saying he just wants to give Reshiram to N , because he doesn't see himself fit to have a legendary as his pokemon .

He only comes back to Unova about a year or so after B2W2 .... and he does get to give Reshiram to N !!!

Very funny meme

Through the whole Faller being snatched from his universe to completely take Himmel's role in their universe , they eventually formed some weird connection .

When Himmel meets someone Faller got to know on his journey in Unova , she feels a weird sort of familiarity . Like they should know these people , or have at some point but also simply don't . Faller , while going through through whole BW1 story , occasionally did things and acted in ways that weren't actually him . It was more so him being pushed into doing what Himmel would have done had they been there , and feeling the things they would've felt . Parts of their memories are blurred together . In some way , they've partially become one person in their existence .

Tedtalk OVER

What's it with family and buying bootlegs

My dad bought me a bootleg sakura miku noodle stopper once lmao

HELP MY AUNT ACCIDENTALLY BOUGHT ONE OF THOSE BOOTLEG CHANCE PLUSHIES (added, after I already bought the official one) AFTER I TOLD HER ABOUT MY FORSAKEN ADDICTION AND I AM LOSING IT

when you have to make a new account because you had to factory reset your phone... Because it wouldn't take ur fuckass pin... And now half your passwords and accounts are missing and your WhatsApp hasn't backup'ed since LAST YEAR MAY.. help.

SIIIIIIGH

#1 Rosen fan to this day (trust!!)

The girls are fighting ! 🎀 (impulsive.... I have ALWAYS wanted to draw them fighting it is an urge I've had for ages now)

GAH.... NO MORE HAPPY ROSEPH!!!!!! LETTING THEM BE THE EMOS THEY PROBABLY WOULD BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let them listen to My Chemical Romance and whatnot 😔😔

"Life or bath for dry cat" ahh Roseph

They make me SICK!!! Queerplatonic MORONS!!!!!!!! Cries and sobs in a corner miserably

Yayaya idiot ..... I've gotten better at not drawing him every 5 seconds of my life I guess 💔💔 Rosen brainrot is real 💔💔💔💔

Oh my goodness I very much have to elaborate on their relationship

I have decided to give myself the freedom of letting them be even more messed up because I have been having the immense urge to do so since the beginning but I wasn't confident enough for it

THESE TWO.... pls ignore if I'm less intricate or something here I feel like this loredump is gonna be more messy in a way??

Fridolin is SEVERELY dependent on Zinzolin. Like, to an obviously unhealthy degree. Zinzolin picked him up when he was at his worst, taught him to blame himself for all the shit that happened to him under the guise of helping him improve himself and his whole 'sage-in-training- status. Zinzolin and the work he gives Fridolin lets Fridolin feel a sense of purpose and in some way makes him feel like he's redeeming himself from his past actions (which were totally all his fault definitely). Fridolin essentially develops a borderline obsession with Zinzolin.

Zinzolin could not care LESS about Fridolin.... like, seriously, that's just another dude who conveniently got very attached to him and would protect him with his life. Except there is this weird sense of pride there, also. Zinzolin doesn't like it because it's already too much of an attachment in his eyes, but he is proud of Fridolin's achievements. Fridolin is after all very much his mentee, and seeing him actually succeeding and even excelling at his duties makes him feel proud. Something which Zinzolin likes even less is that there is an odd sense of care he feels for Fridolin, at least eventually he does.

There's definitely a mutual care between the two even if Zinzolin doesn't like acknowledging it. That care is however very twisted and messed up!

It's a horrible little mix of borderline romantic, purely manipulative, desperation to get over someone else from both sides and an odd platonic appreciation.

Zinzolin tries hard to keep their relationship purely work-based but he fails miserably at it.. There is never anything explicitly romantic between them. Zinzolin wouldn't let it get to that point. (Bear with me here I really can't describe this the same way I tried my best to do with the other lore dumps)

The distancing really doesn't work. It's a constant "only once, only this small thing" which just ends with things happening again and again. Like I mentioned before they are not explicitly romantic and there's boundaries that are never crossed but it's smaller stuff that happens over and over again which has this borderline romantic undertone (I'm doing my best here to word this).

