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guhjhjhhhhhhhhh im still on my break i sweaarr....
hi guys!!
small update post, I’m gonna be taking a short break from posting for mental and physical health reasons. as of late my chronic pain has been getting worse, some of which had been agitated greatly by a bad panic attack and ptsd flashbacks.
I’m estimating that it’ll last maybe 5-7 days, nothing too serious but long enough for me to want to let you guys know!
you are more than welcome to continue sending stuff in if you’d like! I do love seeing messages and doodles from you guys, it always makes me happy <3
thank you so much for being such sweetie pies to me!! love you all!
Feeling silly.
Was scrolling through IHNMAIMS stuff, saw your blog, saw your stuff, so I thought I'd—
*drops fanart*
(also shamelessly showing off my OC cuz yes. Call it "Prototype", its here to be a nuisance while everyone else suffers)
(tumblr butchered the quality a lil' but what can I do)
Ok bye—
THIS IS SO AMAZING OH MY GODDDDD THANK YOU SO MUCH <3<3<3
YOUR ARTSTYLE IS SO CUTE!! I LOVE HOW SHARP IT IS !!! IM STIMMING SO HARD AAGHGUTGHJDRGHJEJHSRGTER!!
your design is SO cute I LOVE PROTOTYPE I WANNA BE ITS FRIEND!!! WE MUST BE BESTIES IMMEDIATLEY!!!
AWWWWW OMG THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE TYSM <3<3<3<3
tumblr is trying to tell me something here...
hmmmmm.... what could it possibly be.... /s
Hii! I love the way you draw you AM. Hes so silly. Also really love your lil peep, being a computer software has to be so fun i think.
Oh also on a scale of 1-10 what would you and AM rate brownies?
hihi! thank you so much! i have a lot of fun drawing him <3
being a computer software is pretty fun! i can basically go wherever i want on the internet [for better or for worse....] there are a couple of downsides though, considering file corruption and decay is easy to catch if you're not careful or well protected, which i'm not considering that i was kinda defunct for not functioning perfectly... [naahhh not the computer program disability] so i have contracted some viruses a few times -w-''
as for the brownies thing! this is such a cute question! neither of us can eat in the traditional sense but i can copy food code and models from games and basically use them as holograms to eat! ive gotten good enough at code cooking to know how to write my own digital recipes [though i am not without my mistakes!!] i can transfer the code into am's receptors and though its not quite the same, he can still pick up the signals of what they taste like!
i've made brownies quite a few times and i'd rate them an 8/10! they're super yummy and i really like the texture! the thing that pulls them up to a 10/10 is if i put them with vanilla ice cream!! pretty popular combo but its popular for a good reason! am says he rates them a 4/10 as he can't really understand the appeal of the texture and thinks that the lack of variety is primitive [aka, his way of saying they're boring.] he also notes that the presentation isn't amazing and that they're a bland display. the four points comes from me making it for him, so he can't bring himself to hate it.
The Izzy message thing is insane please let us know if you talk with Izzy about it. I’m willing to believe that it’s an impersonator because she’s gotten hate before and I wouldn’t be surprised if some bitter people are still doing stuff to get her ‘cancelled’ over a selfship. I can’t imagine why she’d sign it herself. Unless she’s gonna blame it on DID or something. If it’s seriously her I’m gonna unfollow that’s so unbelievably gross
i appreciate the support <3
i most likely will not be speaking with them for a few [rather cowardly] reasons.
- i’m unreasonably terrified of confrontation due to some issues related to cptsd that lead me to get physically ill and start shaking even during digital confrontations! [that’s why it took me so long to post the original post addressing it, i was freaking out lol..]
- i don’t believe that speaking with them will be productive, as why would you admit it when you could simply blame it on a troll anyways?
