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HEYYYYY.. so like ive become a recent angst addict and like. . Bucky x reader angst?? Maybe they're recently engaged and reader is unsure because of things like not being included in a lot of pivotal moments in his life and that he looks at natalia just a little too long for readers liking?? And just this big dialogue of them two arguing.. and NO comfort at the end, make that shit HURT. He's begging, sobbing and like hiccuping on his knees it's that bad, reader is crying too, but they hand bucky the ring

Man idk i just need more gut wrenching angst rn it evokes such a mmmmmm emotion

MARVEL RIVALS - Bucky's Relationship Troubles

NOTES

I'm literally awful at writing angst and relationships are hard to understand, especially when it comes to jealousy and all that, and I guess both Bucky and Reader are meant to be in the wrong for this one? I don't know, I find his character hard, so... (⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠)

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The moment that your heart felt so warm and happy tears fell from your eyes finds itself in your brain whenever you laid eyes on him, and it always used to beat so hard every morning after morning that it almost felt like a regular side effect of waking up. It doesn't feel like that anymore, no. But even then, the moment he knelt down on one knee and popped open that ring box replays in your mind every morning, every evening, every night. Ever since it happened, it's been all you could think about.

That's why it became so noticeable when those happy, excited feelings began to sour and churn inside of you, when that warmth burned into a deep, aching jealousy that consumed every single happy memory of yours together. Now, you can't feel happy when you look at him. Because you hardly ever look at him.

You understand he has duties, responsibilities, and he can't just drop them for you at a lazy request, but his actions don't exactly speak 'loyal future husband' to you. The constant missions, which you swear were never this bad, the fact he always spends his time around Natasha, his gaze warm and his tone friendly, it makes you so, so unnecessarily angry. Instead of fluttering butterflies in your stomach, all you find yourself feeling is a pain in your palm from clenching your fist too hard.

Far louder, far more aggressive even, than usual, you tap your foot against the ground. Sat on the couch, your shared couch, from your shared apartment, you feel like a stranger to Bucky. Because he, your soon to be husband, isn't home at the right time. Again.

The paranoia about what could even be happening drives you crazy, your eyes flicking between the clock on the wall, ticking, ticking, always ticking, and the door that never seems to open without your interference. It's never him coming home if you're not there to open the door for him first, only him leaving for days, weeks, months on end.

Doesn't the thought of leaving you eat him up inside of you, too? Doesn't the thought of you all alone make him want to take a damn break, for once? To just lay down, to feel your skin against his, however damn rough and weathered it may be. Or, are you the one in the wrong? The paranoid spouse? The jealous spouse? Overthinking every interaction with any friends he may have, overthinking every second he isn't in your arms?

Maybe you are.

But maybe Bucky isn't the one for you, not if the promise of commitment and marriage won't make him sit next to you for dinner for longer than a week at a time.

When you hear those heavy boots, that weathered sigh, you know that he's home. In a weird way, it makes you feel comfortable, it makes your body relax slightly, but your mind is still racing, even if that itch for him to be in your presence is satiated. Then comes the soft jingling of metal as he slides the apartment key in, turning it right and creaking the door open.

Bucky always looks slightly uncomfortable, and you suppose he has a reason to, even without the trauma of H.Y.D.R.A, he's grown older, he's been through more eras than any human should, and he'll always feel out of place. His shaggy hair falls in front of his face, his tired eyes downcast until they flick up, noticing you. For a moment, for a swift, fleeting moment, you think he looks almost happy.

"You're up late." Bucky comments lightly, his throat rasped as he turns his back to you to shut the door and lock it, pocketing the key afterwards.

"You're out late." You mutter, words almost somber, far meeker than you had meant for them to come out, hardly audible to you over the sound of your racing heartbeat. Is this the day you do it? The day you confront him? You shouldn't be so nervous then. You should be firm in your decision.

In response he lets out a heavy sigh, his back turned to you, his shoulders rising and falling. He knows where this is going. This conversation has happened before, after all. The late night arguments over Natasha, the glares when she calls to inform him of a mission, the unbridled fury you feel whenever she steps foot in your house, it's never been resolved. Only silenced.

"I was on a mission." Bucky says, looking back at you, the mask he wears hiding half of his face, but you know that he's frowning, the slight furrow in his brows gives that way. "I told you about it."

