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The fallen humans
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Virtues
This is not one of my characters, it's my friend's! Her name is Celeste and she is one of the guardian angels of heaven who gave almost all of it up to come live down on earth with humans. I've always liked portraying people's virtues, so I thought I would do the same here! Ta-da!
I feel everything so incredibly intensely. Like a gift I haven’t learned how to use yet. I know my emotions are a blessing, I know, but why doesn’t it feel that way? Have I not met the right people? Am I not healed enough to maintain relationships with others? I wish I just knew all the answers. I guess I don’t have to have everything figured out right now. All I know is I don’t need to be cured or fixed or saved, just loved. If for once in my life I could just have that genuine love and patience - I know it would help me. I know it would heal the broken pieces of me that I cannot heal alone. I’m not giving up hope yet, I won’t. Love is out there waiting for me and I’m getting ready. I am ready. But until I find it I’ll give myself all that love I desire until I’ve loved me enough to feel safe enough to allow someone else to love me as well.
I feel like a mother that stare her little baby in a super cute photography that have taken by the father.
Oh, wait. I am(?)
There is not a child cutest than Chrissy.
Or inexpressive, they are it too(?)
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Me siento como una madre que mira una a su pequeño bebé en una súper tierna fotografía que ha tomado el padre.
Oh, espera. Lo soy(?)
No hay un niño más tierno que Chrissy.
O inexpresivo, también lo es(?)
Keeping on doing this small drawing series of my children This is Chris, Patience soul from Undertale 💙
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Agreed! Patience is a virtue!
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Do things according to your intuition, then find reasons to justify them.
Sometimes you need to do research and find reasons beforehand. While doing this, be patient. You will get whatchu want.
Be patient always. Things will happen for you. Good things will happen for you.
But also have the courage to face izzues when things don't go your way.
Don't be disappointed or distraught.
Don't get angry at people, things, or circumstances.
Understand that it was always one of the results and accept it with patience.
Enjoy life.
Whenever you sit to work, remind yourself that you don't have to finish a thing ASAP or arrive at a solution ASAP
You just have to think about the solution and your brain will start making connections. Then all you have to do is go on about your task, slowly, without wanting it to be perfect or exactly as you want
You can do it, you have it in you
You just have to be patient
Don't try to finish a work task ASAP
Don't try do do it so well that you blow everyone's mind
Instead, do it with patience and remain aware of things around you
Believe in yourself
You are three asking your mother when will you be four / You are four and full of life and cartwheels / You are five and love everything other than the unbearably flashy rhinestone dress / You are six and scrawny which also translates to being an easy target to bullies / You are six and you befriend the guy who locked you in the playground because he wanted to see a little girl cry but instead, you climbed over a wall three times higher than you / You laughed in his face as his friends ran away, scared of a little girl kicking their asses / Why am I always small? Why do I always have to be strong? / You are seven and great at skating / You are seven and you used the word upside-down when reading Tom Sawyer and you are so proud of yourself for knowing it / You are eight and love life / You are eight and you love life / You are eight and love life / You are eight and you love books and travel and that one time you walked out of the train station when dawn was just breaking / You saw the prettiest sky of your life; a sky so blue and so dark and so light that it stole the drowsiness right from your eyes / I know you still wake up early in hopes that the sky will one day walk down the memory lane with you / You are nine and you swear the house is so big you will get lost here / You imagine playing hide and seek for hours on end here; swear that you almost forgot where the rooms go / You are ten and the house is not so big anymore / It is full of life and things / You are always somewhere / There is a summer there I spent visiting the hospital / I don’t quite remember now / Hospitals sometimes start to feel like home now / Eleven is a happy blur: I love everyone and everyone loves me / Eleven is happiness: I knew everyone and everyone admired me / Twelve is blue and black; there were moments I lived through that I never knew I would miss / Thirteen is a lot of carrying friendships I don’t like / Fourteen is a lot of sighs of relief; of friendships left behind and the year of growing before everything goes to shit / Fifteen is a lot of fun and not remembering things that hurt us; things that haunt us / Fifteen is fun