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I love logging on everyday and seeing y'all share your stories I'm litteraly crying behind the screen (/pos, and because imma huge crybaby) i was so nervous when i first joined the community, I had just learned what a therian/otherkin/nonhuman was a few months prior, and been going over the label for a long while. I always went back and fourth between furry and petregressor and it never felt right.
When I first made my account i still had second thoughts, what if im a fake and not a 'real' therian, after all I'm seeing accounts with age 20+, hell, even some 30+ year olds, which most of them have known for YEARS that they were therians and have these account to post their awesome experiences with younger therians, and then seeing those young ones too, already knowing who they are. And then there's me at the awkward age of 18 a grown adult but not quite. it embarrassed me that i didn't already know what a therian was, and that i was one, so i doubted myself at first, but with each post i read, and each experience that i found myself relating too, I felt myself becoming more comfortable with this life and just... Feel more like me actually. Even with December depression weighing me down, curling up by a heater and gnawing onna dog toy got me through it, helped me cope when I've never been able to cope before.
Thank you guys for existing. This account has been my safe haven for all things therian, when i know no one im my stupid conservative town irl would accept me.
I feel so nonhuman today, which, in general , is good. But this time, it's like actually distressing, and I'm not enjoying it. I think it may be species dysphoria, I hate this so much.
God, I do not want to be in this human body, I'm supposed to be a wolf, angel, and a god. Not human.
Why couldn't I have just been a cloud? Or a star in space. Just anything but human.
I was actually crying about it earlier, /srs I just feel so yuck right now.