"You told me it would be quick." You firmly say, leaning back on the couch and crossing your arms. He was with Natasha. The beautiful, strong, intelligent woman who you can't help but envy. He was with her. Not you. All night.

"You can't plan these things." He snaps back, turning around fully and taking steps towards you, crossing his own arms. For a moment, you think he'll actually argue back, give a full defense, but instead his eyes soften and he motions towards your phone sat idly on the coffee table. "Are we getting takeout tonight?"

"Are you kidding?" You huff, a smile of disbelief growing on your lips, your nose scrunching as a snarl threatens to unveil itself. "You were out all night with her and you're asking about takeout?"

Immediately, Bucky gives you a look. It's not cold, it's not anger, no, it's more so just disappointment. The two of you have had conversations about this before, what couple hasn't? He spends time with a woman who has fiery red hair and a body to die for, what person wouldn't get jealous? Bucky's always assured you that him and Natasha have never and will never be together, that he doesn't love her, but you're having second thoughts.

"I thought we settled this..." He gruffly murmurs, his brows furrowing as his hand comes up to his nose, pinching the bridge.

"Well, clearly we didn't!" You rise from the couch, planting your feet into the hard wood of your apartment floor, your hands resting on your hips. "I've already had dinner, considering that it's almost one in the morning." Every word is accentuated, pointed, driving home your ever building fury, brows furrowed as your lips curl. It's not his fault, it's not his fault, you're sick of saying that to yourself. Bucky needs to hear what you have to say. "That nice chicken you like? I made it for you tonight, I thought we could've had a date, but instead you spent almost twice as long as you said you would."

Almost yelling now, your voice rising, your face veins burning, he still looks tired. He doesn't look guilty, he doesn't even look sorry. "It's in the microwave." You add, hoping to try and get him to just feel something, to say something.

"I'm sorry, I'm busy, I know. I'm not here as often as I'd- as you'd like, but you knew what you were getting into when we started this relationship. I told you-" Bucky begins, his arm falling to his side as his brown eyes flick up to meet yours, those soft, aching eyes you've always loved to stare into. Today, looking at his eyes just makes you feel sick. Every word, every excuse, it makes your head spin, your hands trembling.

"You didn't tell me you'd spend all day around her and leave me alone!" You blurt out loudly, your voice breaking from the sheer emotion. "You said you'd be busy with work, not with Natasha!"

Bucky's face twists slightly, taken aback at your accusation of cheating. Even if it's not outright, it's pretty obvious what your words mean, and he isn't angry, no, he seems almost like he pities you. The thought only enrages you more. "It's not like that, she's helped me through a lot-"

"And I haven't?" You hiss, his heavy boots thump against the floor as he takes a step closer to you.

"You're not even letting me speak." He sighs, holding out a hand, a peace offering, something you can choose to take.

You don't.

Instead, your own hand comes crashing down onto his, slapping it away.

"So speak. Defend yourself." You cross your arms, winding them tightly around your body as if a shield against anything he could say or do, any protests, any promises, any lies. They won't get to you. Not today. It only takes a moment for you to grow impatient. "Go on!"

Bucky closes his eyes for a moment, sucking in a deep breath before he even thinks of speaking, his voice quieter, more hushed. It's as if he's telling you a secret. "In this business, you don't know when your closest allies will die. It's best to either not get attached, or to make damn sure you spend as much time as possible with them. We're not together, we don't have feelings for one another, we never will. Natasha is an ally, a trusted one, but she'll never be you."

His words are almost enough to comfort you. Almost. Fury still burns bright, and you can't help but pick apart every single vowel that tumbles out of his mouth. "She'll never be me but you spend all of your time with her? None with me?" You scoff, shaking your head sharply. "Maybe you'd be better off with Natasha. She's clearly doing something I'm not to make you care about her."

Your words seem to ignite something in Bucky, his eyes sharpening slightly. "I do care about you". He firmly spits out, clenching his metal fist. "Don't try to say I haven't done everything I can for you."

"You evidently haven't!" You throw your hands up in the air exasperatedly, your breaths coming out in short huffs as you try to collect yourself. But, it's impossible when he's standing here, trying to act like he's completely innocent.

Confidence hits you like a semi-truck, and you find yourself finally putting your foot down. "You know what, I can't do this. Get out."

"Excuse me?" He grunts, taken aback.