and shenanigans with newfound friends you like enough / Sixteen is hard work / Sixteen is a lot of fighting and sometimes fun / Sixteen is for the bitch face and cuts / Sixteen is a lot of wondering what you’ve become / Sixteen is fake friends and smiles which will ruin you / Sixteen is the year of silly crushes on boys who think the world revolves around them / Sixteen is a lot of “I am almost an adult” / Sixteen is for parties and the time your life was as perfect as those IT kids in the movies / Sixteen is a lot of cold air on your face and feeling this city become home / Seventeen is for survival / Seventeen is for keeping your head down / Seventeen is for breakdowns / Seventeen is the time you snap and take a stand / Seventeen is having your own back / Seventeen is very alone but that’s okay / Seventeen is a lot of cussing and spiraling / Seventeen is for the nightmares / Seventeen is for closures / Seventeen is survival / Seventeen is for the big fuck you which is never said / Seventeen is for winning / Seventeen is for winning / Seventeen is so many goddamn wins / Seventeen is a big fuck you that escapes as a smile / Eighteen is relief / Eighteen is the growing up that sneaks up on you / Eighteen is acceptance / Eighteen is so much happiness / Eighteen is how everything is okay and everything is home / Eighteen is the year of being childish and loving it / Eighteen is a lot of love and happiness / Eighteen is a goddamn dream / Eighteen is doing everything you love and telling it to its face / Eighteen is dreams come true / Eighteen is growing up and growing up and being okay with it / Eighteen leaves with patience / Eighteen is a lot of learning to stay / Eighteen is fading yet forever / I am always going to be eighteen in some parts /
February 19, 2020
"Be patient with me.
Im doing my best to open up and surrender my vulnerability with you but it takes time
Understanding my feelings don’t come so easy to me as it may to you but I’m eager to know them
But-
I mess up sometimes, I hurt other times, I laugh, and sing and shout with joy, but I also cry sometimes
And it may not be all that you’re seeking and I don’t expect you to but respect my timing is all I’m asking for
I love really hard and I care very deeply but I worry if that same passion would be returned to me 10 fold,
would it be misunderstood? Would it be too much? Things like that
I'm unlearning old habits of fleeing in the midst of confusion and misunderstanding or just shutting off
completely
I know its not healthy but I’m doing the work of seeing myself
But do not think that this is my call for help, I’ve done that a long time ago,
just a letter for deeper understanding so you can know partially, why I do the things I do.
That it isn’t out of spite but a trauma response
I am not my trauma
I can change
My past doesn’t define me
Nor does your vision of me
So be easy with my unbecoming or don’t be here at all
Challenge me but don’t abuse my soft spots
I've been through enough of that already
I’m due for new
I’m due for some proper loving,
So on the days when I don’t feel so whole or together ask me, in what ways do you need to be loved today?
And I’ll tell you open and honestly
But only if you are patient with me."
We are not going in circles, we are going upwards. The path is a spiral; we have already climbed many steps.
Herman Hesse
Hari ini ngerasa cape banget dan berakhir bete. Apa itu tanda ketidakikhlasan? Jangan sampaii
Hari ini juga ngerasa sedih. Hati perempuan mudah sekali ya tersentuh dg hal-hal yg mungkin baiknya tidak untuk dimaknai lbh, biar ga cape
Tentang perasaan2 yg berkemelut hari ini, sebenarnya hanya berharap diri untuk tenang, bahagia, dan bersyukur. Berharap diri bs lbh mudah untuk mencari kebahagiaan sederhana tanpa banyak menuntut. Menuntut dimengerti, menuntut diringankan bebannya, apalagi menuntut adanya keberadaan org lain
Lagi-lagi tentang harap. Semoga semua harapan dari ikhtiar yang baik akan terwujud diwaktu yg tepat, tentu dg skenarioNya
وَاصْبِرْ فَاِنَّ اللّٰهَ لَا يُضِيْعُ اَجْرَ الْمُحْسِنِيْنَ
Dan bersabarlah, karena sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyia-nyiakan pahala orang yang berbuat kebaikan (Q.S. Hud:115)
Ternyata ada hal yang lebih sulit dari belajar kuliah. Lebih sulit dari melawan rasa kantuk mendengarkan dosen saat kelas atau memahami materi kuliah yang isinya beratus2 slide. Sistem kebut semalam untuk belajar ujian sejujurnya masi sering kulakukan, tidak maksimal, tapi ya sudah cukup. Maap ini tidak baik
Sejatinya saat berhadapan dengan sulitnya materi kuliah atau melawan rasa kantuk saat kelas, ada pembelajaran lain yang aku dapatkan: mengatur emosi. Rasanya tidak mudah. Berkali2 bahkan sampai detik ini aku masih suka menggerutu “kenapa si?!” atau “gimana si ini?!” dengan keadaan2 tersebut. Tapi seringnya diakhiri dengan penyesalan seperti “knp ya tadi aku marah2 gitu”
Rasanya ingin sekali pandai dalam mengontrol emosi dan pandai bersikap. Pembelajaran untuk sampai pada titik tersebut menurutku agak berbeda. Menjadi orang yang sabar misalnya. Rasanya tidak didapatkan dengan 1 atau 2 masalah. Butuh waktu, butuh belajar untuk memahami pentingnya sabar, butuh mengalah, dsb.
