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Internet's been out but here's my January weight progress so far. Hope to be in the 50s by end of the month!

Moving to edtumblr bc all other servers are going to hell ✨ Follow and I'll follow you back none under 14 please

Calorie and weight tracker for April (feel free to use even tho it's crappy)!

Binged for the past 3 days on high ass calorie shit so this is my anti-binge curse (spells never work) for me, like or reblog for your binges to stop as well!

I'm terrified I'm going to gain. I was fasting for about 24 hours but I decided to do OMAD instead of continuing fasting but dinner was Tatortot casserole (Tatortots, GF cream of mushroom soup, canned chicken, Mexican blend shredded cheese, Colby shredded cheese, and a little bit of salsa on top) and I counted it as 600 (I had a little over 1/8 of it all) but I think it might be more like 1,500... Should I just count it as 1,500 instead of 600 or at least as 1,200? I'm legitimately terrified that eating this one thing is going to make me gain 3 pounds overnight...

Thinspo Challenge

Recently posted stats but I'll redo basices Height 64.25in or 163.2cm CW 138.9lbs or 63kg GW 105lbs or 47.6kg

I ate badly today

So I was trying new gluten free things today and haven't meal preped yet but am doing now so here's to a better tommorow...

Stats

ED: EDNOS (currently leaning towards restrict)

UGW: 90 lbs or 40.82 kg

GW: 105 lbs or 47.63 kgs

CW: 138.9 lbs or 63 kg

SW: 180 lbs or 81.65 kg

HT: 5'4.25 or 160 cm

Measurements: Waist 29in/73.6cm Bust and Hips 39in/99.06cm

Also I'm gluten intolerant and vegitarian (mostly) so I might post some recipes

Why is my brain like this

Can anyone explain why 40 calories worth of vitamins is way too much in my brain but eating (and purging) 1,000+ calories worth of junk isn't?!WTF Brain can you decide if you're a restricter or a binger! I mean either way I feel like shit but still I don't understand the mess that is Brian. Also may or may not be related but if you have any challenges (exercise or food wise) or tips on how to stop binge please link me in the comments.