"You heard me. This is my apartment, I just let you move in. You have the avengers, just go to them." Every word is said like a simple suggestion, almost like you're an amused colleague giving work advice, not a scorned spouse.

"No, you're not kicking me out just because you want to avoid-"

"Get out!" With a sudden burst of energy, you slam both hands forward, trying to push him out of your apartment. It doesn't get him far, and he primarily stumbles from the shock that you'd even push him in the first place, but he realises quickly that you're serious. Dead serious. "Just leave!" And to prove that you are, you do the unthinkable. Fingers grasping the wedding ring around your finger, you slip it off and throw it full force at his chest. It bounces pathetically to the floor.

Bucky seems to be frozen for a moment, his eyes desperate, then cold, then afraid, then angry, then... Hopeless. He seems stuck, alone, unsure, and it takes the clattering of metal for him to be thrust out of that state of mind. "You know what." He mutters, voice a low croak. "Fine." His own hand reaches for his keys, evidently not around the ring on his finger, and he turns around sharply, shoving the key in and twisting it with so much force that you're surprised it doesn't break in two. "I know where I'm not wanted." With one last thump of his boots, the keys land sharply on the ground and the door is slammed shut.

MARVEL - WHAT / WHO I WRITE FOR

Accompanying MASTERLIST

Dividers by @/thecutestgrotto

SHORT LIST, CHARACTERS BELOW: THE SPECTACULAR SPIDER-MAN, ULTIMATE SPIDER-MAN, THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN, SPIDER-MAN INTO / ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE, MARVELS SPIDER-MAN 1/2 AND MILES MORALES, X-MEN: THE ANIMATED SERIES / X-MEN '97, X-MEN: EVOLUTION, FOX X-MEN MOVIES (All Timelines), WOLVERINE AND THE X-MEN, FANTASTIC FOUR 2005 - 2007, MARVEL RIVALS

