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The World of Black & White thinking.
The World of a person with Borderline.
No grey. No purple, nor blue or Red.
Its just Black or White. Liking or disliking, loving or hating.
Perhaps, i call you my light. Oh, The love i feel for my light can feel so beautiful and warm. Go on, cheat, hurt me, break my heart. As lang as you are my light, i dont care. Just make me feel loved and cared for. I will do anything for you.
No matter how selfdestructive i will end up, oh i love you.
But if The light dies, and youre just a Black hole.. oh, i hate you. So much it hurts. I remember everything you did wrong and now i use it against you.
But what about tomorrow? Will you be my light again?
God, I wanna love someone so bad.
I wanna give them all of my time.
Text them during every single minute i can steal.
Cuddle them to sleep,
Caress their face,
Stroke trough their hair,
Binge-watching with them..
Someone who doesn't get annoyed.
Someone who gives me the same back.
Fuck Sex, i just wanna feel worthy for more.
I wanna feel loveable. I wanna feel seen.
I wanna feel them.