Bsd Gogol - Blog Posts

collecting silly little clown characters like Pokémon cards

The way all Nikolai talks about is freedom but his actions are completely opposite.

He kills to prove that he does not feel guilt, that he is free from emotions, that he does not get trapped or get tied down to it. But he does feel it, hence why he keeps acting against it. Creating an endless cycle of torture, his own endless cycle of torture.

Imagine making out with your boyfriend and then realising he's dead. So hot.

Целуешься ты со своим парнем, и тут ты вспоминаешь: "он мертв". Как горячо.

Originally I didn't plan on drawing Nikolai, but... He makes the whole drawing cuter ><

Изначально я не планировала добавлять сюда Николая, но... С ним эта работа милее, как по мне><

Nikolai!!

A fully drawn AND colored piece? Wow

This was a request from @ishzuprincess but I gave it more color

The hair is kind of sloppy, sorry about that part :p

more plushie nikolai dump bc im bored

im trying so hard to fisheye this loser lmao

A1 should be Nikolai x Nathaniel :3333

[Art Challenge]

Everyday I learn about new ship haha

wooo i got a Nikolai plushie since i couldn't find any Q ones </33 but whatever he's so silly (>⩊<)!!

Had to surgically remove his card since it was hot glued on and was covering his mouth and that pissed me off greatly, it was fun to hold his chunks of hot glue and skin lolz ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

also put on my glasses on this freak of a creature <333

*Heavily throwing my half blind Nikolai hcs on you*

happy birthday losers

WOAH

Other version !!☆

okay, im actually trying to figure out how to write this zammed idea into a oneshot but man this is how the end part of my draft is looking like on my doc

bro I am not going to complete this aren't I (〒 〒) bc what tf is thisss forget getting to at least over 1k words, i need to figure out how to even continue it 🦖🦖🦖

Ngl i like drawing Nikolai in the hunting dogs uniform

Ngl i like drawing Nikolai in the hunting dogs uniform

Late but happy birthday Nikolai

the jokes are over 🤡

White boiiis

Today is my birthday hehe~

Some kind of AU where Gogol is not a bad guy and...is friends with Atsushi? Imagine if he starts doing something and Atsushi is like: dyadya Kolya stop please.....

Happy birthday to me (and Katai too) hehe

Kolya~

I love his thighs-

Swing swing swing chop chop chop

Hiii!! I saw that art requests are open so can u pls draw them?

Hiiii!! Of course! I can and I did lolz ;3c

I had so much fun drawing them and they look so cute together, I hope you like it as much as I do, plus don't hesitate to request more if you fancy it!! I would love to draw more of your requests! :D

«dead love».

Happy birthday to this wonderful man 🥰🎁🎂

Happy Birthday to the wonderful writer Akutagawa Ryunosuke and the wonderful bsd character Akutagawa Ryunosuke <3 🎁🎉

𝐆𝐨𝐠𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧

Nikolai had put so much effort into creating his monstrous façade. All the jesting, laughing, toying with the pain of others. He tried so hard to look like a “monstrous person with nothing inside”. But in the end he didn't want to be remembered as such.

Gogol still wanted to let the world know that he wasn't a monster. During his makeshift penance to Atsushi he tried to humanize himself by telling about the guilt and remorse he felt. Nikolai even confessed to the Agency that he admired the justice they fought for. He said: the light they emitted drawn him in.

Nikolai couldn't allow himself to be viewed as just another criminal. He wanted to be remembered. He wanted to make people care.

For that, Gogol gauged out his soul and presented it to the audience.

He wanted to be seen, even at the very last moment.

Longtime followers will know that there used to be a time when the entire blog was covered head and toe with Nikolai Gogol! It's raining horribly where I am, I'm alone in a coffee shop and listening to Melanie Martinez and then the idea to write for this clown came to mind.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who's a lot more subtle than anyone could ever have predicted. He has been in your life much longer than he ought to be but that was his special way of keeping tabs on you. Like most things in life, this infatuation was not planned. He doned on the disguise of a simple waiter who worked in a coffee shop near your campus. As most of his work he needed to be undercover but newfound delights took place instead of his task.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who is so charming that you can't help but come to the coffee shop daily. It was a little humiliating how much you liked the man but it could not be helped. In your eyes he was just a simple man working a minimum wage, a regular Joe... Who just happened to be out of this world charismatic and charming. You were confident that he could charm the pants of anyone he desired but he kept casual... Most of the time!

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who stops charging you for drinks because this isn't actually his job and is not taking it 100% seriously - but he also wants you to feel special! It's fun to gauge out your reactions and study your mannerisms. It was nothing but a fun little game to him, just something cute to pass the time. You were adorable, so easy to rile up, so easy to amuse. He loved cracking dumb jokes and occasionally asking you some questions. You may have the beauty, but do you have the brains?

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who starts to see that his feelings are becoming more serious as time flies by. He resents you a little, for trapping him in such a manner. He is usually good at separating work and pleasure but if he kept you around that line would start to blur. Being your humble waiter was just not enough anymore. He started to masquerade as other random passerbys in your life such as the cashier, mailman, garbage man. It was only a matter of time until you started to catch on that something was off but Nikolai continued to pull the strings of this play just a little more.

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋, who leaves you gifts and hints of him and his whereabouts. Sometimes they're normal such as roses and chocolates. Hey, they're a classic for a reason! But the fright in your eyes was dazzling to the jester, it made him want to do things he really had no business doing. He was horrible but human. He had needs and feelings too, no matter how depraved.

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