THE SPECTACULAR SPIDER-MAN

Alexander O'Hirn / Rhino

Curtis ' Curt ' Conners / Lizard

Edward ' Eddie ' Charles Allan Brock / Venom

Elizabeth ' Liz ' Allen

Eugene ' Fash ' Thompson / Venom

Felicia Hardy / Black Cat

Flint Marko / Sandman

Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy

Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn

Jackson W. Brice / Montana / Shocker

Mark Allan / Molten Man

Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson

Maxwell ' Max ' Dillon / Electro

Otto Gunther Octavius / Doctor Octopus

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

Quentin Beck / Mysterio

ULTIMATE SPIDER-MAN

Amadeus Cho / Iron Spider

Ava Ayala / White Tiger

Ben Reilly / Scarlet Spider

Daniel Thomas ' Danny ' Rand / Iron Fist

Eugene ' Flash ' Thompson / Agent Venom

Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn / Patrioteer / Anti-Venom

Lucas ' Luke ' Cage / Power Man

Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson / Spider-Woman

Miles Gonzalo Morales / Kid Arachnid

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

Samuel ' Sam ' Alexander / Nova

THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN

Curtis ' Curt ' Conners / Lizard

Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy

Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn / Green Goblin

Maxwell ' Max ' Dillon / Electro

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

SPIDER-MAN INTO / ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE

Ben Reilly / Scarlet Spider

Gwendolyn ' Gwen ' Stacy / Ghost-Spider / Spider-Woman

Hobart ' Hobie ' Brown / Spider-Man / Spider-Punk

Jessica Drew / Spider-Woman

Margo Kess / Spiderbyte

Miles Gonzalo Morales / Spider-Man

Miles Gonzalo Morales / The Prowler

Pavitr Prabhakar / Spider-Man India

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Noir

MARVELS SPIDER-MAN 1/2 AND MILES MORALES

Felicia Hardy / Black Cat

Harold Theopolis ' Harry ' Osborn

MacDonald ' Mac ' Gargan / Scorpion

Martin Li / Mister Negative

Mary Jane ' MJ ' Watson

Miles Gonzalo Morales / Spider-Man

Otto Gunther Octavius / Doctor Octopus

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

Phin Mason / The Tinkerer

Silver Sablinova / Silver Sable

Yuriko ' Yuri ' Watanabe / Wraith

X-MEN: THE ANIMATED SERIES / X-MEN '97

Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue

Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast

James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine

Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix

Jubilation Lee / Jubilee

Kevin Sydney / Morph

Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler

Lucas Bishop

Madelyne Pryor / The Goblin Queen

Max Eisenhardt / Erik Magnus Lehnsherr / Magneto

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver

Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus

Raven Darkhölme / Raven

Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit

Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot

Scott Summers / Cyclops

Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch

X-MEN: EVOLUTION

Alexander Summers / Alexander Masters / Havok

Amara Juliana Olivians Aquilla / Alison Crestmere / Magma

Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue

Danielle ' Dani ' Moonstar / Psyche / Mirage

Evan Daniels / Spyke

Frederick J. ' Fred ' Dukes

Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast

James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine

James Arthur Madrox / Multiple

Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix

Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee

Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat

Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler

Lance Alvers / Avalanche

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver

Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus

Rahne Sinclair / Wolfsbane

Raven Darkhölme / Mystique

Ray Carter / Berserker

Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit

Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman

Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot

Samuel Zachary Guthrie / Cannonball

Scott Summers / Cyclops

St. John Allerdyce / Pyro

Tabitha Smith / Boom Boom

Todd Tolansky / Toad

Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch

Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel

X-23

FOX X-MEN MOVIES (All Timelines)

Alexander Summers / Alexander Masters / Havok

Anna Marie D'Ancanto / Rogue

Charles Francis Xavier / Professor X

Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast

James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine

Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix

Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee

Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat

Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler

Max Eisenhardt / Erik Magnus Lehnsherr / Magneto

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Peter Django Maximoff / Quicksilver

Raven Darkhölme / Mystique

Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit

Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman

Roberto ' Bobby ' Da Costa / Sunspot

Scott Summers / Cyclops

Sean Cassidy / Banshee

St. John Allerdyce / Pyro

Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel

WOLVERINE AND THE X-MEN

Anna Marie Darkhölme / Rogue

Emma Grace Frost / White Queen

Henry Phillip ' Hank ' McCoy / Beast

James ' Logan ' Howlett / Weapon X / Wolverine

Jean Elaine Grey / Marvel Girl / Phoenix / Dark Phoenix

Jonathon Silvercloud / Forge

Jubilation ' Jubilee ' Lee

Julian Keller / Hellion

Katherine Anne ' Kitty ' Pryde / Shadowcat

Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler

Laura Kinney / X-23 / Wolverine

Lorna Sally Dane / Polaris

Mortimer Toynbee / Toad

Neena Thurman / Domino

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Pietro Django Maximoff / Quicksilver

Piotr ' Peter ' Nikolayevich Rasputin / Colossus

Raven Darkhölme / Mystique

Remy Etienne LeBeau / Gambit

Robert Louis ' Bobby ' Drake / Iceman

Sarah Rushman / Marrow

Scott Summers / Cyclops

Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch

Warren Kenneth Worthington III / Angel

FANTASTIC FOUR 2005 - 2007

Ben Grimm / The Thing

Johnny Storm / The Human Torch

Richard Reeds / Mister Fantastic

Susan Storm / The Invisible Woman

MARVEL RIVALS

Adam Warlock

T'Challa / Black Panther

Natalia 'Natasha' Romanova / Black Widow

Steven 'Steve' Rogers / Captain America

Tyrone 'Ty' Johnson / Cloak

Tandy Bowen / Dagger

Stephen Strange / Doctor Strange

Groot

Clinton 'Clint' Barton / Hawkeye

Hela

Robert Bruce Banner

Hulk

Lin Lie / Iron Fist

Anthony 'Tony' Stark / Iron Man

Loki Laufeyson

Seol Hee / Luna Snow

Illyana Rasputina / Magik

Max Eisenhardt / Erik Lehnsherr / Magneto

Mantis

Marc Spector / Moon Knight

Steven Grant / Moon Knight

Jake Lockley / Moon Knight

Namor McKenzie

Peni Parker

Sai / Psylocke

Rocket Raccoon

Wanda Django Maximoff / Scarlet Witch

Peter Benjamin Parker / Spider-Man

Doreen Green / Squirrel Girl

Peter Jason Quill / Star-Lord

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Francis 'Frank' Castle / The Punisher

Thor Odinson

Edward 'Edide' Brock

Venom

James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes / Winter Soldier

James Howlett / Logan / Wolverine

Hi hi! Can I request some Luna Snow x gn reader romantic hcs please?

MARVEL RIVALS - SEOL HEE / LUNA SNOW Romantic Headcanons!

