Teen Angst - Blog Posts

POV: You're an angsty teen into urban legends entering a local art contest with a theme of covered bridges (I lost):

In this mood again but unfortunately I have no pretty churches to take pictures in rn

morning ★★

couldn't sleep but when can I ??

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message of the day is never choose to kneel for anyone.

you are born from and pay the price each day for the world's sins. it is a slow crushing weight on your back that will endlessly suffocate you and 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 you kneel.

every bastard is Jesus in his own right

he is not your savior but your brother

the man still on the bench past midnight is jesus.

the waitress with the eyeliner streaks down her face is the lord herself

and it will stay that way

because no one is saving you.

Second image drawn by me

Rambling time!!

Since I’ve turned 16 so many crazy things have happened. I got surgery on my abdomen and surgery on my ankle, which was completely destroyed, within 4 months of each other. I lost two paternal figures to me within a 2 month span, had a relapse and got diagnosed with insomnia! Everything I thought I knew has changed and everything I thought I didn’t know has changed. My mom got a pet spider monkey, her name is Minnie, and I now coach a special abilities cheer team.

Thanks for reading 🫶

*Vent*

The only talent I have is lying. Lying about my feelings, lying about who I am, lying about everything. Maybe if I was raised in a safer home environment I wouldn’t need to lie. For fucks sake lying is the only way I can keep myself safe at home. I’ve even lied about lying to you, “yeah I’ve lied and manipulated you.” No I haven’t, I just don’t want you to get close, I’m scared you’ll hurt me. My talent is manipulating people into thinking it’s their idea to stop being friends with me. “What did I do to make you ghost me?” I know what I “did”. I always know why…

*VENT*

Sometimes i just want them back in my life.. you meant the world to me and fucked everything up.

I never deserved you, i never deserved your love, i never deserved your time.

I wish I wasn’t as clingy, anxious, and needy. All you ever did was care and I took advantage of that.

I miss you </3