Oh to be a hopeless romantic in an unrequited love
11.03.2021
Hii Tumblr People! Last night was full of emotions for me. The person I love is not well and it worries me to the core. I've been trying my best to be with him and I'll continue to do so. However, I really wish he gets better quickly. It makes me sick when he is sick too. His jacket is the only thing that gives me comfort when I feel sick like this.
Besides that, I've had online classes and I'm trying my best to catch up with my revisions. Fun fact about me: I do accounting.
Paradise Lost, 1873, by Gustave Dorรฉ
Maybe I want to disappear because feeling invisible hurts more than actually being gone.
I am chaos,
I am cursed,
I bring destruction to the table,
I ruin everything,
Everything that I have ever touched,
Everything that I have ever felt,
Everything...that I have ever loved.
I love him in a way,
Inexplicable by my soul.
I love him in a way,
That can only be felt.
I love him in a way,
Where peace and chaos coexist.
And because itโs been a while, here a second one !
"It's my only power.
Finding you." - Mason Hewitt
"Heartless." ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ญ๐ง created by Jeff Davis, season 6, episode 7, MTV, 2016
I've become very silent lately. I keep telling myself that it's because I need some time alone or that I'm finally at peace with my loneliness.
But, somewhere, I feel like it's because I'm tired. I'm tired of speaking up everytime without being understood so I choose to keep everything inside.
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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