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I hear a lot, about people young and old, scared they’ll never find someone who loves them.
I’m scared I’ll never find someone I love. I don’t…like most people. I’m good at socializing, I enjoy being in groups. I love talking to people I disagree with, or find distasteful. There is joy in meeting people who are nothing like you, and finding ways to coexist.
I think I’m broken sometimes. I like “Someone New” by Hozier, because I relate to finding awed love in strangers. I am equally disgusted, appalled, or bored by them. I hate how this sounds. I hate how it looks, staring back at me, pretentious words on paper or screen.
‘Poor little genius can’t get along with people.’
‘God, could you be more of a dick?’
‘What a fucking try-hard.’
I know what I sound like, I do. It doesn’t change it.
I’m tired. I’m lonely. I hope it gets better.