Note(s): I'm unfamiliar with her character, so any recommendations or criticisms on how to write her well are completely welcome and honestly encouraged. She's my main though! Such a fun support to play.

You swear that you can feel the whole room shake when Luna slams open her dressing room door, a bright grin on her face. "Guess who has ice powers and just did the best performance of her life?" She excitedly says, and you can practically hear the joy radiating from each and every word as she buzzes in place, her fists clenched in pure joy. It doesn't even matter what you reply, because she rushes forward and captures you in a firm hug regardless.

Luna's ideal type is somebody who's confident in the relationship they're in with her, who she knows and can trust to be loyal, most likely doesn't want to get married too quickly, and who wasn't a fan of her prior to getting together. She wouldn't mind somebody who casually listened to her music, but anybody super into it and her is a no go for getting romantically involved.

Somebody being quiet or awkward isn't a big deal to her, nor is somebody who's loud and self assured. Luna doesn't really care about the broad strokes of her partner's personality, it's what's really inside that counts, and the intentions and impacts of their actions. If you're somebody who doesn't understand tone and can sometimes come across as mean, then she wouldn't mind as long as you understood how you came across and apologised, because at the end of the day you didn't mean any harm.

But, she absolutely would not enjoy being in a relationship with somebody who's especially catty or mean just to be mean. Sure, even Luna has her moments, but she's definitely not cruel, and especially not to just anybody. If you went out of your way to be cruel to her, her staff, or just anybody and she knows about it, she would break things off rather quickly. Whilst she understands that everybody is their own person and sometimes cruelness isn't intended, she doesn't want to be her partner's punching bag or their therapist. She just wants somebody casual but committed to her, at least at first.

Who asks out who is honestly just dependent on the situation, your personality, and her feelings at the time. It could be anything to you asking her out while at her house, to her confessing backstage after a concert. But, Luna doesn't wait around. If it's been months of mutual pining, and back and forth flirting, then she will take the first step, especially if she gathers that you won't. Don't mistake her for somebody who isn't confident, she will point out the obvious if it takes you long enough to do so.

Luna does expect reciprocation, whether it's for the affection, or the gifts, she doesn't want to be in a relationship where she does everything and you do nothing. So, if you don't want to give her gifts or anything like that, she'd struggle at first, but if you talked it over and came to a compromise then maybe she'd be fine with it. But, a lack of returning the favour when it comes to her is a deal-breaker.

To be honest, she probably wouldn't enjoy anything long distance, especially not if it's overseas. Maybe a couple of hours away if she's really sure the relationship is strong and will last, but she can't ever see herself enjoying a relationship where she can't even hug her partner before going to a concert or a recording booth. Physical reassurance and affection is huge when it comes to her partner's.

In the beginning of your relationship, she takes the 'date' aspect of dating very casually (as casual as a popstar can be at least) and smoothly, letting you stay over, taking you out for dinner every once in a while. She's very extravagant and extra in her love for you, but she does it in a way that's, for lack of a better word, cool. If you don't like all of her gifts or her fancy dates, she doesn't mind toning it down at all, and she'd probably try to have dates at home with homemade meals and watching movies together on the couch.

Later on in the relationship, after more communication and understanding of one another in a romantic aspect, her dates generally consist of whatever you prefer with a little 'Luna Snow' flair thrown in. You want to go to a fancy restaurant? Well, Luna pays the place to have an ice theme for the evening, or maybe even books the whole restaurant for the night so it's just you and her if that's what you want. You want to go to the beach? She gets an entire picnic ready and decorates the blanket with little trinkets and gifts. This can go on and on honestly.

She'd prefer to have date nights planned a few days in advance, maybe even a week or so depending on how extravagant she wants to make it. But still, entertainment takes time to book and she doesn't want to have anybody be sloppy when trying to impress you, plus it's just not fair to anybody expect everything to be perfect within a days notice. That's just asking for a disaster to happen.

Luna would never expect you to be fancy when you go on dates, even if you do come from a family that's well off. At the end of the day, she's dating you because she loves you, not because of the clothes you wear or whatever. So, if you want to show up in casual clothes to a fancy date? Be her guest! Heck, she wouldn't even mind you showing up in your superhero gear, if you are one. It always pays to be prepared.