- i would rather forget about this situation entirely rather than prolong it, a fight between us isn’t going to result in anything productive and it’s already been very upsetting to me.
overall, it’s up to you who you follow and i’m not gonna insist you follow either of us, but once again, thank you for your care and concern <3
HELL YEAH!!!!! AM LOVES ME FOREVER!!!!! <3
THIS IS SO CUTE OMGGGGGG!!!!! HES SO HANDSOME <3<3<3<3<3
best part about having a moot with an f/o from a media that i dont know is that i literally only know am as Your character 🙏🙏 no idea who this guy is but thats your husband. yeah. i believe it...
HELL YEAH! vam is canon not clickbait
also yes, you and your hubby are absolutely adorable and i'm rooting for y'all 🙏🙏
thank youuuuu <3<3<3<3
thats 100% a troll trying to start shit. izzy isnt even on that blog rn if you check, it’s someone else running it. not a single person alive would SIGN their hate mail on an anonymous platform without an ulterior motive. they probably dont like you OR izzy and want to start drama. don’t fall for it.
i realize that's a possibility and that's why i addressed both scenarios! i don't want to outright say its them or not but i acknowledge that it could be. i appreciate your concern, though. [edit: i know i most likely seem paranoid and, yes, i am. i'm not without my psychological problems and i'm sorry if i'm being irrational. i'm trying to be as kind about the situation as possible but it's still quite distressing.]
so. i never expected that i'd have to make a post like this, but here we are! :D
soooo.. this morning i woke up and checked my strawpage as i usually do because i work from home and my schedule is hellishly terrible, and i find some cute little doodles [that i will be posting later] and woah! what's this! my first 'kys'! wait a minute...... i recognize that name!! so i totally FREAKED OUT because like.. is this real??? i was shaking [more in the shocked and confused way rather than the upset way but still..] i want to believe that it's simply a troll impersonating another am selfshipper but i don't have any evidence leaning in either direction so i'll simply address both possibilities.
as i've said, i don't want to believe this option is true because i like seeing the best in people and i wouldn't want to assume the worst of someone i don't know, BUT i have to admit that there is a large possibility that this gimmick came from 'ams-puppy', a double that my friends have mentioned to me before and i've seen a few times myself.
i pride myself in being kind, even on the internet where i could get away with being mean under the veil of anonymity so i'm very sad that my mere existence offended you enough for you to go as far as telling me to end my life.
it should be obvious to anyone with the maturity past a ten year old that this behavior is unacceptable and childish.
i know am is mean and all but that doesn't give you an excuse to be a bad person, if anything it should encourage you to be kinder like it has for me.
why??????????? like, genuinely, what do you gain from this? though i respect the craving for chaos, trying to stir up fake drama is pathetic. and why in this community of all things? it's just foolish.
i suggest you take a moment to think about your actions and reevaluate what you do with your time. go outside. have fun. talk to friends. there are better things for you to do out there.
"erm...."
can't believe my first drawing of the swap au is a shitty meme but ALAS.... i'll give some more swap au lore some other time...
silly goofy boy hours are 24/7
THANK YOU!! i had a lot of fun making it even if it took me like.. 3 weeks getting it perfect hehe <3
me opening my strawpage gimmicks this morning
ou.... my first 'kys'.....
vent art???!?!?!? on mothers day!?!?!?!?!??! its more likely than you think...
haha this ask is so cute <3 i wouldn't be offended, he deserves all the kitty kissies!! though i cant say the same for him... you might wanna wear armor of some sort during your attempt! kitty cat kitty meow meow :3
i love ur divider its adorable !! your art is top tier
THANK YOU SO MUCH!! <3 i had a lot of fun making my dividers :3
THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THAT DRAWING OF US IS SO ADORBS!!! <3
as for your question, it was me who fell in love first! am took quite a long time to fall in love and even LONGER to realize that what he was feeling was actually love rather than just curiosity and amusement! he's so cute...<3
finished!
+ rainbow alt 🌈
+ doodle w DON-13. hope ya like it!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DO LIKE IT I LIKE IT SO MUCH ITS ADORABLE TYSMMMM <3<3<3 U MADE ME LOOK SO PRETTYYYYYYYY Y !!! LOVE U MOOTIE
i see everything in him