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sypnosis: you and yeonjun are secret agents doing your last mission of the year. yeonjun is planning to propose to you after but his plans become.. partially wrecked.
genre(s): angst, fluff (if you squint), secret agent au
pairing: nonidol!secret agent!choi yeonjun x afab!secret agent!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, blood/gore, gun(shots), (mentions of) d3ath, mentions of gunshot wounds, (mentions of) murd3r
a/n: lmk how this is because i was super lazy and this is probably really bad TT
anyway tho, i'm a sucker for angst and wanted to write one for a while so.. enjoy-?
January 1st. A New Year. A day to celebrate.
And the day that--unbeknownst to you--Yeonjun was planning to propose to you.
Right at 12:00 AM today, December 31st. Right when the fireworks shoot into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars. Right before the fireworks crackle and bloom above them in different colors.
Right after their long, tiring assignment that went completely wrong.
"I'm guessing you heard that we're having our last mission this year together, darling?" You look up to see your boyfriend leaning against the doorframe of your office.
You let out a sigh, closing the folder containing your mission that you had just scanned through. You stood up from your chair, pushing it to your desk. "Though I wish they would've let us have the day off seeing that it's New Year's Eve."
"You know they'll never let us off." Yeonjun smiled, stepping towards you. His arms slide around your waist before he leans closer to your face, pecking your lips.
You pull away and lay your forehead onto Yeonjun’s shoulder. “Still, a break would be nice.”
“After the mission, I have a surprise for you.” Yeonjun strokes a hand through your hair and plays with the ends as you hum in amusement.
“Really? And what’s that?”
“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you, baby.” Yeonjun chuckled. “Let’s just get ready for the mission now, hm?”
You grumble into his chest but let go of him to oblige.
♡
You and Yeonjun stand in front of a large building, guns strapped to both of your waists. The sun had just set, leaving a navy sky above them and the street lamps being their only source of light.
Cicadas chirp in the night as a chilly breeze drifts past them. Your hair dances in the wind, along with the trees and bushes nearby.
“Ready?” Yeonjun grins at you reassuringly.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” You let out a small breath, turning into a puff of smoke in the winter weather, and smile back. Yeonjun nods and looks up at the building towering over them. It was the headquarters of your secret agent organization’s enemy.
The mission was simple. Sneak into the building, destroy any information that they have on your agent organization, and get out.
Simple, but not easy.
Being the head building of the organization, there was bound to be a lot of bodyguards. Plus, it was New Year’s Eve, which likely meant double the security. It wasn’t a surprise that you and Yeonjun were chosen, being the aces of your organization.
“Let’s go.” Yeonjun suggests. You follow him as he opens the window at the back of the building and slips inside. He signals you to come in as well after making sure the coast was clear.
The whole way to the floor of information on your organization was too easy. There were barely guards in sight, just a few here and there, but nothing you and Yeonjun couldn’t take care of or sneak past.
You decided to shake the weird feeling off, guessing that even the agents were celebrating with their families and friends.
Yeonjun led the way up, and back down after you had destroyed all the information and evidence of your presence. The two of you easily snuck out of the building without being seen and quickly let your boss know about your success.
Yeonjun takes your hand as the two of you slowly walk away from the building, “That was easier than expected, huh?”
“Guess everyone’s out for the holidays.” You lean your head against his shoulder. Yeonjun chuckles and plants a soft kiss on your forehead.
Unexpectedly, you hear a muffled shouting from behind you. The two of you whip your heads around. It’s a man, specifically one of the bodyguards.
One hand presses onto the wound the two of you gave him earlier, assuming he was dead, and the other holds a gun. A explosive, chilling noise rings in your ears, the undeniable screech of a bullet shooting towards you.
“Shit- Y/n, get back!” Yeonjun’s eyes widen as he shoves you out of the way.
The rest unfolds in a blink of an eye and you can’t even process what happened until after it did.
Yeonjun rips out his gun, firing bullets back at the bodyguard. The bullet the guard had fired sinks into Yeonjun’s abdomen and pierces his skin, making him stumble to the ground and wince.
“YEONJUN!” You cry, sprinting to your boyfriend after checking to see if the security guard threat was clear.
Yeonjun coughs out blood as he holds the wound. Red stains his shirt and trickles to the ground. You curse under your breath, squeezing your eyes shut to force incoming tears back in, and apply pressure onto his wound.
“Why the fuck did you do that?!” You scold, avoiding Yeonjun’s gaze. That gaze filled with sadness and warmth and pain and so many more feelings that all mix together, yet he felt more concern for you than anything else.
“Y/n..” Yeonjun smiled, placing a hand on yours, “love you.”