Luna absolutely takes you to her concerts! She loves to have you there, especially if you enjoy interacting with her fans and the crowd. After all, you're her biggest fan and supporter, it'd be cruel not to have you be the focus of her career when you inspire so much inspiration and motivation. If you prefer not to be in front of the crowd, however, she doesn't mind having you be in the audience or her dressing room.

Naturally, she makes sure you have food, drink and entertainment if you're not coming on stage or even in the audience, as it's not really pleasant to be sat alone for like two hours with nothing to do. You could also just have a nap, to be fair. I'd imagine she'd have a couch or something in her dressing room.

Not even to mention the fact she gives you a gift for every concert she goes to. It can be anything, a ring, a necklace, a cute shirt, but whatever it is, know that you're getting something. She loves to absolutely spoil you and commemorate every new step in her career by making you part of it.

Boy, does she show off for you.

It doesn't matter if you're just sitting on the couch or you're watching her perform, she's creating intricate ice sculptures and love hearts whilst giving you a shout out! Usually, it's of the two of you together. However, if you prefer her not to sculpt you, she doesn't mind sculpting things you like, instead! Maybe a pet or something.

Luna looooves touching you! Her hands are always on your body. Whether it's holding your hand or hugging you, she's basically a magnet of love and affection, and she expects just as much back. So, I can see her struggling in a relationship where somebody dislikes a lot of touching, but I doubt she'd break it off. It'd just be a bit of a difficult 'getting used to' period for the first weeks of being together.

This is true with PDA as well, maybe not so much in terms of intensity as she understands how awful some 'fans' can be about idols relationships, but she does love to try her best to show you off in a way that can keep you both safe and comfortable.

As mentioned before, it'd take a while for her to consider marriage as a possibility, and she will give a firm no to any proposals that come about before she's ready. Luna does communicate her feelings with you, and she expects you to respect them, even if that means holding off any potential engagement plans.

She doesn't seem the type to wait around if you 'take too long' to propose in her eyes, she'll ask around, find out what you'd like, and create as big of a proposal as you'd be comfortable with. After all, she gets what she wants when she wants it, and what she wants is a ring on your finger. But, as much as she does enjoy the spotlight, she'd never make a proposal public. That's too much pressure, and it can turn what should be a happy moment into a nightmare.

In terms of moving in together, Luna wouldn't care if you moved in before marriage but she'd prefer you move into her house, and not the other way around. Maybe with a lot of convincing she would consider it, but it greatly depends on your situations. As long as she spent at least a couple months in the relationship with you to be sure it'd last, you can move on whenever you want to! To be honest, she probably already has a guest room ready for the times where you stayed over prior to moving in.

Luna would absolutely love to get a pet with you! Whether it's a fish, a bird, a cat, a tortoise, she'll love it all the same. Without question, she's buying whatever pet the two of you get together an ice themed collar, and if they can't wear a collar, then any blankets, decorations, enrichment, etc they have in the tank, or cage, or crate, is going to be ice themed.

One of your favourite memories, the one that you always find yourself replaying, is when Luna Snow, Seol Hee, the famous popstar dual superhero, asked you out. It had been a long day of work, your body ached, your mind pleaded for you to take a day off tomorrow, but all you could think about was her. The two of you had been pining for one another for what felt like weeks now, and the small buzz of your phone, her usual request for you to come over for takeaway, had you smiling.

Luna was never lazy, but the smile on her face and the way she stared at you could only be described as that. "Hey, I wanted to ask you a question." She hums, flicking her wrist idly to the tune of a beat in her mind, something unheard to you, but the motions capture you and make you want to dance along anyway. With a soft laugh, her lips curl into a cheeky grin as she asks the famed million dollar question, "Will you go out with me?"

divider by @/saradika-graphics

Happy New Year!! 🎉

If it's alright, could I request Loki Headcanons about a Shy Lover or Secret Admirer? I imagine something like that wouldn't stay secret for long, knowing Loki, but I love the idea of the Lover in question being flustered beyond belief at being found out 💕

MARVEL RIVALS - LOKI LAUFEYSON With a Shy Secret Admirer Headcanons!

Note(s): I'm sorry this came out a bit late, college stressed me out so bad my body and mind did a factory reset. I'll be trying to finish the rest of my requests weekly.

"Oh?" Loki's eyes are light, something unusual for the trickster. Almost eager, they flick between you and the paper that's held loosely in his hand, the usual hint of amusement in his upturned lips. "You wrote these? Well, I can't say I'm not flattered, but you are aware I've been courting you for quite some time, yes?"

