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@hazbintales said: ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ (Stolas to Blitzo)

He needed to leave.

Being around Stolas was too hard now. He made Blitzø's skin itch- like it was too tight and he just wanted to scratch it all off til the feeling went away.

Funnily enough the feeling didn't go away as he walked away. In fact it only got worse the closer he got to the door. With every step quick step his agitation grew, the feeling growing and filling his chest til he felt like he couldn't breath.

But he knew.

He knew that if he got far enough away he'd be okay.

Or he could go back to his apartment and pretend to be okay anyway. Same difference, right? As long as no one knew there was a problem, who was to say there even was one, right?

He's so far into his head that he almost doesn't catch Stolas' words said so softly but still echoing so loud in the silence of the room.

He stopped in his tracks, hands convulsively opening and closing with agitation. He slowly turned to look over his shoulder at the other, brows furrowed in consternation.

"What? What are you talking about? Good enough for what?"

Because Stolas couldn't possibly be talking about being good enough for him. That was the stupidest thing he'd ever thought, and he'd had a LOT of stupid ass thoughts before.

He turns around fully, arms spread out in front of him in bewilderment. "What the fuck are you talking about, Stolas??"