Only image I have of one example... like Fridolin being allowed to sit on Zinzolin's desk. That's a thing. Fridolin sees this as one of his greatest accomplishments, that is his spot and he has it because Zinzolin at the very least tolerates him. It makes him feel validated. Zinzolin keeps telling himself that it's, well, a one time thing! That it's just for fun, to see and maybe internally laugh at how giddy Fridolin gets over it. It's not. Not entirely anyways. Partially it's also because he does enjoy Fridolin's company.

They rely on each other to cope with the fact that they're trying to get over someone else.. Fridolin sees his entire past way of living as wrong, that includes his relationship. He blames himself for getting distracted, and considers the reason for his distraction to be his ex.. who he never officially broke up with but that's just a fun fact. Zinzolin is trying to distract himself from his weird feelings for Ghetsis which he wishes didn't exist. They use their bond with each other as a means of coping with this.

Fun image depicting Fridolin debating if he could style his hair to look like whatever Ghetsis has going on and whether that would get his boss to love him or not...

They are. Incredibly messed up. Both of them. And they both grow dependent on each other to each different degrees. I really can't get myself to explain this in a more organized and thorough way this will just have to do.. but yay!!! Giving myself the freedom to let them be like this!!!!!!!

FRIDOLIN LORE RUNDOWN except it's not necessarily fleshed out yet and a lot of it still very " for plot reasons this happens " I think ( also forgive my terrible comma placing skills )

HAPPY FRIDOLIN !

Fridolin never joined team plasma , he was essentially raised with team plasma as part of his life . He's the grandson of one of the seven sages ( Bronius ) and never had any chance or reason to leave team plasma .

Of course he wasn't an active working member up until he was around 15 ( He's around 17 during the events of bw ) , though he was allowed to tag along with his parents to e.g. speeches by Ghetsis and whatnot .

Despite having been raised with it , Fridolin never cared much for team plasma's plans . He believes in their ideals , very much so , but the working aspect of it all never appealed to him . Throughout his time as a regular grunt most of his work assignments were to tag along with any of the sages and act as a sort of makeshift bodyguard for them , he never liked that . A lot of the time Fridolin would use his " authority " ( the excuse that he can do anything because of his ancestry ) to avoid work , sneaking off with his partner to do whatever , and avoid being told on by his coworkers . He was able to get away with this both because of his incredible skills as convincing his grandfather to excuse this " singular mishap " ( sobbing until he got his way ) or simply because it went unnoticed due to lack of reports .

He isn't exactly of much significance to the canon bw story , since he'd be mostly goofing off during all of it . During the " end " of bw's story , Fridolin is just scurrying to evade capture seeing as his parents ditched without him , and his grandfather is obviously with the other sages still . At some point throughout this , his first and partner pokemon , Reuniclus / Squishy is fatally wounded ! Meanwhile Fridolin , with the panic and chaos going on in his brain , manages to run himself straight into some fire type pokemon's attack . ( This is kinda very much some " for plot reasons " stuff until I figure it out properly )

He ends up with a group of other grunts , sticking with them and then , eventually , joining team neo plasma , because he seeks the comfort and stability of his old life .

I exaggerated when I wrote that he ran straight into that attack maybe ..

His time in team neo plasma is when he really gets indoctrinated with their goals and beliefs , or at least when this indoctrination starts translating into actual devotion to his job . He gets tossed right back into his old work , except this time more exclusively , as a " bodyguard " type thing for Z i n z o l i n .

Silly image

This time around even more vulnerable to manipulation , Fridolin quickly falls into the belief that things would've gone better for him during the fall of the initial team plasma if he'd " just done his job right " . His job as in being present to support the sages .

Fridolin basically forces himself into focusing entirely on his job and his " obligations to team plasma " . He feels he has to make up for all his negligence in the past , believing anything he used to do , or the people he was close to , to be a distraction .

Fridolin is put into somewhat of a position of authority , or at least that's the pretend of it all , he has the authority but he was pretty much only given his position to put more pressure on him and therefore heighten his wish for good performance . ( Is this too much inspired by N ?? ) His rank isn't much more than , like I mentioned , personal bodyguard , but in front of him it's put on a pedestal and made out to be a position in which he has to perform perfectly , unless he wants everything to crumble and fail .

All his joy and whimsy gone !

I have yet to even try and figure out what's up with post b2w2 Fridolin , since I'm still trying to properly work out all of his established lore and whatnot , but I'll get there eventually !! Wrote this impulsively with an unethical lack of sleep , nvm spelling mistakes or anything like that . 😿😿😿

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