“What..?” You whisper and look into his eyes, and his smile makes your voice start to break. “Don’t- don’t say that.. you’re not going to die. You are not leaving me.”
“He shot my abdominal aorta. You know I’m not going to make it.” His blood doesn’t stop flowing and it dirties your hands as you press harder onto his wound.
“Yeonjun, shit- don’t-“
Yeonjun slowly reaches his free hand into his pocket, “Remember that surprise I had? I want to tell you before going.”
You follow his gaze as he pulls out a small case. It opens and you let out a small gasp.
“Love, I’m sorry to do this to you.. but I wanted to let you know. You make me happiest when I’m with you. I’m glad you came into my life.. I couldn’t have found anyone better. Thank you for being with me all this time.” Yeonjun looks up at you. “So I have to ask.. will you marry me?”
“Yeonjun, I-“ Your breath catches in your throat, staring at Yeonjun’s injured state and the diamond ring he holds in front of you. Tears spill from your eyes, turning your eyes blurry so you can’t even see clearly anymore when you nod furiously.
You hear Yeonjun let out a small chuckle and he slips the ring onto your finger. He wipes a tear away from your eyes and places it back onto your hand.
“You better not die on me now.” You say sternly with a sniffle. You know you can’t stop the god-forsaken bleeding, you know that you’re just being selfish, and you curse yourself for it. For not having the ability to save Yeonjun, and for having to rely on him to hold on.
“I love you..” He whispers with his eyes closed so that only you can hear.
In the far distance, you can hear the crackle of fireworks as they bloom above you in multiple colors. Into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars.
But as the clock strikes 12 AM, your fiancée’s hand goes cold and you are left alone.
sypnosis: you can’t sleep so your boyfriend comes over to help
genre(s): fluff
pairing: nonidol!kang taehyun x afab!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, (mentions of) insomnia
a/n: i wrote this for myself honestly LMAOO insomnia really loves messing with me these days
for my fellow insomniacs that stan taehyun<3
You toss around your bed for what seemed like the nth time, the mattress sheets shuffling under you. With a heavy sigh, you roll around to the small table on left side of the bed. Your fingers lightly tap on your phone screen, the brightness spreading and lighting up the whole room.
2 AM. Well.. shit.
You groan into your pillow, coming out as muffled grumbles. All you wanted was sleep, even one hour, but insomnia just had to bite you. Not even the lingering scent in your boyfriend’s clothes could help.
Tired—literally, and of no sleep—you grasp your phone. You pull it over to you, laying sideways on your pillow and pressing your boyfriend’s contact.
[y/nie] : taeee are u awake? can’t sleep ㅠㅠ
You knew he probably wasn’t, but it gave you some comfort to let him know you were awake. Although, you did feel guilty if your message wakes him up in the middle of the night.
You get up from the bed and manage to stumble downstairs, eyelids heavy and exhausted. You plop down onto the couch next to the front door with a deep exhale. You pick up the remote next to you, turning on the TV in front of you.
Just a few minutes into the video, the doorbell rings. Taehyun. You hastily shut off the TV and dash to the door, opening it.
Your boyfriend stands there, at your door, the street lights reflecting onto his skin in the dark of night. Taehyun scans you up and down, a gentle smile enveloping on his face. “You look really cute in my shirt.”
Your eyes widen, feeling heat rising to your cheeks and your stomach filling with butterflies. “Thanks..”
Taehyun slowly steps into your house, closing the door behind him. As soon as the door shuts, he snakes his arms around your waist and lowers his chin onto your shoulder.
“Were you on your phone before you went to sleep?” Taehyun murmurs into your ear as you wrap your arms around him and bury your face into his neck.
“Mhm..” You hum, feeling his lips press onto your collarbone. Taehyun pulls away to look at you, eyes softening.
“That’s why you can’t sleep, princess..” He scolds lightly. You nod sheepishly, letting your head fall to Taehyun’s chest.
You hear Taehyun sigh before sliding one arm to your upper back. He pulls his other arm away from you, moving to one side of you and crouching to slide his other arm under your thighs. He then lifts you up bridal style, making you let out a small squeak.
You lean against his chest as Taehyun carries you upstairs, pushing the door of your bedroom open. He gently lays you onto your bed, going back to close the door. He returns shortly after and slips in next to you.
You shuffle towards him, laying your head on his chest. “Sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night..”
“It’s okay, love. I got up because I want you to be able to sleep.” Taehyun tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear.
You look up at him and whisper, “Can you sing for me? It might help me sleep.”
Taehyun looks back down at you with a small smile, wrapping his arms around your torso. “Anything for you, princess.”
Your heart flutters at his endearing words, and warmth envelopes you as Taehyun holds you close. Your eyes shut as you listen to the sound of his heartbeat and his soft lullaby. Sleep once again welcomes you in open arms.
