Despite Everything, I Still Care.

She’s… letting me design the angel.

I mean the design part isn’t the problem.

Most of my old OCs are angels anyway. Not sure what that says about me, I’m a little confused these days.

The hard part is going to be drawing it while I still feel my wings…

It’ll just feel wrong…

music makes life not feel like nails on a chalkboard

I'm sorry for all of that.

It's okay to crash out though.

You deserve to let the feelings out.

the wings and horns hurt so bad someone please distract me from this feeling

I have yet again been encouraged to stay out of the public eye and keep to myself at school.

If you think it's best, I can go.

I won't be mad.

I’m going for a walk again just like the one I went on in the winter

I’m not sure how long I’ll be gone or when I’ll get back.

All I know is sitting here doing nothing isn’t helping me at all.

Maybe music will fix me. There’s nowhere to go but up, I guess.

Oh no not again why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

Nope nope nope nope nope nope

Yes, we used to be friends

NO, I am not getting with you no matter what you threaten, D

What makes you think I'd let myself make a mistake like that again?

You can go dig yourself that hole, I'm done listening.

I know what I want, and it's NOT a fake angel who wants me to abandon my friends for her.

You can go fuck off now, D

I'll rephrase it. Don't keep me around if it won't genuinely make you happy