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TW: death
I'm tired of missing people. My family hasn't felt 'complete' in over 10 years and I can tell my sister is really suffering for it. She seems more angry at our family for the situation she put us in and is 'snapping' more often. I just miss my best childhood friend, who I can't contact for at least 6 months due to unforeseen circumstances, causing us to cancel our plans that we've both been looking forward to for months. We used to be really close but we don't get to see each other as often as we once did. I even miss the toxic people in my life, who were never truly my 'friends'. I miss the good times we had and all of the moments that were great in our friendship
I've also been struggling with the passing of my cousin. He was pretty young and it was out of the blue, and just blindsided our family. Another death in the family, so close to the previous couple, has really put a strain on my family, which was already strained.
TLDR: I miss people, even the one's who I know can't come back.