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Found the diagnosis to my problems...
Morbid fear of solitude, or of being left alone, abandoned or ignored.
P.S.: Solitude is often good but the rest are just dreadful.
I hate knowing I have a problem but not having a diagnosis by my therapist because then it's so hard to explain what happens to you and you're less understood, you cannot say anything because you don't have a diagnosis yet
How old were you when you were diagnosed with depression? Or if you haven't been diagnosed how old were you when you noticed you had it? I was 8 when my grief counselor told my family that I already had full blown depression and anxiety. This is really just to prove to myself and others that it can happen at any age.
I know no one really cares buuut.....
.... I finally got the courage and talked to my GP about me possibly having ADHD.
I can’t believe I did it. I’m scared and nervous and I can’t really describe how I feel rn there’s so much going on in my head
Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God.
I’m scared
Also I’m booked for an MRI scan coz this back ain’t lifting shiiii
So today I got to leave school a bit early (I had to come back after lunch tho) to hear the results of my evaluation! I met some of the criteria for ADHD and Autism but not nearly enough to get a diagnosis, it’s something I should keep an eye on but not extremely possible from what they’ve seen so far from me. I got a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder AND Social Anxiety Disorder, which wasn’t very surprising but I wasn’t expecting 2 diagnosis. I’m now eligible for medication and a 504 plan for my debilitating Social Anxiety, I’m really excited for next year to be able to have accommodations that will hopefully help me do even better and feel more comfortable in school than I already do!
I have therapy after my Driver’s Ed today so I’ll be excited to tell my therapist that I finally got a diagnosis and we can work out how to best move forward from there.
So apparently I have OCD. I have known my ADHD for a while, but confirming OCD wasn’t what I was expecting on this years bucket list.