Belajar mengontrol emosi adalah pembelajaran seumur hidup, ya waalupun untuk belajar di kuliah pun kita harus menerapkan hal tsb karena perkembangan informasi dan kebutuhan untuk terus memperbaharuinya, tetapi bukankan frekuensi masalah hidup lebih sering dibandingkan masalah kuliah? Bahkan bisa dikatakan masalah kuliah bagian dari masalah hidup.
Sampai usia saat ini, 22 thn, dengan berbagai masalah hidup rasanya masih banyak yg harus aku perbaiki, walaupun ada rasa syukur yang menyelinap tentang perubahanku dalam memandang sesuatu, menghadapinya, dan memaknainya. Namun, keinginan2 seperti “harusnya aku bs lbh sabar”, “yaudasi gapapain ajaa”, “usaha aja sebisanya gausah banyak mikir”, dsb masih ada.
Tentang ujian, memang sejatinya kita akan terus berhadapan dg hal tsb sepanjang ruh dalam raga, bukan? Tentang sabar, bukankah Allah bersama orang2 yang sabar? Dan masih banyak lagi alasan2 yang bisa dijadikan pegangan untuk menjadi orang yang lebih pandai dalam mengontrol emosi, lebih dewasa dalam menghadapi masalah, dan lebih sabar dalam menjalani hidup. Semoga Allah mampukan:”)
the act to conjure
a haiku may take patience
and finger counting.
by Rusty
There is a Zen thing all true surfers seem to tap into at some point during their salty existence. This happens when the impatience of youth surrenders to the power of Mother Nature. When a true surfer recognizes and accepts the swells, tides, waxing & waning moons… This centered place of Zen can only be learned over time; time spent searching for the right position to catch watery ripples of energy, seconds of time spent joyfully sliding, trimming and riding that amazing energy. The more time us flawed humans spend diving into the ocean, the more we discover how small we really are, in this big and crazy world. For the open minded, this all translates into the graceful gift of patience.
So, how come the older I get, the more impatient I grow everywhere else in my life?
I have no patience for my neighbors… Please mow your lawns and take down last year’s Christmas lights!
No patience for all you kooks on my freeway!
No patience for people who walk around while staring at their cellphones!
I have not patience for anything Bluetooth!!!
No patience for my expensive “High-Speed” internet! Freaking load already!
No patience for the gum-chewing blonde pharmacy assistant, who always forgets to refill my life-depending meds!.
No patience for $4.50 Grande Lattes! Hey kid, all I want is a black cup of coffee... To go!
No patience for airport security… How many TSA kooks does it take to waive a magnetic wand around my junk?
No patience for the “New Math” my grandkids don’t understand!
No patience for 909ers who show up at San O’s during a good swell and create a never ending line just to get down the hill… Pick up your trash & go home!
Oh shit… where’s my Xanax? I need to go surfing and get my thumping blood pressure under control.
Aloha Kooks!!!
This is dedicated to all you 909er’s (951, 657, 760…) You know exactly who you are! Surf Punks - My Beach
辛抱 / Patience
© Ponz
“Not every parent is equipped with the calmness and presence of mind to react so pleasantly. Myself included. We have our own personal traumatic experiences to cope with, and unfortunately we need to reprogram them before passing them on to our own children. We will not always succeed. Breaking that cycle is a very difficult task. Life is real people. I'd love to be able to say that I didn't yell at my kids, but I was abused so badly as a child that my emotions are more powerful than my logic. If this is you, take it from me and please keep working to break that cycle. Our family's future and the world around it depends on it.”
Read this somewhere & I couldn’t relate more to this.
Me waiting for him to text me first/back like: