Day 65, 66, 67 (25, 26, 27 march)
-- life goes, just goessss, ive been mentally unwell, spending hours in washroom crying with rage . I have decided not to live for more than a year probably next year one day after my birthday I'll die
Restarting my life has never been better, I am starting fresh with good people. Life is good, it's worth it.
Today -
I did get good number of things done at work, still some are pending, need to complete them too!!. Weather was amazing and i was in absolute love with it. I need to schedule a meet with my manager probably next week and discuss my progress, it'll help me put thing in perspective.
I'll move to America in a year and live that american dream life. Its a promise to me from me β€οΈ
Gurll Blogging - Tristina Autumn π
Day 15 - 03/02/25
1. Office work
2. Git - full course
Well monday, i think i did my stuff and OH MY FUCKING GOD , I GOT A PROMOTION....WHAAAAAAAT!!!! I GOT A PROMOTION GUYS!!!! My pay increased, my job grade increased, i am like WHAAAAAAAT. i said ky family and friend....heheehehehejejeejeje. anyway... That was it
Day 2 - 22/4/25 (tuesday)
Am i stupid, is a question i M asking every fucking day. I NEED TO RESOLVE THAT ISSUE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE I NEED TO HELP MYSELF, WHY IS IT NOT WORKING , JUST WHYYYYYYYYY
Anyway,
I did company work - the volunteer work too, which i had to do
I came home attended meeting
Still was debugging, need to finish the work book, manager said let's see it tmr. Okay!!!
Anyway i am writing a oisuga fic and its almost done heheheheeh.
Day 59,60,61,62,63 (19/03/25 - 23/03/25)
I do work, but issues, lots of it, i am not feminist i say i am, i have lots and lots of issue for me to resovle
Day 73 2/4/25 (wednesday)
1. Company work (5:30 pm)
Well, i really need to work on my self esteem issue. Just cause my manager didn't ask me what i am working on, doesnt mean i am slow at it. I need to get my things together and focus!!
2. Signals and systems - 10 videos
I couldn't get started, but i should
3. Engineering mathematics - Linear algebra
I paid for the course, but yet to start
4. C programming - 20 videos
I did 10 videos
5. DIP chapter 1
3 pages are left
6. Exercise (walk, dance, stretch,breathe)
I DID!!! ALL OF THEM
7. Bath
Yup!
8. Skin care/hair care
Yup!!
9. Sleep by 9 pm
Lol, i slept at 11 pm
Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn π
Day 9 - 28/01/25
Ubuntu - 5 hours series ( before going to work)
At work - Test case Documentation ( leave office sharp at 5 pm)
2 Meetings
Day to day activities
Oh god, test case documentation is not fucking moving !!!!!!
Arghhhh
Anyway, another meetup i had with my manager... He said keep up the good work
Tristina Autumn Blogs - Productivity days
I am restarting my goal for this year from scratch. I feel this will give me a fresh start and a fresh goal to work with.
Semester 1 - 8/4/25 10 am - 8/10/25
Goal 1 - To be a better engineer ( To work as though i am planning to get into the phD program at MIT in my domain )
-- Expertise in the domain i am working in
-- Expertise in subjects i studied in my master
-- Expertise in subjects i studied in bachelor's
-- Expertise in SOLID programming
-- Publish at least 2 papers
-- At least apply for 2 patents
-- Expertise in engineering mathematics
Goal 2 - To have better physical health
-- To go to the park every weekend (Friday | Saturday | Sunday) -- 6 am to 8 am
-- To do a 30 mins walk in the park (morning)
-- To have a dance session for 15 mins (m)
-- To stretch for 15 mins (m)
-- To do strength training for 15 mins (m)
-- To breathe for 15 mins (m)
-- Walk 10 mins (n)
-- Dance 10 mins (n)
-- Stretch 10 mins (before sleep)
-- Sleep 6 hours compulsory (9 am to 3 am)
3. To have a better mental health
-- Teraphy session twice a week 1 hour
---- wednesday - 8 pm to 9 pm
---- Saturday - 8 pm to 9 pm
-- meditation everyday night (9 pm to 10 pm)
4. Learn ukulele | join knife painting class learn it
5. Learn skateboard
6. Adopt a cat
7. Visit south korea
Day 30 - 18/02/25
Everything was going fine, idk why i hate myself so much, porn, lateeeee night pushing, ruining the next day ... Why am i like this ?
Me making an online transaction and hoping my bank account has enough money for itπ€£π€£πππ
25 | she/her | asexual | INFP-T | I wanna live in america and make my dream of becoming rich and a successful engineer come true π
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