You and Loki would most likely know each other prior to you becoming his secret admirer, after all, he is a bit of a flirt and you're most likely one of many that he's charmed over the years. But, for him to accept your proposal, which is how I intend to write this as to avoid angst, he would need to reciprocate your feelings. In short, he'd probably be actively courting you while you do this.

It'd mostly be insignificant things, not killing you, maybe paying you a compliment every now and then, and maybe, just maybe, if he's feeling generous he'll find it in his heart to give you a gift. Typically it's jewellery, something that reflects him, gold with green jewels are his favourite. Necklaces are a no brainer, they're so easy to spot, and it's so easy to tell who it's from, too (You'll be lucky if he doesn't engrave his name on the damn thing).

Of course, he loves to tease you. It's so fun to see you squirm and try to hide away, even if he can't see the effect of the blood rushing there, he likes to hold a hand to your face every now and then to see if it's hot. One of his favourites is to whisper plans of mischief, and maybe try and get you to tag along in his next prank or attempt to steal the throne, it depends on his mood, really.

Infuriatingly, however, you don't seem to pick up on his obvious flirtations. He immediately decides that's an issue on your part, but he'll indulge you and give an extra flirty, witty remark every now and then. Wait- you're still not- oh you frustrate him endlessly! He's got half a mind to smite you, you know!

The thing is, Loki enjoys a good mystery and a thrilling hunt, but what he wants most of all is to be adored, worshiped, have thousands at his feet begging and pleading just for him to spare them a glance. So, when he starts getting little trinkets wrapped in bows, with papers written full of heartfelt devotion... Well, how can a God refuse such wonderful praise?

It's around that time of annoyance and pining, his stubbornness refusing to allow him to confess first, you must make the first move as it's obviously you who is obsessed with him, that he actually begins to receive your gifts. In such random places too, sometimes even tucked in the pocket of his clothes! Not that he doesn't admire the bravery to do such a thing.

At first he doesn't really look deep into it, he's content to find the very obviously placed gifts and doesn't care much for where they're found. As long as he's getting the attention he rightfully deserves, he doesn't care who it's from. Why should he need to know who loves him when he's being loved either way?

But, when he does want to find out this secret admirer's identity, perhaps in a ploy to make you jealous and confess, it's when he realises that it's you. The handwriting, the way of speaking, grammar, punctuation, and the nail in the coffin is when he catches you placing a note in his quarters while invisible.

This works out brilliantly.

Not only does it confirm in Loki's mind that you're utterly infatuated and obsessed with him, but it makes him believe that you were secretly aware of his courting all along. That you, given your shy nature, had done this to play into his trickster personality. He can't say he isn't impressed by your wits! (Someone please get him a reality check...)

Naturally, Loki plans something sweet yet embarrassing for his your confession, and despite his want for love and attention, he supposes that he'll make it a private affair. After all, he does want you to admit your love for him and giving you a panic attack would probably only drive you away.

The gardens are certainly beautiful this time of day, not bright enough to burn your eyes but not dark enough so you can't see, it's perfect. Not to mention quiet. Many people prefer to admire the gardens after their meals, either in the morning or in the night, but strangely never the evening, which leaves you by yourself. It's peaceful.

Yet the peace, as usual, is interrupted by a certain prince.

You turn around when you hear your name being called, your brows shooting upwards when you realise it's Loki. What could he need? Is he planning another prank? No matter, either way you're clearly involved. So, you wave a friendly hand and hope that you can ignore the sickly butterflies in your stomach that flutter harder when the sound of his shoes click closer and closer towards you.

"I want to speak with you." Loki hums, coming to a halt only a meter away from you.

You ask what he wants to speak with you about and he searches in his pocket for a moment until he finds a small piece of paper, holding it out in his palm almost like an offering. It looks familiar. Hesitant, you feel your fingers pinch a corner and take it for yourself, dread setting in your stomach as you realise. He figured it out.

When you look up sharply to explain, his face is inches from yours. The action causes your cheeks to get unbelievably hot, and even if the blood rushing to your face isn't visible, Loki knows you, he knows your tells. "I admire your worship, darling." He whispers, eyes narrowing as a sly grin grows on his lips. "But I would prefer it to be in person."