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┆彡 YEONJUN [ 연준 ]
once you decided to drop by their dorm and leave some food but in the middle of that your hoodie got stained
so you stole one of your boyfriend’s and honestly forgot about it, while he thought he lost it :(
but one day when yeonjun was waiting for you to change so you two can go for a walk, you wore it and didn’t think much about it
his brows furrowed when he saw it… like… "wait a minute… is that MY hoodie?"
dramatic. pouts. crosses his arms. turns his head.
but just you try taking it off… he’ll get ever MORE poutier >:(
holds the rims of the hoodie and pulls it down so you can’t take it off and pulls the hood over your head
"cute" he mumbles as he holds your chin gently and leans closer to place a tender kiss on your lips
literally can’t stop smiling whenever he sees you wearing his clothes, it makes him feel proud (aaand a tiiiny biiit possessive) + hello, you look adorable?!
sometimes he gives you his hoodies "just because"… well, so he can adore you in them<3
┆彡 SOOBIN [ 수빈 ]
it was a rough night for you two
odi was acting strange in the middle of the night so while soobin watched him, you searched for the vet clinic that was open at night
after driving to one, getting odi checked (and finding out that he was alright), getting back - it was nearly 5am and you just wanted to sleep
so you quickly changed and threw a random shirt on yourself. then you plopped onto the bed (and soobin) and quickly fell asleep
in the morning, you went to brush your teeth. the tiredness was still showing after you almost brushed your teeth with his toothbrush and couldn’t manage to open the toothpaste, cursing underneath your breath
soobin woke up and entered the bathroom, rubbing his eyes
he looked at you, washing your teeth with your eyes closed and… his t-shirt.
boom. that was the sound of his heart exploding from the cuteness that overwhelmed him.
he was too busy staring at you, looking beyond adorable in his oversized t-shirt to notice that his cheeks were painted pink
"what?" you asked
shy, shy, shy baby <3
refuses to tell you but sooner or later you discover that wearing his t-shirts leaves him flustered
i mean come on, he’s so tall you’re literally drowning in his clothes… and he loves it, a bit too much
┆彡 BEOMGYU [ 범규 ]
baking with gyu is… chaotic, to say at least
he’s a bit clumsy, energetic and teases you a lot
so when you are covered in flour, egg yolk and icing at the end of the day, you’re not even surprised
unfortunately though you didn’t take any clothes just in case something like this happens
"uh… gyu, can i borrow some sweatpants? this isn’t coming off…" you sighed, pointing at the stains
he flew rushed to his bedroom to pick the best cleanest pieces of clothing he had and gave it to you with a boyish grin on his face
once you changed, his mouth fell ajar.
he’s whipped and he’s not even hiding it!!!!
absolutely in love.
(even though it looks like you’re drowning in the clothes and you’re tripping because of the pants being too long for your legs smh)
since then sneaks his clothes over to your place so you can have them… in case you miss him or something…
i mean, hey! they are comfortable! and smell like him…
┆彡 TAEHYUN [ 태현 ]
when taehyun texted you to bring his hoodie to the practice because he forgot, you didn’t think much about it and put it on
because why should you hold it, literally… smh🙄🙄
so you entered their practice room in the middle of their dance routine
and as soon as taehyun saw you, he tripped
he literally fell for you<3
they started laughing but you came up to him, worried expression painted on your face as his cheeks reddened
not only he tripped but also you looked so adorable in his hoodie that he had to take a moment to gather his thoughts
"you alright?" you asked, squatting next to him
he just nodded and looked at you with the biggest smile ever
"i brought your hoodie! i hope you don’t mind i wore it though…" you said and reached to take it off but he stopped you, shaking his head
"you can keep it for now" he just mumbled and placed a quick kiss on your forehead before standing up
he kept his eyes on you for the whole practice
and even after it he was way more clingier than usual!!
to sum up: recipe for clingy taehyun? you wearing his clothes <3
┆彡 HUENING KAI [ 휴닝카이 ]
of course it was a chilly night
and of course you didn’t listen to kai who said that you should bring your coat
but for your defence … it looked like it was warm outside…
but you left the house without bringing your coat with you and enjoyed the date with kai
on your way home it got chilly and you started to shiver, trying your best to hide it
but hyuka saw it and wasted no time in putting his coat on you
when you just blushed and mumbled a quick thank you, looking beyond adorable in his coat that was too long for you…
his heart was pounding against his chest with so much force that the poor boy thought it was gonna jump out and tum away!!
loves how you look in it + the clothes smell like you when you give them back
please just wear his clothes, he’ll melt on spot <3
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