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a/n- bbg chuuya is on his way i promise
marina and the ada (pt 1)
cw - implied p*edophilia (by mori) in yosano’s
kunikida
“all my life, i’ve been fighting for what i believe”
a man so utterly obsessed with his ideals
but the world won’t ever align with them
he can’t help but feel that his ideal world is only make believe. he can’t help but feel that that the only why to truly live in a world of his ideals is the world in his dreams.
ranpo
“if you are not very careful, your possessions will posses you. tv taught me how to feel; now real life has no appeal”
he is the world’s greatest detective. he has the world’s greatest mind. and he knows it.
he spent all his life thinking that everyone was just as smart as he is. but he was wrong.
now, he has to stop himself every time. what he thinks is obvious cannot be said. that is what he was taught.
and when one is constantly trying to mask their true self, depression is inevitable.
yosano
“why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap?”
she never had the chance to be a little girl. she had to learn to fight back.
when she worked as a nurse in the war, she had to be smart. she had to be snarky to deal with his advances.
and so, that’s how she grew up: a snarky, smart, serious girl.
on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.
he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.
that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.
but then he meets you.
you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.
please.. just tell him it's okay..
RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!
the mask goes on the minute other people look.
make eye contact. too much, look away. now smile and nod. stop bouncing your leg. make them like you.
those are his thoughts. because too many people have called him weird. too many people have pointed and laughed. too many people made fun of him for just being himself.
oh, but you..
you remind him it's okay to unmask. you smile, listening to him ramble about his interests. you could listen for hours and never get bored.
when you notice his discomfort in a crowd. when you help him communicate when he's too overwhelmed to talk.
with you, the ribbon that holds the mask together comes undone. with you, his mask falls to the ground.
POE, RANPO, dazai, GIYUU, kenma, l lawliet, near, WANDERER, AL HATHIAM, kaveh, LYNEY, and any of your autistic favorites!