Hold Me - Blog Posts

Me when he comes home after a long day at work!!🥰💞

I hate that I can't have you.

What a bum bum… Happy Holidays, if you’re into it.

For April, I’m only getting off if [you] are physically here to release me. 😉

Venus is in Virgo, Mars in Scorpio and the New Moon Solar Eclipse in Libra energies all have me wanting to be inside, on top of, underneath and bedside someone all at the same time…is it just me? I. Need. Touch.

Someone who loves to express their sexuality as much as their sensuality and then lean into that sentimentality. 🤩

In the backdrop of dark inner thoughts, wounded with slivers of hope, I take solace in your aura.

The beating of your heart, drowning out the inner doubt that screams inside me, if they get through I push against your chest harder, for tonight I cling to you.

I don't come to you for redemption. I don't grip you tight out of desire to hold you down.

In this world of darkness and cold, I come to you because it feels right in my soul.

Thank you for

Your embrace

the way you hold me

when darkness

got a hold of me.

Your warmth

that you share with me

when I feel

cold and lonely.

Your voice

that whispers in my ear:

"I'm here.

Everything's okay."

And when

You reconfirm to me:

"I'm yours

and I'm here to stay."

❤

Oh, how badly I want to curse you for everything you’ve done to me. But I can’t… You were supposed to be someone who protected me and covered my ears and eyes from the evil in the world. Instead, you were my nightmares. I still cry myself to sleep. All my memories of you are clouded, dark, grey, and hazy, yet it feels like it happened yesterday. I hate you, but I so badly want to love you. It kills me to know that I'll never have that with you. I honestly believe you hated me ever since I was a child. I feel pathetic. I've just spent the whole night crying. I never know when to let go. A couple of months ago, I broke down crying in front of you while you sat there emotionless, and it looked honestly like you were forcing yourself to cry. Crocodile tears. You never fail to make it about you. I told you I almost ended myself, and you acted like I was telling a joke. You never deserved me. You never loved me.

Girl who has been trying and failing to feel loved her entire life: what if you were my mom?

We are a whole lifetime away.

Then why are we pretending to be closer?

With every hour that fades as the morning comes,

we move away from each other slowly.

Like the ticking of a tired clock,

the moments we stole are going too fast.

I never want to let go of your hand,

but when morning comes how do I make you stay?

I don't have any thing more to give you,

and all that you can say has already been said.

We knew we'll fade with the first sunrise.

But then why does letting go feel so much like dying.

I wish the night could stretch on for eternity.

Hold each other here under the soft moonlight.

We're meant to walk away from the other,

but our hearts can't help run back to each other.

There are a million stars in the sky tonight,

but there are a million more unshed tears in our eyes.

The horizon is starting to turn pink now.

Your hand is too warm to let go.

Sunrises are the most beautiful thing there is.

But not when it takes you away from me.

Let this sunrise come and go.

Maybe we can close our eyes and pretend the night is still young.

hi everyone!!! the new episode of "xtreme talent" is awesome!! today i found out that my soulmate is very strong, she's seriously much stronger than X, in fact, i knew it for a long time, i knew she was the strongest and the best! ❤️‍🔥💥

i wonder if she could lift me up in her arms? i think so, because i'm small and light (john titor, please don't throw me away)