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I tried several times to stroke to straight porn before and after coming out to myself.... nothing. If I was excited from men, then switched to women, I'd go soft. I don't even try anymore. Why would I?
It actually only bothered me a little bit for a short time. I quickly realized that wanting more than just sex, desiring a regular, full on romantic relationship with another man was an "ah - HA!" moment, part of my coming out to myself, realizing that I am Gay.
This was actually a recurring fantasy and theme in the beginning of my relationship with my wife. Sometimes, there would be a female crew member, but she'd be a lesbian.
Hmmmm..... a sign?